I never would have told this but it has become necessary…updated

…I have eaten raw beef myself as a teenager, not because I liked it but because I was craving it.   I used to think there was something wrong with me, now I see it was probably some starved soul.   I think there were unconscious processes going on that caused me to be distanced from my family, ending up homeless.

I was never fed raw foods of any kind as a child, all of our foods were well cooked, probably over cooked.