…it was a fight between Liston McKinney and Cassius Gibbs over a girl. It happened again with Bobby Penn and Billy Carver, I was the girl this time.
I think McKinney was really one of the Gibbses.
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…it was a fight between Liston McKinney and Cassius Gibbs over a girl. It happened again with Bobby Penn and Billy Carver, I was the girl this time.
I think McKinney was really one of the Gibbses.
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Someone must be a real Plummer fan. I do think he is a fine actor and have seen many of his films. I had no idea the man had been in so many films and he still looks like a 50 year old. I hope I look that good after all the films I’ve seen.
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…I purchased a music CD containing a song title Silent Partner. I particularly liked this song and listened to it frequently. I have not seen the film.
…the one I put on my blog several months ago, can’t find it now…
…walked into Dillard’s then I got on the bus at 6:25 PM. I arrived back at the stop where I get off at about 7:15 PM. As I was about to round the corner he came across the intersection in his car heading west for Shepherd Lane on Willow. I stopped and turned around and headed toward the mall where I stayed until 9:00 PM.
He looks like Becker…
I was being chased by a helicopter with guns (Dreamcatcher). I was trying to get away from the copter and headed into the woods. Then there was snow or white sand on the ground. I came up to what looked like a river that was divided by something like a sandbar but it was very white like snow or ice on the ground. I did not feel particularly cold. I kept going until I ran up on a group of people talking. When I looked to the right I noticed a chain-link fence, like a cage high off the ground. I don’t know where I was I don’t recall anything like this here or where I’ve been. I ducked down…
…of course I did read Batman comics during that time too!
…he has been driving through Camelot to the mall spewing smoke from the back of his vehicle all the way. I’m surprised he has been ticketed. I have been bothered by this vehicle spewing this poison out all over the place while I am walking to the mall and back. He seems to run into me frequently.
He is an Hispanic about 5 feet tall, dark hair, dark circles around the eyes, long nose, greyish brown complexion, wears flannel shirts frequently, goes to the mall and just sits at a table for several hours then leaves. I don’t know if he is married to one of the house keepers or not but I have seen him with no one nor talking to anyone. I have spoken to him in passing with just a nod. No words have passed. He is always alone in the car. I stopped going to the mall several months ago. Last night I passed him on his way from the mall again. When I got to the mall there was a cloud of smoke lingering in the air and of course the fumes were horrendous and they are damaging. I saw several people walking out as I passed to get to my destination. He was with no one.
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…and a propensity for overeating which as I see now is part of the unconscious, I acted out throughout my life. In 1988 I realized I was suffering from a degree of bulimia, going through periods of overeating and then starving which had been aggravated by my enlistment in the military where eating was essential for at least 6 weeks.
One theory (among many) is that "Prisoner of Millbank" is where the word "pom" derives from.
A photograph of Millbank Prison | Tradescant Road and South Lambeth
Marta Jane…
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…have seen a few episodes of Have You Been Served.
…that led me to a place in the 80’s in another town and I realized the date was 1680, not 1980. This can also be the same with names. If a person is intoxicated, drugged up or has some brain dysfunction, then it is possible letters in names can be mixed up. I have also discovered some species have a problem with having both eyes wired to only one side of the brain. This can cause names to appear to be written in reverse of the normal order. That’s why I have been doing this with the names.
6-Christopher Columbus "Dick" Gibbs (26 Sept 1861-31 October 1935)
+Dorothy Paige Holt (-)
. . . . 5-Pamela Holt Dunbar (-)
. . . . 5-Brian Holt Dunbar (-)
See this connects Susan Dimmock to some of the Vesalius and what has been happening in the show.
My Uncle Robert walked with a limp, one leg was shorter than the other. He looks like Sequoyah in the face a bit. He had heavy eyebrows prominent nose, tall, robust man…
Christianna (grandma Chris, had dark skin, not black but pecan or light brown in color), I have seen her photo-portrait.
HOLLYWOOD AND THOSE JEWS WHO COERCED HER INTO GOING TO HOLLYWOOD IN THE FIRST PLACE GOT THAT MONEY.
What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: Hertz ~ Bernabo…
…this is when I drank the white zombie…likely the film – we all were drinking mixed drinks…In 1973 I was with a group and we drank Tequila – Castenada? Was this when Patricia got into it? Then I went to see the Beatles and David Bowie so someone had done this before me, who?
What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: I’ve been fishing on the Eno River with a guitar player…
…I have had visions of lying in a field or something like it, hearing it in the distance…was this when I rolled around in the wheat field – Catcher in the Rye…? I am not particularly frightened by it…
Something from Daniel Boone episodes…?
…who is telling this lie?
My brother has been living in the woods in Georgia half the time and the other half living on a damned boat. You call that teaching someone to look after themselves?
Helen you are the biggest damned liar I have ever met. You have been deceiving us all, along with a lot of other people. YOU WERE JUST SO DAMNED SURE VICTORIA AND EDWARD WERE THE CULPRITS IN THE JACK THE RIPPER SCENARIO BUT I SEE YOU HAVE TRULY REVEALED SOMETHING OF YOUR OWN FAMILY.
I lived on the streets for 5 years, 5 hard years running from place to place. Living in my car, hardly eating a damned thing. Somebody’d better back the hell up and come again on that line of crap.
I never documented that until the late 80’s but I never forgot it and I think I acted it out in my youth in the woods with my cousin and other kids…
What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: Hertz ~ Bernabo…
…maybe Bernabo wore the dragon in an attempt to separate the Ghibbelline from the Visconti family…this means a Ghibbelline was on top.
…he came to America in 1650…
Children
Bernabò and his wife, Beatrice
Bernabò was an ally of Stephen II, Duke of Bavaria: three of his daughters were married with Stephen's descendants. He had 17 legitimate children with his wife:
…my dream of being chased by snakes had something to do with Bernabo Visconti ~ sign of the Dragon…
…maybe when the Cherokee were describing the Enneh River or a snake, scribing an “S” in the soil, this triggered a paranoia…
I have not been particularly fond of water but overcame it as I grew up. When I went fishing on the Eno, we got into the water and crossed to a huge rock in the middle of it.
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Atoxyl ~ Lyxota ~ Lakota ~ xylitol
Ly ~ Da
X ~ K
eh – O
All speculation…
Gouwe ~ Qouwe ~ Quowe ~ Qouwe ~ Gowa ~ Gowe ~ Gowan…
Chad ~ dahc ~ dach ~ dak ~ dakota…
…they lived across the street from our family in the early 70’s…
Lyell Fork, Ansel Adams Durer’s Pond
Mabuse took service with Philip of Burgundy, bastard of Philip the Good,
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…most everything else I have experienced was put into it…I really like the song Orinoco Flow, Enya…
Slocum, a small area outside Engelhard, NC was always called Slocum as long as I lived there.
Civil War - I think Engelhard came to have a movie theater because of the first one in Pennsylvania, it is a small town and hardly was profitable.
…I heard, “watch this”, and I proceeded to squirt some milk into the coffee and it sputtered into the cup and splashed all over my left hand scalding me. It had happened before to someone else, it was the first time happened to me. The coffee must have just been brewed.
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True Crime was another. She only red a few of them. It was not a weekly thing. She switched over to romance novels.
…this may have been the parking deck problem…I don’t recall seeing this film, I have seen How to Murder Your Wife I think, not 100% sure…
The investigation of mystical experience was constant throughout the life of James, leading him to experiment with chloral hydrate (1870), amyl nitrite (1875), nitrous oxide (1882), and even peyote (1896).
What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: I connected Gibbs, Hertz, Poe and Helmholtz…
On June 22, 1918, four people were arrested and over one hundred waiters taken into custody over the apparent widespread practice of poisoning by waiters in Chicago. Guests who tipped poorly were given "Mickey Finn powder" in their food or drinks.[8][9][10][11][12][13][14] Chemical analysis showed that it contained antimony and potassium tartrate.[10] Antimony is known to cause headaches, dizziness, depression, and vomiting and can be lethal in large quantities. W. Stuart Wood and his wife were arrested for manufacturing the powder, and two bartenders were arrested for selling the powder at the bar at the waiters' union headquarters. Wood sold packets of the powder for 20 cents [15] and referred to it as "Mickey Finn Powder" in a letter to union bartender John Millian.[16] A followup article mentions the pursuit of a man named Jean Crones who was believed to be responsible for poisoning over 100 people at a Chicago University Club banquet at which three people died.[17][18]
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This rings true with my experiences…someone must have read about it in the newspaper or heard it on the radio…
…then I discovered William James and Leonora Piper…I had just seen the Outer Limits Film..
Some of James experiences rang true although I never did Peyote…I have used amyl nitrate better known as poppers in the gay lesbian world…
The investigation of mystical experience was constant throughout the life of James, leading him to experiment with chloral hydrate (1870), amyl nitrite (1875), nitrous oxide (1882), and even peyote (1896).
Hertz ~ Zethr, he did not look Jewish to me.
This American Beauty is what my mother had, it was not as updated as this one, but the best working machine around. Same color. I made my clothes for Home Ec on this machine. I made my first pair of bell bottom slacks on this machine.
First Broadcast: 2000
Producer: Eric Cain
Videographer/Editor: Greg Bond
Additional Editing: John Patzer
Additional Editing: Brett Wood
Additional Editing: Tom Shrider
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Both my Aunts and Maternal Grandmother quilted. My Aunt Mamie made an art of it. They would collect fabrics all through the year and stitch them together in large squares. Before it got cold they would hang a rack from the ceiling. Then they would stretch the bottom fabric across the rack lacing it around the edges. Then they would layer cotton batting on top and then stitch the squares onto the top of all of it. It was quite an ordeal. Sometimes they would do quilt making at my grandmother’s. They’d sip coffee or iced tea, dip snuff, and enjoy their quilt making.
…her spiritual insight which she transferred to Jung upon her telling of the incident? He failed not by finding the scarab and showing it to her as a harmless beetle, he fail to allow the woman to connect with her own abilities allowing her to find the beetle on her own, thus overcoming her real fear and gain confidence in her ability to trust her own instincts.
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…and it seems they intended conveying a message to the public about the possibility of mind control and is portrayed here as a victim as is likely the case in the experiments conducted by James, et al, whereas they did something which brought about her potential. This I know and understand as an enmeshment of the human psyche.
shiny gold-filled teeth, and as he smiled he drew in his breath with a polite, soft sibilant sound.
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and the Whites having been in publishing, this led to me have a short lived interest in Poe’s work. Was it Thompson’s publisher?
The man who photographed the murder victims became a projectionist sometime later. This of course spawned all kinds of interest in psychology and so forth, by those who would have been in the publisher’s circle of friends.
…a very thin and sickly Marlowe…
I think I’ll use this in my ad project, what do you think?
and trapped in poverty, empty with despair. He had even attempted suicide until what he believed to be a vision of another suicide-poet being pulled him back from the brink. Perhaps this was just another drug induced hallucination.
I am sure this is the derivation of some of my experiences. I did buy and read some of Confessions of an English Opium Eater, 2004-2005 or so.
"It would be better for him if, with a heavy millstone hung around his neck, he had been cast into the sea." He is saying that being drowned in the sea with a millstone hung around his neck would be a better fate than that which could occur. What is being drowned with a millstone better than?
Matthew 13:40-42 (NASB) "Therefore just as the tares are gathered up and burned with fire, so shall it be at the end of the age. 41 "The Son of Man will send forth His angels, and they will gather out of His kingdom all stumbling blocks, and those who commit lawlessness, 42 and will cast them into the furnace of fire; in that place there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
This is what people believe about being like Jesus. He represented a concern for the well being of others, even the poorest. A society with the darkness of Blade Runner is what I see for the future of some people, with the enemy shutting out the light-gouging out the eyes of mankind. I experience it weekly, someone trying to alter my thinking, corrupting my mind to see things, their way, “she’s dangerous to us”, these kinds of statements used in hopes of causing me to succumb to their will, fitting me into their way of thinking about me and how they think things are. What they think is coming from their brains not mine. What they see is coming from their minds not mine. We shutter to think of our society as having anything which exists like it but it is out there and at work on our lives daily. Misery does love company and Satan wants to drag you into the depths of hell for his namesake, not your own. He wants to cast his anger and frustration and resentment onto the innocent thinking he is redeeming himself in the process. He only brings more sin into his house.
Sin was cast into the world, people failed to heed the commandments. Some of us live in sin because we are victims of the sins of others, some of us simply don’t care about morality, sin, evil or society’s moral compass. They are the ones who expect us to be objective for their purposes, for their profit. If they are allowed to rule our lives we have no hope for our future, our society will fall into depravity, just as personal lives have already fallen into depravity.
…claiming Kay Gibbs is anti-social.
…why are women basically being forced to lop off their breasts, get penises and grow beards?
From Robert Johnson’s We, Understanding the Psychology of Romantic Love.
Because that “consciousness” goes against all that Corporate America deems, our way of life when it is their way of life. You either believe “resistance is futile” and you become one of them or you put up with, “I want you to kill this bitch, she is against our way of life”, denial of the soul and it’s wisdom, internalized by the developing female, “if I don’t play the game I will be left out, die, be killed, like my mother”, but I can’t be like my mother so I have to adapt a different way, oh, I’ll cut off my breasts and get a penis attached, get me a woman and become a part of the game…this kind of thinking does not just cause the female to often choose to become a man but it forces some men to become masochistic, more feminine in an attempt to save themselves spiritually. This consciousness is shuttled off from one person to another, so that one can feel at ease, live amongst one’s peers, or even live with one’s self.
Why do so few people achieve mental health, a natural part of development, even when they attend mental health? It is the job of mental health as a State and/or Corporate funded institution, to prevent you from this awareness, directing most of your difficulties to your parents or yourself, drugs and alcohol, rarely the true sources.
Then they have the unmitigated gall to stand before the American Public and deny these people they have forced into these lifestyles the legal right to marry and have children. You cannot have it both ways and for that matter you truly cannot continue to abuse the lives of innocent people to suit “your way of life”, they are protected by the constitution, although psychological enslavement has not been specifically addressed in the 13th Amendment.
I helped start a Gay Alcoholic’s Anonymous group in the early 80’s. I have commingled with men who were corporate executives, struggling with their identities, or rather, struggling with projections and or projective identification. I was not as knowledgeable then as I am now, nor was I as conscious then as I am know about the sources of my own problems. The struggles we were all going through encouraged me to learn more about psychology and why we were all having this struggle. My quest for answers has been met with trepidation and disappointment. I will never see the world as I once did nor do I desire to retreat to the safety of my past ignorance.
I dare to think of what would have happened to that little town in New York had it not been for Lois Gibbs, her conscientiousness and her drive to get the Love Canal cleaned up.
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Interesting, not seen it but makes me think a Gibeonite might actually have been possessed of it…
Whately came up in my dreams this AM. I heard his name and something about reaching a peak or something to that effect.
I saw a dog ramming his head into a wall, looked like a mobile home, likely because my neighbor with the St. Bernard moved into one in the country. The dog had mange (a word in my crossword puzzle book recently) and was drooling all over the place, something a St. Bernard is known to do. There is an employee at Radio Shack named Kojo whose name makes me think of the Stephen King film, Kujo or Cujo, the film about the rabid dog, I have seen likely because it was projected onto me as I have no propensity for horror films. Kojo does not watch TV. It also reminded me of Jaws when they showed the shark ramming the boat and the cage, an interesting symbolism since Dreyfus was in the cage.
He does look a bit like Whately and Thatcher looked like him as well.
Updated: I also saw someone driving a spike into someone’s hand amongst a mishmash of things. I don’t know who might have seen this film.
But any man of common sense readily perceives that the force of these parables consists in the circumstance that men do _not_ usually show this carelessness about temporal goods; and, therefore, are guilty of gross and culpable _inconsistency_, if they are comparatively careless about what is far more important.
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…the ideas are quite similar, but fails to prove I plagiarized his work. I have never heard of nor read the work of Richard Whately. Many people through maturation will likely draw similar conclusions about some individuals or society, given their circumstances are such that this kind of thinking will result. Having said this, it is clear one’s life can be directed by the mind so as to recreate a similar outcome, or one’s life can be manipulated by deliberately inflicting suffering so one will disdain the things more profitable to one’s existence. With our vast amount of knowledge to date, regarding human behavior, it would be quite easy to affect the outcome of another’s actions with devices such as media delivered to the masses through various electronic devices. History may have come from the past, yet we do often find ourselves amidst it in the present. It will persist, deftly depicted in Dali’s Persistence of Memory, until it is dealt with by the hand of jurisprudence or some catastrophic event forces man to look upon himself and his mind as the creator of his circumstances and that of society; it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven. And so we cling to our biblical verses from the Bible in an effort to make ourselves feel better rather than putting an effort into forging a profitable economic existence. Jesus did die on the cross and so with him died man’s love and concern for humanity. Some directed their emotional energies and concerns to the death of Jesus often neglecting their own lives. Those who love him, often loved what he did to himself, not what he tried to do for the poor and suffering and so it is with them that they will many times seek to put others on the cross. This is the nature of what modern psychologists call projection, the forcing of others to submit to their heavenly higher minds while they pursue more earthly monetary rewards. This earthly pursuit can become lustful, blinding us to the consequences of our wanton nature. We need only look at the conditions of our environment to see the results of this lust.
Analysis: What we have here is a battle between the anima and animus, male and female parts of the human psyche. Many women likely struggle more with this spiritual-material discontent than men. It is the woman who leaves home and goes to work who suffers more than the man who climbs the corporate ladder, yet, it is the spiritual nature of the woman which balances the home and so her place in politics and business can be quite useful. Her absence leaves our society lopsided, leaning toward the propensity for evil. How clear this was in Nazi Germany not so long ago.
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They are just ok but the premise is effective I think. I discovered the kind of help I need is far more intensive and will require more critical thinking than what most of these programs provide.
Which means they are not helping me. As I have mentioned on my other blog, they are written so as to assist those into whom these ideas will eventually be projected. This is done by using scare tactics, fear, anger and imagery.
Death
From 1856 onwards symptoms of decline began to manifest themselves in a paralytic affection of the left side. Still he continued the active discharge of his public duties till the summer of 1863, when he was prostrated by an ulcer in the leg, and after several months of acute suffering he died on 8 October 1863.
Gertrude, who married the painter, Henri van der Heyden.
CATHOLIC ENCYCLOPEDIA: Jan Gossaert
…synchronicity being what it is…
Dr. Heyder looks like the Antonis Mor painting of the unknown male subject…
I am guessing this is what my people look like on the left. It most resembles one of Katherine Gibbs’ photographs early in her film career…
This would have been painted just a little over 100 years before my family left England.
I think 1974 might be Cassini (a female Proboscis?) – King William, which Cher had early on in her career…
…the Lyons were in Hyde County, NC in the later 60’s early 70’s. I had an encounter with them in school they jacked me up…
the other as I see it now was like a tootsie roll candy bar which I ate occasionally…
…13 October, 1990, I was in Cherry Hospital, drug overdose…dreaming about *&%, dreamt about two different kinds of bats, the second picture is one of them the other as I see it now was like a tootsie roll candy bar which I ate occasionally…
My mother had taken an overdose when I was about 10 years old – her grandmother (Elvira Jones) was likely mixed up with some mentally ill people as she was said to be mentally ill (Ernest Jones ~ Ernest Palmer Swindell, her mother’s second husband), my Uncle Richard Ray Weston inherited the baggage…
What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: Canaanite – Shin ~ S – sin ~
Carl Jung and Eric Fromm, Sane Society…
Equus?
The room I rented in 1994 also had a radiator. Was the paranoia really from a man?
What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: Dali’s The Weaning of Furniture Nutrition…
Alcohol was used to dilute various herbs to create tinctures.
This is what the cabinet looked like in Diana’s house where I was staying at the time. Paranoid to be alone, I lit a candle and turned on the TV. I tried to quiet myself. The entrance to my bedroom faced this cabinet. I never bothered it or knew what was in it. As I left the bedroom to go into the kitchen the candle went out and the door to the cabinet opened in front of me. There sat a half gallon of Vodka. I was so frightened I got into the car and left. I returned home to discover I locked myself out of the house and Diane had gone for the weekend. I called Charles.
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Is this how I came to recognize tuzigoot as looking like the operating theater and possibly the lower deck of a ship, maybe the Ark…