Taking the PCP…updated

…and acting like Superman.   It was my brain/mind at work.   I had long stopped viewing Superman on television and it was 1974 when taking the PCP took place.    The content of my mind at the time and an unconscious desire to be Superman, driven by the excessive punishment I received as a child, must have replayed this content in my mind so that when I did take the PCP I began to act out the things I had seen on television like jumping off the top of my car as if it was a tall building.   It was like being an immature young person, as I knew I could have seriously injured myself doing it and did slightly injure my knee.  This is the price paid for not having mental health treatment when I was a young child and using the PCP ignorant of it dangers although the drug had nothing to do with what was already in my mind.  

The drug shutdown my brain’s processor that enabled me to see the content of my mind, much the way the LSD works.   Who’s mind was it, the child state of my parents who had created the television viewing before I was born so that I have had grave difficulty inhibiting that habit.

So what does this projector do for us?    Seemingly, not what it was once thought to do.   It is putting information into the mind no matter what.   How one interprets what they see is going to be based on personal life experience.  Once you put something into the mind and repress it, then project it out from the self, then some innocent person close to you, NOT LIKELY SOMEONE  IN HOLLYWOOD, is going to be injured by what you have seen if it is violent or destructive, or they might be helped if you watch something intelligent and educational.    Projecting is often useful to developing children, something that should be managed by the parent if possible and when you complicate this process with television and all that it presents, then you are creating a disturbed mind, possibly more disturbed than what was passed down to you from your parents.

When you have parents who view the television it is creating the potential for them to project onto each other and their children.   Who is the creator?  Is it God or has it become God?   The television is simply an inanimate object full of wires, chemicals and electronic stuff, controlled by me the viewer.  Big brother-the corporate hired psychologists, movie makers and corporations control what we see on this introjecting, projector, this powerful mind controlling, behavior manipulating machine, with little knowledge of what your problems are or what you could potentially do with the information.  My personal computer is no less powerful and as one can tell, they have tried to monopolize its use for their purposes. At least with the PC one has more choices.  

When we see the action on the television we think we are seeing what’s really going on in the world but we are not.  That is a fallacy.   We are seeing only what the film maker, the creator wants us to see.  We lose touch with the real world around is when we create these false images of life in our minds.  However real they may have been at some other time in history, they are unreal now.   One can view the world as it is at the moment only from something like a satellite camera from space, which does not exist, or from cameras carefully placed at strategic places and viewed by real time monitors and even then that moment will become the past.   To even desire such a thing is the epitome of voyeurism in my opinion but in the case of our Government it does help reduce suspicious attitudes but then most of the wheeling and dealing that goes on is done behind closed doors and not in the gallery where we all view Senate action and some of them have become quite good at acting.

REMEMBER THERE ARE NOW PRISONS BEING OPERATED BY FOR PROFIT CORPORATIONS.

To be continued…