“Let me have a go at her”…
You’d think they were gang banging me.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Trying to convince people the consumption of alcohol is in some way helpful for the brain???????
http://etd.fcla.edu/UF/UFE0004357/smith_a.pdf
…ethanol releases taurine and Gaba which causes sedation.
Incoming…
“She still won’t drink any alcohol”,
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH KAY GIBBS NOT DRINKING ALCOHOL ANYMORE????????? YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT. YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE EXERCISING THEIR FREEDOMS WHEN THEY ARE IN OPPOSITION TO WHAT YOU THINK THEY OUGHT TO BE.
I HAVE NO INTEREST IN LEARNING TO DRINK SOCIALLY. I HAVE CONSUMED ENOUGH TO LAST TWO LIFETIME AND I HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF DRINKING ANYMORE. YOUR DESTRUCTIVE AND I CARE TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF CONTRUCTIVE POSITIVE PEOPLE.
Incoming…
Someone’s leaning over me talking to me like they are hypnotizing me, “there that’ll do it”, “Now get up”, “walk over to the mall”, “let’s see if she does it”…
A word to the unwise - I have been opposed to supporting the wikipedia, here is why…update 3
Free is a deception. They then prey on those who use it without donating, generally those who have no money. What they know about the psyche and why you are visiting the wiki alerts them there might be a story. Then in order for you to pay up they abscond the content of your psyche for the story under the guise of cleaning, a lot of pooey. They are doing nothing more than recycling the money back in their pockets.
Why do you think they put those pictures on it, guilt trips. The encyclopedia is not free, you have to pay for it with “donations”, so what’s the point? There are lots of encyclopedias available with far more accurate information like Britannica or World Book, I don’t know why Encarta stopped their encyclopedia I preferred it. if you have to pay for it anyway why not? What they are really doing is making a lot of people feel guilty for not having money.
I pay for access to internet content. If there were nothing on the internet, who the hell would buy it unless you have something to sell to someone else?
What I also find more annoying than anything else is that most of the information that gets obtained anyway is off the backs of poor people who have paid for it with their lives, their integrity or their dignity, on the streets, in jails, prisons, and asylums or mental hospitals. Why the hell should they have to pay anything?
PEOPLE ACT OUT AND THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW THEY ARE DOING IT.
Pooh happened in 1996 after being in jail and prison again for traffic violations…
…started writing poetry. Pooh, A.A. Milne, 1926…
30 minutes after I woke up I looked out the door and my neighbor had a futon…
What's In Kay's Mind?: One of the things I saw…
…on her deck she was moving into her apartment. I don’t know where the pipes came from but I damn sure saw them.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Masturbation was once thought to be a problem, then it was thought to be a cure for hysteria then all these women…
started masturbating and then started acting out all sort of things but the hysteria was gone, that’s how the Ripper Victims lost their lives. The US Surgeon General said it was ok, I think it’s a death sentence for some.
I love you because you aren’t, don’t or can’t love yourself for a time…
I love you because you love me, or because you don’t love me; suggestions of others, sense of superiority; from pity; and for many other reasons, subjective and egoistic…
TRACKING DOWN THIS “SOMETHING ELSE” | Madame Pickwick Art Blog
Inviting Angel to the shed at the racetrack…Angel Heart Film…
…this ties in with my going to the Paddock Club in 1977-79…
Poveglia Island, Italy…I was in the psychiatric hospital when I drew the picture of the island…
…I put a silver lining under the cloud – every cloud has a silver lining…
I’ve seen this fish in a sketch somewhere…
"Pikeperch in Pastry" fantastical art - aluminium sculpture
I drew the original of this 20 years ago and there is another sketch I did with similar elements has not been shown to the public (cultural in nature)…
People tied to stairs?
YES, THAT IS WHAT I WAS SEEING CLEARLY, THAT WAS THE INITIAL PART OF THE VISION.
The driver of the vehicle looked like this man down under that which was lifted off me…
http://madamepickwickartblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/gurdjieff3.jpg
…my niece sleeps under several layers of blankets, I mean like five plush blankets plus her comforter and and a down blanket. You would think she was freezing to death. I am concerned for her health doing this. My sister sleeps under a couple of layers also when it is not necessary.
Incoming – Dublin…
Current local time in Ireland – Dublin
…eating a piece of chocolate cake…saw the man doing the Stonehenge recovery with a map…Drinking dark beer – bottle of liquor – Jones?
Dengue fever…
That was Frank he had been to Africa lived there for sometime. Drank a lot of Fosters, got sick recently went to a nursing home to recuperate. Last I heard he was getting better. Highly intelligent man, Frank De Saix, a snake named for him. Linda and I helped him clean up his apartment and get some of his laundry done. No one’s told me but I think he’s passed.
Someone tried to lift me out of it…
some woman who was leading him through the building, short hair, pale skin. Maintenance man with long hair grayish skin disappears. I saw one of the Russian Painters a few days ago in my mind, and I saw him painting one of those pictures I found on the internet site. Can’t think of the artist now…impressionist…
Someone leaving the supermarket tried to lift me out of it yesterday. I turned and looked dead at them and saw his face, the painter ? or one of the One Step Beyond films I saw, round eyes, dark, sharp ridge across the top of the nose… I got it back.
This is the circle I was drawing in 1987…
First it was a daffodil in the center like a yin-yang – one side light, one side dark, both going in the same direction rather than in the opposite direction, becoming whole. Then there was a circle drawing of an island, then mountains with a road that split the two mountains…
Incoming - Moscow…updated
…seeing some stuff this late morning, lots of action. I woke up at around 8:00AM. I thought I was talking to Lindsay, then I realized it might be my sister, then I was laying out some black clothes thought it was a funeral, then I realized it was my laundry. Went back to sleep. Started seeing all kinds of stuff about 11:30 AM.
Men tied to stair railings, some long haired building maintenance man hold up under the basement, looked like the basement of the London Asylum…Cruise’s name came up. He was with some woman who was leading him through the building. Maintenance man disappears.
I saw one of the Russian Painters a few days ago in my mind, and I saw him painting one of those pictures I found on the internet site. Can’t think of the artist now…impressionist…
Incoming – “must give it to him”…
Angel Heart (1986) Trailer - YouTube
Durer Hand – I did a sketch of my own as well acting out at the time, did not know it was Durer. The herb gallery is in this film, part of the Old Operating Theater – later found tuzigoot…
Rourke and Deniro great actors.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
One Step Beyond, Dead Ringer - 2nd revision…
Bi-location? This is now termed splitting and dissociation I think. This seems another case of dissociation in this film, due to an accident committed by Esther in which her twin sister supposedly died. Fearful of severe punishment and distraught over the loss of her sister, Esther dissociates this act from her consciousness. It is then projected from herself onto some unknown who may have possessed a part of Emily’s soul released to the unknown person by Emily’s death. Esther being unable to cope with the death of her sister but wishing she had been the one to die, assumes Emily’s part of the personality. Esther’s fevers are re-enactments of her sister’s death. The unknown person is now possessed of Esther, the weaker personality. The unknown person being unable to cope with the content of Esther’s personality, acts out the incident over and over. She has been rendered unconscious by the possession and is unable to recall the original trauma. This is termed repetition compulsion.
These possessions are achieved when one soul, say the one possessed by a mother, is split into two parts by two daughters, not necessarily twins. The original personality might have been subjected to transferences and memories of some event in the past which has come to possess two offspring. The stronger personality has split off the negative content and it is now possessed by the weaker sister. The weaker sister, unable to manage the content, begins to act out that content, revealing the cause of a potentially criminal event, acting out a film the mother has seen, or simply the personality contains scenes of a farmer burning his field customary in farming communities.
I was particularly interested in this film as I was a victim of such an incident, having set fire to the woods behind our home in Chesapeake, VA in 1964.
When the child comes down the stairs at the end of this film…
Kay's Film Analysis: One Step Beyond- The Dead Part of The House…revised
…like an obedient little girl, she is in a loving obedient state of mind inflicted upon her by her Aunt Mina, the prelude to a Stepford Wife. Did the person portrayed as Ann in this film also see Woman in Green and was she a victim of that films hypnotic suggestions.
I do not feel I have been directly harmed by this Cd…
…it is the manner in which it is heard that causes the problem. By listening to it through earbuds it would be more helpful, listening to it via speakers can cause those with whom one is connected, to split off content belonging to someone else and project it onto another from where is did not derive.
Baggage Buster is one such product which masks its messages and refused to reveal the content of the script upon request, claiming it would not be affective if it were known.
One Step Beyond – Moment of Hate…
Several years ago I was having dinner with my sister and her family. We were discussing the possible need for a defibrillator after eating so much food. I said out of the blue, well you know they have those portable clappers, after which everybody broke out laughing. I have since connected it to One Step Beyond, Moment of Hate, produced by Ivor Klapper, in which a woman thinks she is causing the deaths of people around her, dialogue which I have heard frequently. Her boss who plays golf dies from a heart attack while she is vacationing. At the end of the film the woman said, “I am so tired”, “I hate myself”, and she died. Mirren did a movie I think which is from this.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
This statement goes to the heart of what they have been doing to us, deliberately causing us to dissociate the good parts of ourselves…
Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family -- in another city.
-- George Burns
This was the reason for my erratic senseless behavior after getting out of prison…
Dissociative trance disorder: single or episodic disturbances in the state of consciousness, identity, or memory that are indigenous to particular locations and cultures. Dissociative trance involves narrowing of awareness of immediate surroundings or stereotyped behaviors or movements that are experienced as being beyond one's control. Possession trance involves replacement of the customary sense of personal identity by a new identity, attributed to the influence of a spirit, power, deity, or other person, and associated with stereotyped "involuntary" movements or amnesia. Examples include amok (Indonesia), bebainan (Indonesia), latah (Malaysia), pibloktoq (Arctic), ataque de nervios (Latin America), and possession (India). The dissociative or trance disorder is not a normal part of a broadly accepted collective cultural or religious practice. (See p. 727 for suggested research criteria.)
Psych Central: Dissociative Disorder NOS
…from which others have gained profit without having to pay for it themselves. Even my mother suffered from this disorder. After getting out of jail I over heard her in a conversation on the phone tell someone she didn’t have a son. This shocked me and sent my mind reeling. She then transferred this state to me and I again, after getting insuring and tagging a vehicle all while having a revoked license, took off in my car to wonder from town to town, getting into an accident, suffering a seizure for which I was given meds, running around in the midst of a hurricane I wasn’t aware of, to eventually getting another apartment only to lose it again and my license ending up in jail and prison for the fifth time, all while I was sober.
I am collecting information for my book I do not need any help with dialogue now.
Can’t get the gist of it? Good lord you’re not reading this blog if you can’t see the whole picture here.
I think they imprisoned the parts of Edgar Alan Poe…
What's In Kay's Mind?: This I was told was the purpose of my first imprisonment…
…why he died an early death because of the nature of his work likely a source of many a gentile woman’s hysterics as those who would enjoy such reading would project this out from themselves leaving the most innocent victims of the content of the projection.
This I was told was the purpose of my first imprisonment…
States of dissociation that occur in individuals who have been subjected to periods of prolonged and intense coercive persuasion (e.g., brainwashing, thought reform, or indoctrination while captive).
Psych Central: Dissociative Disorder NOS
…after getting out I started watching films again, whenever I was in a motel room which went on for 7 years.
Friday, November 25, 2011
One Step Beyond- Dead Ringer - YouTube
Woman claims evil twin is setting fires…eerie but thought provoking.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
I think someone was looking at this, I recognize the movements of the dancers…I have not seen this before just a minute ago…updated
I was acting this out two nights ago but I was not listening to the music.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
This is easily remedied today by a wealthy society in which food is easily acquired…
…and it is clear that meat eaters who have long been associated with blood sucking vampires, really have nothing to do with blood thirsty apes or humans as has been depicted in some films. What does happen and can happen as has been depicted in films is starvation can and does drive even the most advanced human to potential violence if food is not easily acquired. But more to the point, one does not have to eat a blood dripping steak to be satiated. It is only when the proteins in the blood albumin get too low that our drive for survival kicks in and the order of business for the day is the acquisition of food. I can satiate my protein needs with free form amino acids in sufficient quantities equal to a piece of beef and still be as healthy and as active as one who has eaten 50 grams of beef, provided of course I have eaten calories from other sources. When no other foods are available, then a cut of beef would surely fit the bill for survival.
I used to watch Oral Roberts perform his miracles on TV…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Incoming…
…we are later informed were fraudulent but what I now know from my own experience of having seen it is that his theatrics drove my mind to seek out the cure for the ills of my family and I found the answers in the most unlikely places, one was among those like me who knew from experience.
Incoming…
“That girl’s no idiot”…
I personally have had little to no academic knowledge of what I have written about. Most of my knowledge is empirical and I only sought out the academic terms to help me describe what I have been experiencing. I would never know what I now know, through reading books and not all of this gnosticism was attained via the television as I have acquired much of my knowledge from the world as opposed to the TV. TV tends towards fantasy and the impossible rather than what is. I learned this when I took the LSD and PCP.
Nicks to exploit or wanting to kill that success and take it for themselves…?
…why heros and idols must die symbolically. Cher’s managed to do this generations after her own by adapting to the next generation’s thinking and style. This is how a species survives – adaptation. I saw the movie too!
I purchased a green VW and VSW…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Adrian Stephen – I slept with Leslie Stephen ~ Julia Stephen ~ Julia Cox..
What was thought to be mental illness was nothing more than history.
Woolf was not possessed of Mary Jane Kelly, she was possessed of either Bond or Phillips and/or the investigators or even the persons who first discovered her body and the images they carried in their minds. It may have been the burden of the Bloomsbury Group and their attempts at unraveling the events of that century in which the Ripper murders occurred. My cousin Jo Ellen Gibbs Cuthrell, who it seems now was possessed of Virginia Woolf, died from breast cancer, I think, because of the images of Kelly’s body and the state of Woolf’s mind which I think included thoughts of attacking the breast, all of which I have experienced and some of which was acted out by my father and mother when I was 12 years old. Mr. Bond really did live above us in Portsmouth, VA and seems now synchronistic and possibly the derivation of many of the events we experienced.
When too many things are piled on or too much is taken into the brain, it is difficult of discern what is going on.
This means that if someone wanted to get on a plane and not be bothered by the noise after they land all they…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Lifting…
…have to do is lift someone else and then that person will hear that noise.
Lifting…
…dissociating and projecting. If you are lifted out of your present state by two people then it will collect all that they hear and see. I have been discovering this over the past few years since learning about what was happening at the Estes and Willow Drive intersections. I have been able to see what these people were seeing but only briefly. The other day I was waiting for the bus after grocery shopping which is located in a curve. When cars approach the curve it is easy for someone to get lifted if there are two people in the front seat of the car. I have often seen my own self standing at the stop after these cars pass by me. The other evening I was able to see the Staples sign around the corner and the bus stop going in the opposite direction while I was still standing at the bus stop. I usually try to catch them at the lights at the intersection. I even say the caution sign on the other side of Elliot. If I focused enough I probably could tell someone the phone numbers they dial on their phones or other personal info.
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Amazon.com: Zen Garden-Water, Rock, Stream: Zenchantment: Amazon Instant Video
This one does not look like the one I have. Mine has a stone basin, a stone like bath and streams, excellent for meditating-when i use it.
Woodman pining away for Cher Doll at the park…
…Oh Cher Doll, it’s woodman. Guess what?
Cher Doll: Well you know, what is it?
Woodman: I gotta a fast car…
Monday, November 21, 2011
Re: I slept with Leslie Stevens ~ Julia Cox – Middleton Post Office, second building on the left…update 4
What's In Kay's Mind?: Adrian Stephen – I slept with Leslie Stephen ~ Julia Stephen ~ Julia Cox..
The photos below are from within a 7 mile radius of the post office…my family was lifted into a lot of this and earlier history…
Julia Cox lived in the Post Office upstairs – I slept on the floor of the Five Points Post Office in Raleigh In 1994 – Julia’s husband slept on a cot in the post office…came from New York
One Step Beyond – Image of Death…
http://www.hulu.com/watch/182402/one-step-beyond-the-image-of-death
Albert Fish…Sweet Melissa…missing girl…
I’ve been sitting here at this computer for 8-10 hours day after day for the past 4-5 years…
What's In Kay's Mind?: I think this is the primitive animal instinct in certain species…update 4
…reading writing, thinking and wondering.
As I wrote certain species whose instincts are to rip into the flesh of another have sublimated this tendency into ripping into the minds and thoughts of another, probably driven by desire. I think philosophers danced all around this reality in their earliest days. From animals evolving, desiring to be human probably because humans seemed to have a nack for easily acquiring food, devouring thoughts that have nothing to do with the body’s or brain’s evolution. In this pursuit they fail to enjoy being themselves or living their own lives.
It must have been Leonard’s feminine that killed Virginia Woolf, maybe Woolf was depressed at the discovery of his own nature.
No it was the removal of his projections that reawakened her childhood despair and the history that was plaguing the people of that time, like the Ripper murders.
William III ~ Japanese Macaque upstairs ~ Greek?
…They look like some of my grandmother’s people…Her mother was a Jones – Elvira Jones, married to James Mathias Blake.
I think Woolf was Jeanne III…updated
…and Chomsky and Ulrich look like halves of Jeanne III also…
Some William Oriental Jones maybe…
Oriental - does this mean he had Asian origins – King William – asian origins – Gibbon?
Japanese Macaque…Greek?
The little girl who played opposite Nicole Kidman in the bird scene in The Hours…
…looks like my cousin Clara Faye…
The only person in my family who remotely looks like Robert Plant is my Uncle Charlie O’Neal…
He was also pale but with a big robust physique, large round head, small slightly turned up nose. Loud speaking because he was around lots of farm equipment. My aunt was also pale of skin but very short and petite in build. Not at all fat or overweight. Blond hair. My Uncle Charlie had blond hair and his daughter has blond hair.
My Uncle Sam Gibbs looked like him a bit but he his skin was reddish, he was tall and robust like Plant.
If these parts get dissociated and projected onto others…
Kay's Commentary: Still digesting what I have discovered here…revised
…others can put things in and take things out. The television teaches you to project. If you keep off the television and music and novels you won’t have anything to clean. Capiche?
I know about the illusions…updated
The Watchtower kind of strikes me as that Baggage Buster ~ Calvinists
This man looks very much like my Uncle Jodie, though he is missing the heavy dark eyebrows prevalent in my family…update 3
(The way by josemaria escriva: st josemaria escriva quotes | st josemaria escriva path to holiness)
De Caprio looks like the younger Escriva…
We used to get these papers called The Way, that were supposedly from Jehovah’s Witnesses, they must have been posing as Jehovah’s Witnesses.
I did not like the JW’s fatalistic outlook. It frightened me so I stopped reading their Watchtower magazines. My mother told them to stop coming to the house.
Whenever the Jehovah’s Witnesses came around they were always in groups. It was in Chesapeake that my father went blind and we had encountered them shortly before that with their magazines in the neighborhood. One of them in particular looked like my cousin Zuma Gray Swindell, this name may belong to one of them as Zuma was trying to keep the children out of the enmeshment. Now I don’t know Zuma’s real name if that is the case. Zuma was not black she was very pale, Cro Magnon evolution as opposed to that like my Uncle Jodie who resembled the Neanderthal.
My father was like a combination of the two. None of his family were obese, nor my mother’s family were obese. Mr. and Mrs, Will Gibbs ~ White or Hall, were obese and some of the cafeteria workers were obese.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
This film might have been mixed up with my childhood molestation…
Hulu - One Step Beyond: The Burning Girl - Watch the full episode now.
,,,and could be why I set the fire in 1964.
The barn scene in this film is similar to what happened to me in the shed although I was not raped.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Page 13, Music and hypnotic brainwashing…
I wonder who the poor soul was who was the victim of God’s evil, Satan ~ Nathas ~ Mathis??????
Originally posted Sunday November, 6, 2011.
Re: pg. 13…
Musical Hypnosis: Sound and Selfhood from Mesmerism to Brainwashing
Why should I waste my time loving to do something that is never going to benefit me in the real world? I no longer love the music I used to listen to. It has never loved me and has only caused me distress and unhappiness. It is truly destructive to the health of my brain and mind and I profit nothing by listening to it. I no longer have need of it in pursuit of my goals and desires. Maybe in the future I can resume listening to something more helpful and relaxing. For now I must avoid it as much as possible.
I no longer love Jesus. He has only served to turn me into a container for the ills of others for which I am unable to handle and he has never protected my life. Other, living breathing humans beings have helped me and have tried to help me, the idea of God and Jesus were nothing more than tricks for others to get what they want from those who believe in it. It is a form of mind control.
…this was suppose to be part of my mind programming but after reading this I don’t know where this might have come from.
Burning the father – a prison inmate put her baby in the oven…
…there must have been some association that went awry.
And as I have mentioned before…
What's In Kay's Mind?: I think this is the primitive animal instinct in certain species…update 4
…we can’t gain awareness or be conscious of our errors unless we are shown them. For some talking about them is enough for others it is not. To feel rage and entertain thoughts of doing violence are one thing. To be shown that rage and violence is quite another, incredibly shocking and disturbing, as in The Gift, picture that violence perpetrated on a child.
Films can and do help us but careless viewing does not and we have to be considerate of those to whom we are connected.
I think this is the primitive animal instinct in certain species…update 4
Thanatos, which seeks to terminate and disintegrate life.
Melanie Klein - Psychology Wiki
…that gets turned in on the self without any understanding of its real origins. I think disintegrate is of course a 19th century term used to describe the primitive animal instincts from which we have long distanced ourselves. It is more like to rip into and devour the parts…
Why the female development has lagged behind man’s. I can’t help but think of the Egyptians and trepanning and now they’ve discovered a mummy with a severed arm.
Films portrayal of the femme fatale as a precursor to lesbianism or a disliking of one’s own sex…
Kay's Commentary: Neurolinguistic Programming, a case of helping or hurting…updated
…especially if attachments are already weak or disordered. When I wrote this I completely neglected this aspect of it’s influence only because I had no clear recollection of having seen it personally, but did recognize parts of the film that were employed in later films I did see.
One who would be naturally drawn to the woman in green might unconsciously desire to sherk (Shrek) her in the mind by projecting or dissociating that part of the self onto another. Then she might be drawn to Watson or Holmes himself as he has been made the “savior” in the film. With no other female in the film to counter the woman in green’s dastardliness and apparent self loathing at the end of the film, young women are left in conflict, trapped so to speak. Of course this was remedied in later films as women began to complain and speak out about such personifications.
They are right, the music of the gay lesbian culture is quite different from the music of hetersexuals…
Musical Hypnosis: Sound and Selfhood from Mesmerism to Brainwashing
…and of course as they stated they have their cultural differences as well.
Does and did the hypnotic trance release melatonin?
What's In Kay's Mind?: Saltpetre ~ glycine ~ Salpetriere ~ melatonin…
…would the side effects of this be sleeplessness?
I would argue this article was altogether accurate regarding brainwashing as Eric Fromm wrote clearly on some of the issues…
Musical Hypnosis: Sound and Selfhood from Mesmerism to Brainwashing
…of idolatry and its use even by religion. One could be said to be mesmerized and even brainwashed by Jesus and his purported feats whether they be real or not. Again neurolinguistics grabs hold of the human brain. So it is with the music idol, political idols, fashion idols, film idols, etc. Symbolism through art has its powers over human brain as well.
This woman is nutty…
…actually the period of history from which mu ancestors came was far saner than the present.
This is what writers do to us causing some of us to appear ignorant, oppressing the masses…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Saltpetre ~ glycine ~ Salpetriere ~ melatonin…
…and dividing the spirit so one is “left in the dark” so to speak. All things have not been previously discovered.
Saltpetre ~ glycine ~ Salpetriere ~ melatonin…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Because glycine is mainly neuro-inhibitory…revised
…there may be some confusion with saltpeter and something going on at the Salpetriere regarding the inhibition of sexual activity. The pineal had long been discovered and was likely being studied. Was this when they actually discovered melatonin and its activity that may have been the actual cure for some forms of hysteria which led to other neuroleptics?
This also has a relationship to people of the night, the so called succubus and incubus, who robbed the mind in more modern language, writers and artists who are sometimes the objects of the night time projections of others. Did Archimedes really discover displacement of water by the presence of his body or was he merely the object on which the discovery was projected possibly by someone possessed of another from an earlier period in history?
Did he himself displace this knowledge from another by his presence as some sort of an authority and his “eureka” was really nothing more than his own experience of an earlier or someone else’s discovery? Just as I have surmised above that the melatonin might have been studied at the Salpetriere but was never made public or was it simply the result of mixed up history? Was a lack of appetite the result which caused numerous deaths?
I think it is Henry IV and Jeanne III or Joan III that my family is enmeshed in…
Henry Lane Gibbs looks like Henry IV…I met Jean in 1979 ~ 1676????
Re: “The Story of O” and The Use of Novelty or Enchantment and Accessing the Inner Child…updated 3
Not writing about this so anyone is free to go at it, although I have firsthand knowledge of it…
Bettelheim wrote about it from a different prospective.
William Blake is like the eternal child I think…he was curious about his whife’s illiteracy…?????
My own family’s history is certainly indicative of what goes on amongst those who commit their dirty deeds…updated
…then try to hide by projecting it or enmeshing it with others. From the day the war started my father was never without employment until he lost his vision in 1964, you would be hard pressed to find a single lazy Gibbs in our family, and that goes for my mother’s family as well and you can’t very well get a job if there aren’t any to be had. So you don’t really want to go there with me about it, you might get your head torn up.
If your children had not been trying to rip me off I would have gotten educated. You play you pay. So you can raise hell with some else because that mind didn’t get educated.
Mr. Ribisi looks a bit like Braconnot and Galois…
…but he certainly plays an excellent mental patient.
We want something for our money…updated
“You’ve gotten something for your damned money, it’s been cleaned up, though it was not my intention but rather the result of your imprisonment of me.
All you novel readers and movie goers got your messed cleaned up now you want to complain about it. Not to mention the fact that it started before I even got out of my diapers and before I was ever put on disability and while I was trying to maintain employment. You sure as hell aren’t paying me to educate your ass though you’re sure as hell getting it. Best clam up before I trash it.
I read lyrics out for about two hours…
…found some George Jones which I think have been a problem.
Life Turned Her
Don’t Stop The Music
He Stopped Loving Her Today
http://shm.oxfordjournals.org/content/early/2011/10/05/shm.hkr143.full.pdf+html
I actually did drink some lychee tea but it could be that someone ate some lychees and drank some tea…
What's In Kay's Mind?: I drank some Lychee tea and few years ago…
…this could be the ones who made Woman in the Dunes…a symbolic film about poverty I think…
Friday, November 18, 2011
Watched this last night have never seen it before…
Hulu - Tales of Tomorrow: Ghost Writer - Watch the full episode now.
…I am sure this is where some of my thinking came from. My aunt and uncle apparently did view quite a bit of TV along with a lot of other people I know.
Does her mother have a sister named Nina???????
…were you in the Drama department the day I walked into the office at ECU?????????
Because glycine is mainly neuro-inhibitory…revised
The glycine might have created some of the physical problems and might have also revealed the content of the mind.
…unless it is used to form creatine. Then it helps ATP create energy. As a neuro-inhibitor it could quiet or inhibit the limbic system as well as the NMDA receptors in the the brain so that one can discover the content of the mind. This is what I have discovered about glycine and also melatonin which seems to be localized in the limbic region rather than the cortex although it feels like at high enough doses it could affect that part of the brain.
Bibliography
Kay F. Gibbs – knowledge obtained by the ingestion of glycine as an amino acid supplement for the past 7 years.
Vitamins and Health Supplement Guide
Metabolism – Carole Coffee
Biochemistry, 2nd ed – Moan, Scrimgeour, Horton, Ochs and Rawn.
Physiology, The Mechanisms of Body Function – Vander, Sherman and Luciano
The Singletarys went to ~ got LaGrange…
and so Galois was left behind…LaGrange is also a place in NC. Galois looks a bit like Mary I ~ the number one...
Lagrange also looks like Sir Phillip Gibbs. This is how John Gibbs came to be a banker maybe?
I think Merrick’s father or mother was possessed of some Spanish history…updated
What's In Kay's Mind?: Glycine used to treat mental illness…
…and maybe Potterton was treated with glycine, or it could be someone in France treated or experimented on by Braconnot, she might have been connected to, which led Mary Jane Kelly to Paris, the results of the treatment she became possessed of and this was projected onto an unknown at the time which was revealed to her at her death, unfortunately. Buchner must have been discussing Merrick’s disease with other chemists of the time.
The glycine might have created some of the physical problems and might have also revealed the content of the mind.
They just found a mummy with an arm missing, where they thought Nefertiti might be…
What's In Kay's Mind?: The Serpentine looks like an arm that’s been severed, wearing a bracelet…
…my left arm was slammed in the door a my cell in 1991 while I was in prison.
This must all be connected to Buchner and Holloway and well, I think you get the picture…
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Glycine used to treat mental illness…
…this maybe how Merrick’s mother came to be ill and then Joseph himself…
…the circumstances in which I have taken the substance were as a calmative and sleep aid, not specifically for anxiety but that has been part of the scenario I think. Noise from the underground train or a train operator, my Uncle worked for the rail system operated a train I guess or worked near the engine.
The circle with the line to it made me think of a sextant…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Stonehenge and the Star of the East….?????
…for some reason I did not relate it to Stonehenge in that way…
The key to the parthenon…?
As formidable a piece of ironmongery as one would wish to encounter. In actual fact it is merely an instrument that measures the angle a heavenly body (star, planet, sun, moon) makes with the visible horizon. It derives it's name from the arc at the bottom which is one sixth of a circle. The principles of a sextant are easy to master but its use requires some skill and practice. Small errors make for large discrepancies in one's position.
See how that works? Light (the males feminine) is reflected off one mirror to another who decides if she desires to mate with the male…
Three Arches again…
St. George’s Episcopal Church, went in got on my knees and prayed then went ended up in Murphy park, then Bellevue Hospital…I think this is a person with a drinking problem - Haywood…of course I acted it out here in North Carolina, going from prison to Moore Square Park to jail, then to the hospital…
The Serpentine…updated
…I had a serpentine necklace after I had the accident with the MGBGT…I went to Sanford and Asheboro, passing through Carthage…
Another car accident scenario – I think someone was racing down Carthage Drive, was going to fast to make the sharp turn and either hit another vehicle or hit a person trying to keep from running into The Serpentine.
I think this is the reason I ran out into the street with my mother’s handbag and heels. I think it was a person hit, that was also shown in one of the Hitchcock films.
My roommate later, Jean had a snake belt which is what I think was really what was called a serpentine bracelet or necklace.
J.L. Watling ~ Leonard Woolf???????? - updated
Mr. Meyers was the manager of K-Mart and Mr. Ayers was the district manager.
I have one of these sansa clips ~ pill box with nitroglycerine tabs ~ listening to something classical…
…I’ve been taking the melatonin, nightly or when I am going to be in a lot of noise.
The A-Team (TV Series 1983–1987) - IMDb
The A-Team (TV Series 1983–1987) - IMDb
I used to watch this show also.
Kevin Costner ~ ditch digger ~ coffiner – mortician…
I slipped up and called him a coffiner. Blood Moon film.
“Round pond in Kensington Gardens” ~ pg. 172, “Consequences of Rationalism”, Watling on Descartes…
…from A Critical History of Western Philosophy, D.J. O’Connor.
Blanchett definitely looks like King George III in this film…
…I think there is a relationship between Joseph Merrick and his mother’s disease and King George’s porphyria…I have been consuming a lot of glycine I think is the cause of the development of these collagen like growths on my neck.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Incoming…
I’m seeing someone being put into a rescue squad, I think it’s my mother, she’s saying “my poor husband, he’s had another heart attack”. “I’ll call you tomorrow”.
I’ll have to call Karen to take me up there to the hospital.
He has already had a triple by-pass.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Haven’t seen this…
Split rail fence and pond, flowers, that’s where I live, I befriended a male neighbor who was distraught over his wife leaving him and injured himself. He gave me some lillies for my birthday that were meant for his wife. He painted houses. Apparently a writer from here is connected to me don’t know who but I have found several other connections.
The previous manager embezzled some money from the complex and I think they might be using residents to recoup losses. They jacked up my rent because of homeowners fees not because of improvements to the unit.
I AM TIRED OF THESE PEOPLE.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Having to read I Never Promised You a Rose Garden…
“We’ll never get that money out of her”. I OWE YOU JEWS NOTHING.
Statement to the Government…
I was forced to read I Never Promised You a Rose Garden when I was in the 6th grade. I am not a Jew and have never practiced Judaism. I had no idea what that film was doing to me at the time. Now I know they were taking advantage of my mind, placing their guilt on me for what was done to my people during Biblical times, a holocaust, for which they are claiming they have been the victims of but in fact were the perpetrators of wiping out a group of people who were my ancestors. I did not understand why Ahmadinejhad claimed there was no holocaust, there wasn’t against the Jews it was against the Gibeonites but they act like it was so far back in history it doesn’t count. I think they are all liars.
There is more to life than a book, a movie, or some song, to me…
I just have no obsession with it unlike some people I know.
This means someone like a writer, was already connected to my mother who created the Twilight Zone Episode, Twenty-Two…
Kay's Commentary: My findings on attention and awareness…revised
…then created the Nova Episode, Lost Empires II, The Roman Baths which explains why I was able to find this video online. I wouldn’t have known the aqueducts were there personally so whoever cleaned up Twenty-Two had some involvement in creating the Nova episode.
Re: William Gordon-Cumming looking like the number one…
NOVA | Describing Nature With Math
http://kayfgibbs4.blogspot.com/2011/11/he-looks-like-number-one-to-me.html
This isn’t even my baggage. SEE WHAT I MEAN. My mother probably got buried under some 40’s persons addiction to Sherlock Holmes films then it was passed on to me.
YOU DAMNED RIGHT I AM PISSED OFF.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
If this were true then how do you explain my findings…
From Science Daily:
the entrance stage to cortical visual processing, is modulated only by attention and not by awareness. This finding supports the hypothesis that attention and awareness differentially affect nerve cells.
…regarding the viewing of two specific films, both employing hypnosis, one a demonstration of hypnosis? Several years ago I viewed a Nova episode, Lost Empires II, The Roman Baths. In that film one’s attention is drawn to the aqueduct ruins. Several months later I viewed a Twilight Zone episode, Twenty-Two. I have no conscious recollection of ever having seen this episode of Twilight Zone, although I have seen others and I clearly recall the ones I have seen.
The main character in Twenty-Two looked like my mother and she would have been in her early twenties when seeing these films. During the viewing of this film my attention was drawn to a painting on the wall behind the Doctor and Nurse, that of aqueducts. I turned my attention to how this might have happened. It was evident my mother viewed this program in my youth and probably this episode and because we are psychically connected. It was because of this psychic connection and probably synchronicity that I chose to view this episode of Twilight Zone and found the aqueducts. This means my mother did likely see the painting and it was imprinted on her brain but never actually focused on it. I am certain she was likely more focused on the action between the Doctor, patient, nurse and the star’s manager in the film, but was unconsciously curious about the painting. My father was claimed to have had a split personality but I think it was my mother. This would be part of the things in the film she repressed but was certainly more active in her mind as opposed to the action between the Doctor and patient which was all resolved by the end of the film. Details about the aqueducts had not been resolved until I viewed Lost Empires II, The Roman Baths.
So I would argue against the statements above to say I think it is clearly what we see but are not focused upon that has the most power over our minds and behavior.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Kitty was one of the main characters in the film Tipping The Velvet…
Police Seek ID of Body Found in Storage Unit - The Missourian: Emissourian
…which I have seen since prison and parts of which I had acted out in connection with an incarceration in the NCCIW prison in 1990-91. I was picked up off my feet by the Sheriff and shoved into the back of the State vehicle and taken to prison. During most of my incarceration I was screaming and yelling. At my release I was given a bag of pills and bus ticket. I got a car and was homeless for nearly 7 years. During that seven years I rented four storage units where I put my property. In the Wilmington, NC unit I put a huge metal desk, boxes of personal papers, things for an apartment, laundry detergent, a bicycle and rack (both stolen when my car was stolen in 1996) and then later moved in a love seat I purchased. In the others were mostly boxes of books and clothes and other personal items.
I suspect the writer who purchased the sofa was attempting to get the love seat for a lot cheaper than what I paid and I got it on sale, thinking I would end up dead somewhere before I could get it out, and it was purchased by a Wilmington resident as told to me by the sales person who sold me the love seat. I made this purchase in 1995 and was arrested and sent to prison in November of 1996 for 4 months where I was subjected to the extremely loud noise from the cement factory less than 500 yards from the prison intake office and only a little farther from the dorms. “She’ll be brain dead when I get through with her”.
Apparently this video is a ploy to avert any wrong doing by those involved.
I would challenge this as well as incarceration and segregation from the general public…
except as punishment for a crime.
Thirteenth Amendment to the United States Constitution - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
…was itself instituted as the means of punishment.
I have asked for Klonopin which was prescribed to me in 1996…
What's In Kay's Mind?: You got the wrong person…updated
…that would alleviate much of this problem and was prescribed because I suffered a seizure after an automobile accident in Wilmington, NC, in which I thought the episode was brought on by carbon monoxide from driving in heavy traffic. Now I’m not sure it wasn’t because of too much music and TV affecting my mind\body behavior. Earlier this year I had a similar episode which had nothing to do with carbon monoxide but the seizure was much milder. It was after an excessive dose of Leucine. I had never taken this as a supplement before and did not know it was converted to glutamate. Noise pollution is also an issue I feel has contributed to the problem.
I have been refused refills of Klonopin UNLESS I PAY ANOTHER $200.00 FOR A VISIT FOR A REFILL and given anti-psychotic that do not work no alleviate the symptoms, drugs they want to research. I have no interest in nor have I agreed to be a research subject. This is my brain not theirs not the States or the Federal Governments. I know what works for me and what doesn’t and they wouldn’t give any other person something that was not helping them so why keep me from getting something that helps me?
BECAUSE THEY ARE PROFITTING FROM THE DRUGS THEY RESEARCH AND PUSH ONTO US AND THEY ARE SUPPORTING WRITERS WHO ARE PROFITTING FROM THE SMARTS AND CRAP IN OUR MINDS.
I AM REVOLTING ON THIS ABUSE OF MY BRAIN AND MIND.
You got the wrong person…updated
What's In Kay's Mind?: Incoming…
I sure as hell did not watch Brain Dead or Dead Alive whatever it’s called.
I HAVE NOT SEEN THE FILM BRAIN DEAD OR DEAD ALIVE. BUT SOMEONE ELSE DID OR IT WAS BEING FILMED>
I JUST WATCH A CLIP OF IT AND I SURELY RECOGNIZE MOST OF WHAT WAS IN THE CLIP, FILMS I HAVE SEEN AND THE ZOO SCENE FROM MY CHILDHOOD, I DON’T KNOW ABOUT THE DAMNED BLOODY BED.
Incoming…
“this girl’s dangerous to us”. “You will comply”.
“I’m going to wash your mouth out with soap”.
“get off the internet”.
HELL NO.
Incoming…
“You are quite brain dead”…
Someone needs to get this off me. I am not cleaning this stuff and I am not writing this stuff.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Blond lady in NG Extreme Sleepwalking film…
…now I remember the film, it was an old 1940’s-50’s B&W film about this young woman who was part of some strange death group and she was suppose to off herself. She went out and wondered around for a while and went back to the house where this group was suppose to meet. They were all there waiting for her and she sat down in a chair and this man started talking to her and she kept saying “I can’t do it, I just can’t do it”, she was suppose to drink some poison they had given her.
It was the weirdest film I have ever seen. I have consumed all kinds of concoctions since seeing it.
Voliva ~ Avilov…
Order of the Knights of St Crispin was an American labor union of shoeworkers in the Northeast.
Order of the Knights of St. Crispin - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I had just gotten out of the psychiatric hospital…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Overdosed on Xanax, 1990 ~ Kazan ~ Zanak ~ Cube ~ Hypercube ~ Labyrinth…
…this is my story, my experience, what I have been mixed up with and I have given no one permission to use it nor am I donating $1 million dollars to anyone as I don’t even have $1 million dollars myself so leave me alone. I have no intentions of donating to the Wikipedia.
Giving everyone $1 million dollars would drive up the cost of living and wreak havoc on the economy…?????
…only because of unmitigated greed. For some a million dollars isn’t enough. It’s why we are in the mess we are in, greed.
Does this really mean what is to come????
…of course I personally was focused on what I posted about…
One of the terrorists did attend Chowan College near where I grew up and the rest of my family lives.
Losing Chase dialogue - “ingrate”, she hands Elizabeth the keys to the car…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Trees I photographed at Camelot…
ingrate ~ in the grate? Grate I found on Washington 44292 – then I saw a man digging up something, could be my father, could be a neighbor, could be anyone…
located ingrate in Iran – I am fully aware there are lots of them around the entire world. Synchronicity?
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Max Schmitt in a Single Scull
Max Schmitt in a Single Scull - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
“When Josie comes home” – Steely Dan
Ivan Grave ~ Navi E Varg ~ Navy Barge…
Ivan Grave - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pennsylvania_Barge_Club
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Max_Schmitt
Priscilla – a naval vessel – page 543
pg 544 - #143, wooden barge, New York – Hymn 43 Ian Anderson
Been cleaned up already, Uncle sailed up to New England.
Dmitry Grave - updated
Dmitry Grave - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Incorporating numbers into hypnosis??????
I must apologize for a previous post about streaking and Bastille Day…
I found the information on a website while looking up streaking which associated Bastille Day with this US phenomenon. I truly like the French people. In rethinking the fountain incident, it seemed more likely we were all acting out some WWII jubilance as well as a little childhood inhibition and maybe even a little Bastille Day who knows for sure. For me I know it was mostly the after affects of WWII as my father was in the Pacific in that war.
Monday, November 7, 2011
I have used GABA or Glycine on the outer ear to block the pulsating in the ear…
…so far has been affect. Also using GABA or Glycine under the tongue helps. Of course ear plugs help when I remember to use them and they are relatively inexpensive.
Sunday, November 6, 2011
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Numa the doll ~ Zuma ~ Amun…????
The Alfred Hitchcock Hour Full Episode (Where the Woodbine Twineth) - IMDb
My father’s cousin Zuma Gray Swindell and my mother’s step grandfather’s sister. She had a drinking problem, abused her mother and daughter some of which I attributed to Bonnie Prince Charlie– the things hidden. She did have somewhat of a wide face.
Zuma was a white woman.
Emily Gibson Braerton - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Emily Gibson Braerton - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Not Emily Dickinson…Jean B. was wrong. I did go to the DAR in Washington, DC in 1974, I suppose that could be where it is.
Could be her other half though…
Page 13, Music as Hypnotic Brainwashing…
I wonder who the poor soul was who was the victim of God’s evil, Satan ~ Nathas ~ Mathis??????
Go down those stairs the way you came up young lady…updated
Sleep walker….? The film I am thinking of is about an older woman who is a house keeper and she tells this young girl to gone down the stairs the way she came up or to go up the stairs the way she came down. Black and white film, 40’s 50’s I think maybe 60’. I can see the scene.
I’m going to kill myself”…
