Tuesday, August 30, 2011

So much about Irene, what about the earthquake, when will it happen again?

This confirms for me, that television viewing can be detrimental to someone else’s well being as well as the one projecting…

http://kayfgibbs4.blogspot.com/2011/08/interesting-this-issue-of-sci-am-is.html

Kay's Commentary: The Battlefield For My Mind…

http://kayfgibbs4.blogspot.com/2011/08/my-brother-looks-bit-like-man-bourdette.html

bourdette waxworks  Copy of COPY OF BROTHER

flave Srimage

Interesting this issue of SCI-AM is about stress splintering psyches…

…whoever watched the Waxwork episode of Hitchcock must have been so frightened by Bourdette that he/she held his image in the mind, why my brother started looking like him…

Splintered by Stress: The Good and Bad of Psychological Pressure: Scientific American

My brother looks a bit like the man, Bourdette, in this film…

What's In Kay's Mind?: Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Presents: The Waxwork - Watch the full episode now.

…he would have a mandrillus on top…

Stalin??????????????

bourdette waxworks

My going to see the Charles Tiffany exhibit in Chicago was a synchronistic event…updated

…acting out is the result of my childhood traumas and misguided development.

I went to the exhibit with my roommate in 1983.  We were nearly snowed in at O’hare.

What's In Kay's Mind?: This means my photographs were most likely an authentic acting out of Durer’s study of draping on a figure…

This means my photographs were most likely an authentic acting out of Durer’s study of draping on a figure…

What's In Kay's Mind?: Was he part of the cause of the bronchitis – updated

Why wouldn’t it have been acted out?   Because Durer really wanted to be an architect rather than a painter.   Architectural ideas were put it and some architecture was taken out, drapery was not apparently, it might have been converted into drapes for a room and likely remained that way.

This was 10 years after my father’s hospitalization in Cherry Hospital and it proves to me…updated

…part of my father’s psyche was handed off to someone else, two years later is when I wanted to become a medical technologist…and is how I was able to eke out a B in Algebra during summer school, despite my failing to attend classes and my father’s death.

What's In Kay's Mind?: Was he part of the cause of the bronchitis - updated

Was he part of the cause of the bronchitis - updated

What's In Kay's Mind?: Dou - Glass

…in addition to my smoking and whatever happened to him…was he a smoker?

So this is what was upstairs in addition to the Hall half.  

Albrecht Durer – Gerard Dou – James Gibbs

Dennis Day might look a bit like Durer…

My right carotid pulse is definitely lower than on the left…

Influences of melatonin administration on the circulation of women

I have been seeing this…

I viewed a video about some species in which sight is connected via only one half of the brain rather than both like in this image…

eyes sketch

…so someone must be training the brain to see in stereo rather than mono.

Melatonin and dreaming…updated

…acts like a psychotropic. 

I have been drinking one cup of coffee in the AM.  I have been taking 3-6 mgs melatonin internally and 2-5 mgs under the tongue for the past several months and I am dreaming again.   In addition to this I took 2mg chlorpheniramine maleate plus some glycine earlier in the evening.    I have been sleeping better than ever.   I have also had to reduce the amount of protein I consume in the evenings.

I take the chlorpheniramine maleate because the amino acids I take also contain histidine which can keep one awake.   I don’t think it is necessary.

I have also taken this in conjunction with glutamine which does not seem to work as well.

I took three mgs earlier than usual and I was able see things going on in my mind.   I thought it was the Abilify but I stopped taking it months ago.

I have also been taking tryptophan, 500 mgs, daily in the AM.

Melatonin instead of GABA might have a powerful effect on the release of growth hormone.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Presents: The Waxwork - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Presents: The Waxwork - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Presents: Cheap is Cheap - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Presents: Cheap is Cheap - Watch the full episode now.

I met Mr. Stegall in 1977…

Fifty-Year Demolition Derby of Glass-Steagall Act of 1933

…he was a pharmacist, mixed up with a pharmacist I should say…

Dou - Glass

Carter Glass - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Monday, August 29, 2011

Can we stop noise pollution using human rights laws? | Comment is free | guardian.co.uk

Can we stop noise pollution using human rights laws? | Comment is free | guardian.co.uk

Can’t say enough about this either…

http://www.noisefree.org/newsroom/nfa-display.php?id=226

I find this interesting, equating economic poverty with silence…updated

"A totally silent human community would be a poor human community."

http://www.noisefree.org/newsroom/nfa-display.php?id=207

…I think the Amish would take offense to the comment and I hardly think them impoverished.  There is nothing worse than an impoverished mind, which ultimately will lead to poverty, again, ask me and I will tell you, it is true.

Some people forget what it’s like to hear a bird singing in the morning.   That’s an impoverished mind.

Another important fact…of course some might find this advantageous, disrupting the competition…

Noise may not make kids dumb, but it does make it hard for them to learn. The Road Traffic and Aircraft Noise Exposure and Children’s Cognition and Health (RANCH) project is a multinational study designed to assess the relationships among road and aircraft traffic noise and reading comprehension. Included in its 2006 findings are data from more than 2,000 kids ages 9 and 10, enrolled in 89 schools near airports in three European cities. The verdict: A direct relationship exists between aircraft noise exposure at schools and problems with reading comprehension, even after the investigators account for socio-demographic factors known to interact with reading comprehension.

http://www.noisefree.org/newsroom/nfa-display.php?id=207

I can’t stress this enough as I live in a noisy environment…

Babisch adds that these reactions occur even in people who consider themselves inured to noise and don't report disturbed sleep. "There is no 100 percent noise habituation. The ears don't switch off when we sleep. The brain still registers the information about what’s going on around us."

http://www.noisefree.org/newsroom/nfa-display.php?id=207

I have repeatedly mentioned this but was laughed at…

WHO data also show that 30 percent of Europeans are forced to sleep in environments with noise that exceeds 55 dBA every night, a level known to disrupt sleep. The European Federation for Transport and Environment estimates that 44 percent of Europeans, more than 200 million people, are exposed to health-threatening noise levels.

http://www.noisefree.org/newsroom/nfa-display.php?id=207

Great article, WE ALL…

Protection From Noise Pollution With Home Security Systems

by Steve Dowell

ezinearticles.com

June 16, 2011

We all like our homes to be a safe, healthy, and stress-free environment. For this reason, many of us install dependable home security systems and keep our homes clean and structurally safe. However, there's one aspect to a healthy living environment that is beyond our control: noise pollution. Noise pollution is defined as "displeasing human, animal or machine-created sound that disrupts the activity or balance of human or animal life." According to Noise Free America, an organization committed to combating noise pollution in the US, noise pollution can lead to a variety of serious health problems, including risk of heart attacks due to elevated blood pressure, loss of hearing, chronic fatigue syndrome, and fibromyalgia. In addition, it can acerbate the manifestation of certain psychiatric disorders. So knowing all of this, how can you use your home security system to protect yourself and your family from noise pollution?

http://www.noisefree.org/newsroom/nfa-display.php?id=226

What's In Kay's Mind?: Quiet, Please: How To Combat Noise Pollution

What's In Kay's Mind?: Quiet, Please: How To Combat Noise Pollution

http://www.noisefree.org/howtofightnoisemanual.pdf

Quiet, Please: How To Combat Noise Pollution

Quiet, Please: How To Combat Noise Pollution

Sunday, August 28, 2011

I have one question for Dr. Kaku…updated

…if the North Atlantic Plate shifts as one, why was the epicenter localized in Virginia?

Earthquake a Nuclear Wake-Up Call for U.S.? | Video - ABC News

image

This guy is a dead ringer for a GNC employee I know…

…whatcha doin?

NY flood victim

Friday, August 26, 2011

Kay’s Clock

reverse clock animation

If this moisture has been hanging out over Niger where the uranium pits are…

Houston, we’ve got a major contamination problem.

Irene vapor map 08-25-2011

If the earth rotates on its axis and revolves around the sun counterclockwise…

…why were all our clocks in the past and some still designed to operate in the opposite direction.  WE HAVE BEEN DUPED OUT OF OUR LIVE that’s why.   Paying attention to a clock moving in the opposite direction to what our primitive ancestors knew to be different causes one to regress to more primitive states and  probably throws off one’s entire sleep capacity.   I suspect this has as much if not more to do with my inability to sleep.   I have stopped using my clock with the second and minute hands and now use a digital clock.  

I believe this because I believe the human body can and does sense the earth’s vibrations and counterclockwise motion.

6(h). Earth-Sun Geometry

Thursday, August 25, 2011

I think my horse oil pastel on canvas came from a few Hitchcock films…

Thanatos Palace is one of them…

I’ve read a good bit about leucine…

http://www.abcbodybuilding.com/leucine6.pdf

Growth Hormone Blunts Protein Oxidation and Promotes Protein Turnover to a Similar Extent in Abdominally Obese and Normal-Weight Women

Growth Hormone Blunts Protein Oxidation and Promotes Protein Turnover to a Similar Extent in Abdominally Obese and Normal-Weight Women

Glycine Encephalopathy - GeneReviews - NCBI Bookshelf

Glycine Encephalopathy - GeneReviews - NCBI Bookshelf

I have improved my sleep by reducing the amount of protein I consume…

and by changing the kinds of proteins I consume.

For HM’s sake…

I have consumed a variety of amino acids since the mid to late 80’s and have made my own determinations as to what they have done to me or for me.   In addition to this I have read and did read information about amino acids from various sources before taking them including a significant amount of lay material.   In more recent years while still taking the amino acids I have read newer more expert knowledge about amino acids.

Branched-Chain Amino Acid Metabolism - Basic Neurochemistry - NCBI Bookshelf

Branched-Chain Amino Acid Metabolism - Basic Neurochemistry - NCBI Bookshelf

Protecting the Brain from a Glutamate Storm - Dana Foundation

Protecting the Brain from a Glutamate Storm - Dana Foundation

Dopaminergic Role in Stimulant-Induced Wakefulness

Dopaminergic Role in Stimulant-Induced Wakefulness

You are King George’s people…

Kay F. Gibbs is not King George’s people.   Kay F. Gibbs was born in the US.   They did not spawn Kay Gibbs’ ancestors either.  I have no interest in writing about history nor am I interested in hauling it around.

Get the damned stuff off.

Kay’s forecast… :P

What's In Kay's Mind?: I have been watching this disturbance for the last 24 hours…update 3

The disturbance ahead of #1 seems to have the same activity pattern as Irene.  I predict it will become a TD, possibly a cyclone and #1 will probably dissipate.

Irene vapor map 08-25-2011

Stormpulse Cloud Map…

…this is the cloud map…

Stormpulse Map

The water vapor map is also animated.

stormpulse map

image

I have been watching this disturbance for the last 24 hours…update 3

…I noticed its counterclockwise motion yesterday and today it looks like the disturbance behind it that has not weakened.   This may be what will push Irene further inland in the Northeast. 

This map is awesome.    I just can’t believe all of this activity out here.

This is the water vapor map not clouds…

Irene vapor map 08-25-2011

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Letters from Kay F. Gibbs to studios…

letters to studios

letters to studios back

Attention…

STOP CLEANING.

Just to tell you how little writers and the courts care about what happens to those they misuse…updated

…I was physically assaulted by my father.  I took him to court, they did nothing.   Writer’s tried to claim I murdered my father who shot himself in the chest.  I have his death certificate.  Then they have tried to purport he was still alive and living in California.   That did more emotional and psychic damage than the assaults I have endured.

I mean for these people to CEASE AND DESIST.

What's In Kay's Mind?: My very amateur opinion about what could happen…updated

What's In Kay's Mind?: My very amateur opinion about what could happen…

Low disturbance #2 has strengthened and it appears #1 is getting stronger, at least as compared to last night.  I am going to wager #1 strengthens around 4:00 AM, when it passes over the sand bar, I’m sure there is a more professional term for it but having many relatives who are or were fisherman that’s what they called the area where #1 is located.  If it strengthens it could affect Irene and force her further inland.

This all sounds like Fran dialogue, some of it.

Irene 6 hours ago.

Hurricane Fran a category 3 hurricane, this is just on the other side of the Bahamas…

hurricane fran

Irene current vapor map…

irene current vapor map

I was out in Fran and barely made it to a motel why I am paying such close attention to this storm…

…I wasn’t even paying attention to the weather when Fran came inland.

What's In Kay's Mind?: After the Illinois earthquake a few years ago I started checking the USGS site…

I purchased a telephone speaker like the one in this film from Radio Shack, cost me $8.00 :(…

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Beast in View - Watch the full episode now.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

After the Illinois earthquake a few years ago I started checking the USGS site…

…and made some discoveries about our area.   I had one of those experiences in the mall the day of the Illinois earthquake, when I was taken off balance.  After checking the site and the map I discovered it wasn’t so impossible.

What's In Kay's Mind?: I would equate my experience of the earthquake today…updated

I would equate my experience of the earthquake today…updated

…as being like flying through a thunderstorm in a small passenger plane, but only for a few seconds.   I do live in an old building, constructed in the 60’s, its not even up to the current code standards.

What's In Kay's Mind?: I felt tremors (no joking) about an hour ago, Chapel Hill, NC, South Estes Drive…

John Henry Gibbs…

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Why is my reflection upside down in my sunglasses?

My very amateur opinion about what could happen…

…it looks like there is the potential for some stuff in the Atlantic that could possibly force Irene west, a Fran like scenario.  The high pressure up north could potentially push Irene off shore by Saturday afternoon.   This weather map has Low disturbance #1 possibly moving into Florida.   Once the low disturbance crosses the sandbar and hits the gulf stream it could intensify and become a tropical storm.   This might push Irene further inland.

Since Irene has stalled here a little I think the high pressure is going to miss pushing Irene off shore.   Both disturbances #1 and #2 seem to be fueling Irene a bit.

Track Hurricane Irene / Stormpulse / Hurricanes, severe weather, tracking, mapping

Track Hurricane Irene / Stormpulse / Hurricanes, severe weather, tracking, mapping

Track Hurricane Irene / Stormpulse / Hurricanes, severe weather, tracking, mapping

I felt vibrations a few days ago and again thought it was my neighbors washing machine…

…that vibrates the kitchen area when the machine is spinning and gets out of balance.   Again there was more shaking than usual but I ignored it was the washing machine as it does do that.   Could it have been a tremor?   Last year I had several episodes of losing my balance in the Mall located across the street, but passed it off as a bit of hearing loss.

What's In Kay's Mind?: I felt tremors (no joking) about an hour ago, Chapel Hill, NC, South Estes Drive…

I felt tremors (no joking) about an hour ago, Chapel Hill, NC, South Estes Drive…

Dear god, I thought it was my neighbors washing machine vibrating the building as it has done, but usually the kitchen.  This was much more violent.   I thought the building was coming down (not a very well built building).  I was trying to get the latest on the hurricane expected to hit us in the next few days.   A double whammy here. 

My sister in Wake Forest felt it while at her work, they are located near a train track and they thought the train had an accident.

This was different from the others I have experienced, they were more like body oriented, not visible in my apartment as this one in which I saw my bookshelf in front of me shaking on the wall.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Someone’s right carotid artery is clogged up.

there is reduced pressure on the right.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

I had a dream about punching someone in the face and I am now sure it came from this film.

Kay's Film Analysis: Patterns : Free Download & Streaming : Internet Archive

I can empathize with this poster here…

It is that cruelty that keeps some of them alive.   I just viewed the film called Patterns.   The film portrayed this cruelty amongst a corporation’s own members.  

On Idealism - thoughts.com conversation engine

Hulu - Masculin FĂ©minin -

this is one, 1997 dream.

I AM NOT WATCHING THESE.

Hulu - Masculin FĂ©minin - Watch the full movie now.

What's In Kay's Mind?: I feel sure my Aunt and Uncle were viewing these…updated

Can’t locate the dream at this time, have to search through some papers, the wall was purple.  In the dream I was trying to talk to her but there were things that got in the way, the purple wall was there and she was painting a mural on it.   In a dream that followed I was moving or something and was putting some picture frames in the back of a car.  My brother was there and Susan’s daughter and we were watching the kids, they were eating ice cream.  Then I walked around the corner and was sitting up in the balcony atop a house looking down (a cameraman).  

I had run into her daughter at  Kmart one afternoon, we did not speak but it seemed she wanted to speak to me then we were separated by the shelves.

In 1999 while being trained for a job at UNC Hospitals I discovered I had developed a severe case of claustrophobia and acrophobia after getting into an elevator with glass walls at the parking deck, I thought it related to my birth experience. 

What's In Kay's Mind?: I feel sure my Aunt and Uncle were viewing these…updated

Friday, August 19, 2011

And you can’t play connect the damned dots if…

…the information isn’t in the brain to do it with!

IMDb - Ted Bundy (2002)

IMDb - Ted Bundy (2002)

Pure Form 9 Essential Blend - updated

Pure Form 9 Essential Blend

I am taking between 5-8 per day in addition to other dietary proteins.   I feel better but still not sleeping all that well.  Must be the histidine keeping me awake.   Had to take an anti-histamine last night.   I suppose I should take them earlier.

The RDA for the weight I want to be is less than 8 capsules per day.   50 grams of top sirloin is twice the RDA for amino acids (50 gms is including fat and water).

Amino Acids

Percent

Mgs Per Cap

*L-Histidine

7.0%

56.000

*L-Isoleucine

12.0%

96.000

*L-Leucine

19.0%

152.000

*L-Lysine HCL

14.0%

112.000

*L-Methionine

8.0%

64.000

*L-Phenylalanine

13.0%

104.000

*L-Threonine

10.0%

80.000

*L-Tryptophan

3.0%

24.000

*L-Valine

14.0%

112.000

Total

100.0%

800.0

     

DRUGS DO NOT ALTER PERCEPTIONS…updated

at least those psychically perceived.  They will block those taken in via the brain.

I see that they (book readers and movie makers need an island to themselves…

SEPARATION OF INTEREST – TURN ONE STATE INTO A SCIENCE STATE ONE INTO A WRITING FILM MAKING STATE, ONE INTO A RELGIOUS STATE…A STATE OF UNIVERSITIES…

Sweet loving R&B music…

The Secret History of Barack Hussein Obama and the Columbia University Treason Trial

Found this looking for court recording machine…

As I mentioned before, this same argument went on in the 1880’s between…

…Edgar Alan Poe and one of his publishers during his time who argued that Poe’s work created a problem.   They failed to act then to change things for the better, will things change now?   Unfortunately it is those beneath the middle class who suffer the most just as did the East Enders in London and most of the poor in our cities in New York, Chicago and other metropolises that gave rise to gangs, burlesque, etc.   

What's In Kay's Mind?: I have acted out a great deal of things described in this book, don’t know who read it…

I have acted out a great deal of things described in this book, don’t know who read it…

…or what YOU PEOPLE assessed about my father neglecting to mention THE TELEVISION or what reading certain books might do to the human mind.

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

Aluminum chamber pot…updated

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

Aluminum foil put on my face by the molester upstairs in 614 1/2…He is the one I think who read Story of O and developed fantasies about having a sex slave just as I had developed fantasies about being Superman (why  I stupidly tried to help Curtis lift the backend of that John Deere riding lawn mower, 1995) that gave rise to Super Woman, Wonder Woman and Bionic Woman. 

Like I said…

…when I discovered it, soap operas can cause a lot of problems between fathers and children if they are projected…

I know a Norman Silverthorne…

…he didn’t strike me as a child molester, he was a distant sort of person though.   I don’t think he’s a writer.

Some of Mr. Ward’s difficulties are similar to those on pg 16…

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

The mix up at Cherry Hospital also…

Page 11 Janet getting kicked in the mouth by a horse…

…me busting my tooth out on the steering wheel of my Plymouth…

This shows how scripts can take on more problems if they are not cleaned up.   Going to Chapel Hill in 1972 was the key to what was happening I just wasn’t aware of it then.

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

Page 11, Death In Love film…

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

Page 10, why I thought it was the baker’s wife who burned down London…

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

Norman was the one molested…updated

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

Lindsay Wagner film…

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

The Personality of a Child Molester ... - Google Books

The preacher (Paxton) switched things around…updated

What's In Kay's Mind?: I feel sure my Aunt and Uncle were viewing these…updated

He had my Uncle Jodie. He gave me that damned Calvin and Hobbes book.

I feel sure my Aunt and Uncle were viewing these…updated

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: The Dividing Wall - Watch the full episode now.

I had a dream about this one involving Susan.   There was actually a wall in my dream because of the nature of my parataxic thinking.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Dear Uncle George - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Dear Uncle George - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Home Away From Home - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Home Away From Home - Watch the full episode now.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Classic demonstration of derealization…

Kay's Film Analysis: Politics - The Power of Nightmares, (Part 3/3), “The Shadows in the Cave”

…while I have been busy having my guard up against those who the government thinks would harm me, I am being screwed by my own countryman.

The American Ruling Class?????

See they are already priming us with these beliefs.   Government for the people by the people.

Hulu - The American Ruling Class - Watch the full movie now.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

An immoral person does not get as upset as I am.

Disturbing the peace?

What's In Kay's Mind?: Trying to blow smoke up the genie’s ass…

Oh you mean exercising my rights and freedoms.   Your corporate/establishment games have disturbed the peaceful enjoyment of my life.  As long as little Johnnie and Judy are toeing the line and being good little boys and girls everything is ok, but let us speak up and speak for ourselves, holy hell breaks loose.    They break the law, we get arrested and do the time.

Trying to blow smoke up the genie’s ass…

ie, Power of Your Subconscious Mind…turning the viewer into a what?   A  pacifier sucking weakling.

Using early 70’s Kent State and Detroit scare tactics, dressed in a business suit.

http://www.archive.org/details/ThePowerOfNightmares

power of nightmares sc

Like I said…

I want my stuff out of this music, period, no discussion.  You will have to find someone else to squawk for your industry.

Dawn Gibbs…

Gaynor Dawn Gibbon, mar --- and had issue.

Sidney Gibbon

Met Lamb in 1964…

Edgar Gibbon,
mar 1stly to --- du Plessiss and had issue:

  1. Geoff Gibbon.

mar 2ndly to Willida Pretorius and had issue:

  1. Gary Gibbon, mar Cindy Elizabeth Lamb and had issue:
    1. Joshua Gibbon.
    2. Daniel Gibbon.

Sidney Gibbon

This is what my military experience seemed like…

Sidney Gibbon,
born 25th Aug 1870,
there is a story that he and a cousin were caught as stowaways on a ship bound for Australia in Port Elizabeth harbour,
this cousin must have been Monty Gibbon,
left Alexandria, settled far to the N, at Aliwal North, central South Africa (see map),
mar at Aliwal North to Martha Ferreira [Martha Johanna Hester],
expenses book of Arthur Augustus Gibbon lists a wedding present for "Lizzie Gibbon" in June 1899, maybe this is for her stepson Sidney's mar,
all children born Aliwal North,
listed as living Durban St, Aliwal North, at death,
died in the hospital, Aliwal North, 4 Apr 1944, age 73 yrs [death cert],
Martha fl 1944,
had issue:

Sidney Gibbon

The many faces of Eve…

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Hmmm

zubaydah ahdminejad

Fucked and sucked not even a Nazi…

Kay F. Gibbs commented on the review of To Catch a Butterfly,

"where do monsters come from...parents breed them..."

Yea like making 6th graders read I Never Promised You a Rose Garden or The Diary of Anne Frank, then suck dollars from you because they think you've committed some crime against Jews.

Monday, August 15, 2011

All of this rhetoric about the job market is for the benefit of Hollywood…

Hey mambo, mambo Italiano, hey mambo…

…was at Alfredos.

Once the information gets in the brain, it is nearly impossible…

…to stop it.

The unconscious is not subliminal information but is manipulated by subliminal information, which is information constructed in such a way that the unconscious mind will receive and process that information with the desired result of the programmer.   Regardless of what it is, the brain will process it if one is exposed to it.  It is only after one has processed it or one has “been programmed” and one acts on the programming, might one be able to identify the information programmed into one’s brain.   Say one goes out and buys a salami, but one never eats salami because one has an ulcer and it upsets one’s stomach.   After one gets home with the salami one wonders why one bought it.  Then one recalls a friendly conversation with one’s neighbor Floyd who loves salami and one had a discussion with him several weeks ago about a new brand he tried that he just loves.   You had been so busy that you forgot the conversation and found yourself grabbing up the salami by mistake.   This is one example of how the unconscious mind gets programmed.   

Kay's Commentary

9 biggest threats to college kids Pictures - CBS News

Co-ed dorms…

Bedbugs? Bacteria? 9 biggest threats to college kids Pictures - CBS News

Mirren and et al…

…are trying to run mind control on me, I can hear them conjuring up ways to get me to stop blogging.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Armenia - Google Maps

Armenia - Google Maps

Armenian Temple

Playmaker’s Theater, UNC Campus Chapel Hill

Playmakers theater

Chaz's Bull City Records - Durham, NC

Chaz's Bull City Records - Durham, NC

I think this is where I am or where many of us are in this history…

I did go to the Salvation Army several times, Once in Raleigh and twice in Wilmington (New Hanover County)…

During the 19th century many poor workers had little or no contact with the church. In 1865 William and Catherine Booth founded a new movement to reach the poor and fight a 'war' against poverty. In 1878 it was named the Salvation Army.

Christianity in 20th Century England

During the 20th century church going declined rapidly in England and by the end of the 20th century only a small minority of the population attended church regularly. Nevertheless most people continued to believe in God and in the late 20th century there was a hunger for the spiritual. There was an explosion of interest in the occult and the New Age Movement.

Meanwhile in the early 20th century Pentecostal churches were formed. They practised the gifts of the Holy Spirit such as praying in tongues. In the 1960s use of the gifts of the Holy Spirit spread to mainstream churches. In the 1970s and 1980s charismatic or 'house churches' became common.

A History of Christianity in England

I used Paul Sassoon products…

…which began with the Sassoun Uprising of 1894, would have been a strong deterrence to return to Armenia. From 23 June 1896 until 4 January 1901 he was living in London. It was at this time that he came into contact with a number of bishops of independent jurisdictions and it was through these contacts that he probably resolved to follow through Plunket's vision by establishing his own church. One of these was Alfred Spencer Richardson, who had been consecrated bishop of the Reformed Episcopal Church at Philadelphia in 1879.With the passage of time, scattered but growing Armenian Catholic communities began to ask for a proper ecclesial structure and their own patriarch. In 1742 Pope Benedict XIV confirmed a former Armenian Apostolic bishop, Abraham Ardzivian (1679-1749), as Patriarch of Cilicia of the Armenians, based in Lebanon, and with religious authority over the Armenian Catholics in the southern provinces of the Ottoman Empire. In the north, they continued to be under the spiritual care of the Latin Vicar Apostolic in Constantinople. The new patriarch took the name Abraham Pierre I, and all his successors have likewise taken the name Pierre in their ecclesiastical title. 1915- 18: The Armenians suffer from heavy persecution from the Ottoman regime, where about 1 million are killed. During these times, many dioceses disappeared. Many adherents left for Europe and USA.
http://anglicansonline.org/

The International Free Protestant Episcopal Church - Lubimovka Village, Kherson Region

Paratroopers…?

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Incoming…updated

Incoming…updated

“jump off, jump off”…

When I was on the parking deck in front of the VA hospital, 1995…I didn’t hear this then but it must have been in the mind…

I have seen numerous films of people falling or jumping off ledges and out windows…

This movie is why I thought BR killed someone…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: The Star Juror - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: The Star Juror - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: The Star Juror - Watch the full episode now.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

How does Mind Control Work?

TACTIC 6. Nonphysical punishments are used such as intense humiliation, loss of privilege, social isolation, social status changes, intense guilt, anxiety, manipulation and other techniques for creating strong aversive emotional arousals, etc.

How does Mind Control Work?

Coercive Mind Control Tactics

Coercive Mind Control Tactics

Eating seafood where farmland run-off into creeks lead to the ocean…

…contaminating and killing off fish, shrimp and mollusks.

We did eat a considerable amount of seafood in the 70’s, more than prior to the 70’s.  I can only attribute the consumption of tea to my not having developed cancer thus far.   I drank it like water for a decade or more.   The down side is it stripped my growth hormone most likely.

SLEEP AND ITS IMPACT ON HEALTH

A neural structure that is central to wakefulness is the reticular activating system in the brainstem — notably the raphe nuclei (associated with serotonin), the locus coeruleus (projecting norepinephrine) and the peribrachial nuclei (projecting acetylcholine) — which activates the higher brain centers. Lesions of the raphe nuclei result in insomnia. All three neuromodulators are actively projecting in the waking state, and all three are less active during non-REM sleep (SWS). Acetylcholine from the brainstem activates both the histamine-producing tubermammillary nucleus in the hypothalamus and the basal nucleus of the forebrain, which itself sends acetylcholine to the cerebral corex as an arousal-promoting neuromodulator. The basal nucleus is also activated by norepinephrine from the locus coeruleus. Both serotonin & noradrenaline levels drop to near zero in REM sleep, but acetylcholine levels are as high or higher in REM than in waking [SCIENCE; Maguet,P; 294:1048-1051 (2001)]. Acetylcholine enhances cortical plasticity. Serotonin, on the other hand, can inhibit REM sleep [SLEEP; Datta,S; 26(5):513-520 (2003)]. Cortisol also inhibits REM sleep, and the decline of REM sleep with senescence is primarily due to increased plasma cortisol [THE JOURNAL OF CLINICAL ENDOCRINOLOGY & METABOLISM; Vgontias,AN; 88(5):2087-2095 (2003)].

Adenosine acts like a neurotransmitter in the brain, but is not released from synapses. Instead, adenosine is released by both neurons and glial cells as a result of the breakdown of the energy-supplying ATP (Adenosine TriPhosphate) molecules. Thus, a rise in brain adenosine is associated with a depletion of energy in the brain cells. Appropriately, the action of adenosine on brain adenosine receptors is to induce sleepiness (so that resting can replenish ATP) [THE JOURNAL OF NEUROSCIENCE; Thakkar,MM; 23(10):4278-4287 (2003)]. Caffeine blocks the action of adenosine receptors. Individuals who are more sensitive to the effects of caffeine are also more sensitive to the effects of sleep deprivation [THE JOURNAL OF NEUROSCIENCE; Refey,JV; 26(41):10472-10479 (2006)].

SLEEP AND ITS IMPACT ON HEALTH

Low myo-inositol and high glutamine levels in brain are associated with neuropsychological deterioration after induced hyperammonemia

Low myo-inositol and high glutamine levels in brain are associated with neuropsychological deterioration after induced hyperammonemia

Glutamate to glutamine…

http://jn.nutrition.org/content/130/4/1026.full.pdf

Glucose is required by the brain.   Adenosine tri-phosphate (ATP), adenosine and adenine are formed from glucose.  Adenosine is neuroinhibitory.

Someone like Carlyle…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Thomas Carlyle - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…one who operates or sails a ship…

There is no doubt the Episcopal Rectory in which we resided in 1967…

…was patterned after this part of the hospital, only the arched windows were missing, probably due to lack of skill or even necessity to create them.

Could consider it a structure that came before the hospital.

London Insane Asylum - impatient libra - Picasa Web Albums

Thomas Carlyle Quotes - BrainyQuote

A man without a goal is like a ship without a rudder.
Thomas Carlyle

All great peoples are conservative.
Thomas Carlyle

Thomas Carlyle Quotes - BrainyQuote

Thomas Carlyle - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Thomas Carlyle - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I met Baily in the 80’s…

Share? Why bother even offering the feature??????????????????

cher IFICTBT

This is why I am unable to sleep at my sister’s house…

…her head is directly in front of the CHA unit outside.   I have suggested a brick wall to buffer that noise…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: When I was living at the London Inn and had the sleep paralysis…updated

Lyons are mandrillus, Gibbs was wearing the baggage…updated

“Kay got hung up in the Ripper…”

…no Helen I did not.   There has been an obsession with it in here, I never even suspected I was part of that story. 

London Inn, no resonator, it was the heating unit.   From Beyond, film.

Incoming…

“these are the stupidest probs (problems).”   “Stop it, I don’t want to hear that anymore”.

Scalzi ~ Cher…

…she looked most like him I think during her If I Could Turn Back Time

When I was living at the London Inn and had the sleep paralysis…updated

I was sleeping with my head next to the AC unit.  The noise must have triggered my memories.  My father always sat next to the heating unit in our house that functioned like an AC unit.

“that’s where you get your motor sweetheart”.    Dopamine and tyrosine create motor activity in the brain.   Glutamine and glutamate cause synaptic firing.

That is erroneous thinking, damn it.  I cannot believe people think like that.  Maybe for writers but not for the average person.   I am no mandrillus.  We are mixed up with mandrillus keeping them upright.

Lavender marriage ~ Lavender Suit ~ some male…

Lavender marriage - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I TOLD YOU THERE WAS A EUNUCH MIXED UP IN THIS…OPERATIC SINGER…SCALZI ~ CHER????????

Jean in The Long Silence and Jean Acker?

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: I lived with Jean Baird from 1979-1983…

Was she the one who was molested?    I have a cousin Jean Gibbs who died from obesity.

I am guessing Katherine Gibbs aka Kay Francis probably viewed…

…a few of the Hitchcock films as well in her retirement, which means my mother must have been acting out a bit of her history or Ms. Francis’ history.

Also Barbara Love’s mother is a Gibbs, they were separated when they moved to Hyde County.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Isabel - Watch the full episode now.

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: Isabel - Watch the full episode now.

This film or one similar may have caused a psychological paralysis in my mother…

…that would have caused me to experience it as sleep paralysis…

Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Hour: The Long Silence - Watch the full episode now.

I know this was happening now.

James Worth Gibbs ~ David Gibbs ~ David Worth…

Cube (film series) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I lived with Jean Baird from 1979-1983…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Eat Korn…

Nathaniel Gibbs…

…sure would like to see my loved ones across that ocean…?

Slatan Dudow ~ Nathan D. Ward (1876 - 1961) - Find A Grave Memorial

Nathan D. Ward (1876 - 1961) - Find A Grave Memorial

I think my father’s and grandmother’s blindness was related to the television…

…I had suspected this first before learning Dominic Cassini was blind…

Slatan Dudow ~ Natals ~ Natan…

Slatan Dudow - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Friday, August 12, 2011

In 1983 while visiting a friends grandmother in Chicago…updated

Tensegrity (Castaneda) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

her Aunt told me I had a purple aura, meaning I was spiritual.   What they really did was bump me up and got into some of my psychic things from 1975 after I got out of the Army as I had a lavender colored suit, she must have been seeing something from my mind or some of my family who had seen the suit…

I believed what she told me at first, later I really thought she was shooting me a line, though I still was not aware that I had been boosted out of my things.   Luckily for me I have always had a bit of a suspicious mind, like my Aunt.

This certainly tells me I was still severely deprived of sleep.

Hypercube…

Tensegrity - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Tengriism ~ Tensegrity????

Tengriism - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Arthur Korn - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Korn was the son of Moritz and Malwine Schottlaender. He attended gymnasia in Breslau and Berlin.[3] He then studied physics and mathematics in Leipzig at the age of

Arthur Korn - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Malvine Scotlander?

Malwine Schottlaender

Arthur Korn - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Maurice Bucke ~ Marquis De Sade ~ Sonny Bono??????

Paregoric ~ C orgi rape ~ c orgie rap…updated

Paregoric - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I was prescribed this in my infancy…Daughters of Wisdom…

now I know they deliberately kept me from being breast fed in that hospital…

Watch out for people trading off their guilty consciences onto you…

…or your children…

I was in North Side, New Jersey – Cape May area in 1973…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: This was the gymnasium I think but I connected with the gymnasium in Pompeii…

This was the gymnasium I think but I connected with the gymnasium in Pompeii…

Korn was the son of Moritz and Malwine Schottlaender. He attended gymnasia in Breslau and Berlin.[3]

Arthur Korn - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…then there was the tree and fence or maybe pyroclastic cloud…

A very young Ghengis Khan…?

File:Natan, Bernard, French movieproducer on trial 1936 circa.JPG - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This ties in with my neighbor coming to my apartment…

using my PC (CRT Monitor by the way) to look up Romanian children as he claimed to be a sponsor of them…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?

Eat Korn…

…could Vicary have been acting out something?

In 1957, market researcher James Vicary claimed that quickly flashing messages on a movie screen, in Fort Lee, New Jersey, had influenced people to purchase more food and drinks. Vicary coined the term subliminal advertising and formed the Subliminal Projection Company based on a six-week test. Vicary claimed that during the presentation of the movie Picnic he used a tachistoscope to project the words "Drink Coca-Cola" and "Hungry? Eat popcorn" for 1/30 of a second at five-second intervals. Vicary asserted that during the test, sales of popcorn and Coke in that New Jersey theater increased 57.8% and 18.1% respectively.[26][29]

Subliminal stimuli - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

While heading down to Wilmington, NC just before Fran hit in 1996 I was overcome with this rage and the thoughts eat, eat, eat went through my mind…it was after that in which I began eating a lot of corn, mostly on the cob, Kalb was my therapist…

Hitler the first Manchurian Candidate…?

Television - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I did have Madame Butterfly, the opera and saw the film as well…

Bernard Natan - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Good buy…cheaper in early 2000’s, no padding though…update

Walmart.com: Mobile Edge Eco-Friendly Canvas Messenger Bag, Green: Computers

If you always do what you’ve always done…

you will always get what you’ve always gotten.

As I mentioned in another post…

Gibson mentioned the ever increasing population on his show, displaying a digital clock increasing by the second in numbers…

Unfortunately the Wiki has contradicted itself on the subject of Uranium…

Fiesta (dinnerware) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

File:Fiestaware.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

File:Fiestaware.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I purchased some plates like this almost 10 years ago, made by Gibson.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fiesta_(dinnerware)

I think this is how I got onto Unamuno, Vertical Labyrinth, etc.

1941 Film…

I recognized the dancer in this film as being portrayed during Cher’s Caesar’s Palace stint.  Her outfit was purple.   I found a similar animated character online.

Oxytocin in women or just certain species?

Friends With Benefits | Video - ABC News

I think it’s more about what’s in the mind than chemicals.  Men with money tend to think the way Dr. Kerner has mentioned, that men have little problem with casual sex and I agree women sometimes are able to have lots of casual sex and women with money tend to think the same way as men with money.  Money has a strange way of changing how one looks at the world.   Most people with money are not like this.

One needs to study the habits of different species to know more on their mating habits or lack thereof.   Women in certain species are more dominant than men, they go out, work and the husband might even be a homebody, cook, clean and do the shopping.   Some species have more than one mate.   Of course as we become more civilized or evolved, these habits change and we try to adapt to the norms of the societies in which we live.

And Dr. Kerner you contradicted yourself when you said men like to cuddle more than women, yet women produce oxytocin the cuddle hormone.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Well I’m a big girl now and I don’t like what you’re serving up here…! -updated

Shaping Babies' Palates | Video - ABC News

I didn’t like what was being served up when I was younger either but when you’re under the roof you know you go with the flow.

Actually ABC is not bad, not as good as it was on Sundays, especially on their political commentary on Sundays when Donaldson, Will and Roberts were battling it out.

Facebook and virtual empathy????

Is Facebook Bad for Kids? | Video - ABC News

Most people are already empathetic and it isn’t that hard to show in public.

Narcissim, probably mimicking Hollywood personalities from television.

Sorry to here about Corey Haim…

He looks like Judd Nelson in the shots with his mother at 1’49” into this clip.  The reason I recognize him is because I have seem some of his films I watched several episodes of Suddenly Susan.

My condolences to the Haim family.

1941 (1979) - IMDb

1941 (1979) - IMDb

One, Two, Three - James Cagney…

PITT PHOTOS BERLIN WALL

“I have to sit here with him”…

Marilyn Monroe in reference to JFK.

In my mother’s head.

The film Crystal Trench was probably associated with…

…some early cigarette advertisement that turned into the commercial for Salem and Newport cigarettes.

Kay's Commentary: The Secret Laws of Buyology…

This woman is also a smoker…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: You think I am delusional? updated…

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Of course the high protein diet is what killed Karen Carpenter…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: After consuming a high protein diet that included additional BCAAs…

as she was not consuming any fats or carbs in an effort to lose weight.

After consuming a high protein diet that included additional BCAAs…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: High amounts of fat as opposed to glucose decrease leptin thus decreasing appetite…

…for 30 days and keeping the fat intake lower, I found myself craving fat and I hit the chocolate ice cream, then up went my weight.  I was craving the fat so much I ate an entire quart at once, something I have never done.  The BCAAs as well as other hydrophobic aminos probably absorbed all of the fat in my blood, why I was craving it and the high doses of BCAAs in the protein and what I added had packed what fat I did have, onto the body.  I went up to 172 lbs from 135 lbs in just a few years.   If you’ve ever looked at a slab of rib-eye steak you can imagine what it looks like in your muscles.   Rib-eye steak is one of the fattiest cuts of beef there is.

This is what told me that the leptin does increase appetite.   So I calculated how much I wanted to weigh and figured out how much protein I would need and then calculated my basal metabolic rate and went from there and my weight has started to decrease.

High amounts of fat as opposed to glucose decrease leptin thus decreasing appetite…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Even if you increase protein, some of which will get converted into glucose…updated

why bodybuilders need to take appetite suppressants.  I noticed I always get really hungry after taking about 3000 mgs of leucine.   I am not sure of leucine’s effect on glucose as it has been touted as being a cause of hypoglycemia is high doses.   Whenever I have mixed leucine with glucose or maltodextrin it has not mixed well so I tend to think it is the absorption of fat from the blood that really causes the hunger.  When sufficient levels of fat in the blood are present leptin does not circulate reducing appetite, why obesity happens in people who are also consuming lots of protein and not working out like body builders do.  Breast milk is also high in fat and carbohydrate and low in protein.

On the ketogenic diet you could starve the body of necessary ATP

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: All of the essential amino acids have some degree of hydrophobicity…

which is comprised of ribose, a sugar.   Too much of this is not a good thing either as it can cause osteoporosis, why a balanced diet is best.

Even if you increase protein, some of which will get converted into glucose…updated

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: All of the essential amino acids have some degree of hydrophobicity…

…you could be creating a problem with weight gain as leucine, one of the BCAAs, and lysine are ketogenic versus glucogenic, meaning they do not get converted into glucose despite what some popular websites boast about the BCAAs and generally you will find leucine and lysine to be in equally high amounts in most animal proteins.   Leucine is also involved in the body’s production of cholesterol.

I found this information in Tom Brody’s Nutritional Biochemistry and Biochemistry, 2nd Edition, Moran, Scrimgeour, Horton, Ochs, and Rawn.

All of the essential amino acids have some degree of hydrophobicity…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Increasing fat does slow brain activity but…

Hydrophobic Amino Acids

…this means they absorb fat.   This also means that wherever they go in the body, fat is going with them.   If you are a bodybuilder wanting to build muscle this is a good thing as increasing the BCAAS, fat and even carbohydrates will help pack on some fat and energy for those strenuous workout routines, which then gets burned off.   A body building diet is contraindicated for one who is sedentary. 

Women bending down and picking up their babies helps burn abdominal fat but once that is over and the diet doesn’t change, then fat will start to accumulate because those muscles are no longer being used as they were.   The body was trained to burn the fat and/or carbs in that area.   If you are one who sits in a chair all day you are likely to accumulate fat in the gluteus maximus and medius areas, especially if you were once active and walked a lot.   Training other areas of the body while in this sedentary state might help prevent the fat from packing on in those areas that are not being exercised as much and yes of course getting more exercise in general is best for good health.   And if you are not a body builder, eating small meals frequently to sustain energy and moderate exercise like walking, while maintaining one’s metabolic rate as mentioned by Dr. Andes in her Making Nutrition Clear Program from the Teaching Company is the best solution to preventing weight gain.  This was the best advice my Doctor gave me about maintaining my weight.  If you input info about bodybuilding into the brain you will end up packing on more weight than necessary.

If you are already over weight, reducing calories and more exercise is the best solution to losing the fat.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Increasing fat does slow brain activity but…

so does decreasing certain brain neurotransmitters like glutamate.  Increasing fat can also cause a problem unless you increase protein intake which then causes the body to store the fat rather than use it for energy.   Keeping the BCAAS low so that too much  fat is prevented from being stored in the muscle is the key to the ketogenic diet I think. 

I ate a high fat diet when I was growing up unfortunately I did not consume an equally high amount of fat.   I did quickly lose the fat while consuming a diet of soup and pasta but also lost significant amounts of muscle that was broken down and used to build new proteins.  

The proteins our body makes are measured in daltons.  A dalton is so small it is measured at 1.660538782(83)×10−27 kg. They are some of the tiniest measurements found, meaning the proteins our bodies produce are miniscule in size compared to a lentil.   Our bodies make 100,000 plus proteins so replacing proteins are vital to good health.

See what I mean, predestination, memes, to program you to die…

The process is mainly by metabolising the alcohol through oxidation, with some alcohol eliminated ... Alcohol affects various centers in the brain, both higher and lower order. .... Age: Total body water also tends to decrease with age, ...

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It is a deliberate process.   The faster I process information the easier it is for memes and unwanted ideas to enter to brain and mind.

Now Obama, what do you say to the Medical Profession who expects…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: You think I am delusional? updated…

jobs??????????????????????

I can tell the difference in a one dimensional face mapped onto my brain…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Mental illness real? Don’t talk to me about it, I know what the machine is creating…

…and a three dimensional one.

Mental illness real? Don’t talk to me about it, I know what the machine is creating…

…you are talking to the wrong person.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: She is just one of the many people whose video libraries I have seen…

I know the difference in my personal experiences and what I have viewed in that television and what has manifested in my life as a result of it.   They are clearly different to me.

Incoming…

“that’s normal”, Kay

and that is my mother and I have been acting out all of this crap, from television to her romance novels, she has split off and projected onto me, like a lot of other people I know. 

I might add that this neighbor has a good number of the films I have picked out on this blog.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: She is just one of the many people whose video libraries I have seen…

She is just one of the many people whose video libraries I have seen…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: You think I am delusional? updated…

in my neighborhood and most of them also have cable.   They believe they have to look at it because they are getting government assistance, as opposed to the fact that they are mentally ill because it.   Now you know why our economy has been ripped off, because this machine is only letting people see what they want to see.  It is creating delusional states of mind, promiscuity, the appearance of borderline personality disorders.

I was right, I am not delusional or mentally ill, it is the television and all these Professionals trying to make me that way.

The white gloves were later used in a cartoon character or vice versa…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: I recollect a sort of mime sketch done…

…he played piano I think…

You think I am delusional? updated…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: You won’t get away with trying to white wash this and put it off…

You are trying to create a delusion so that you don’t have to take responsibility for what you’ve done.   I questioned an avid movie viewer a few days ago about the movies she watched and she thought they were all made up and I am sure this is the thinking of a majority of television viewers.   With that kind of thinking they don’t even connect with what they are seeing because it isn’t real to them and so they think the world is all nice and kind and giving while your stripping their minds and brains of every thought they could conjure up leaving them dependent on Government assistance.

Unfortunately this woman is going to lose her leg because of a botched knee surgery in which she can do nothing and is waiting in earnest, praying to God and believing he will heal her leg that from what I saw is probably beyond the stage of being able to heal on it’s own.   Her toes have all turned black and the skin is like dried smoked beef.   I told her she should go to the emergency room, but she is waiting for God.

She is an African American

I recollect a sort of mime sketch done…

…on television for children in which a pair of white gloves attached to arms that had been blacked out would dance around on a black screen, do not recall the program it was on but I do recall those dancing white gloves.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: This awareness was the result of the manager’s thinking of doing it…update 4

This awareness was the result of the manager’s thinking of doing it…update 4

Once I arrived home after delivering my friend’s purchase, it occurred to me that it would have been basically the same if I had let him deduct the cash from the ticket and then used some of the cash for the purchase keeping the remaining cash, minus any owed my friend, for the ticket, but because my friend gave me a specific amount of money to cover her items I would only use her money for the purchase.   I have been doing that all my life. 

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?

…that way.   I was carefully watching what he was doing with his hands at the register.  That’s how I figured out what he was going to do with the ticket.   He set the paper work aside and closed the register without giving me the cash for the ticket and wanted to ring up the purchase, subtracting the lottery winnings from the cash I already had which would have been simpler.  I considered my friend’s cash hers and separate from my lottery ticket.

This is also why I did so well in mathematics in high school as my instructor used the chalk board all the time.  I also think this is why I was attracted to MC Escher’s work as his sketch of the hands was one of the first I had ever seen.

Two days ago I went to the Harris Teeter…

…to cash in a lottery ticket and make a purchase for a friend.   My friend gave me cash for her purchase.   As the Manager at the store was doing the necessary paper detail on my ticket, he was going to ring up my purchase and take only the cash needed for the purchase.   I made him give me the cash for the ticket first telling him the purchase was for someone else and the ticket was mine.   He looked at me kind of funny, gave me the money for the ticket without any problem and then rang up the purchase separately. 

Once I arrived home after delivering my friend’s purchase, it occurred to me that it would have been basically the same if I had let him deduct the cash from the ticket and then used some of the cash for the purchase keeping the remaining cash, minus any owed my friend, for the ticket, but because my friend gave me a specific amount of money to cover her items I would only use her money for the purchase.   I have been doing that all my life.   This is one of the reasons I thought I was autistic and not because I have some genetic defect but rather because I was never breast fed which they have tried to keep split off from me with all of this advertising about autism and people posing as having autistic children, etc.

Autism is a lack of sufficient brain development, lack of proper attachment and lack of normal psychological development.