My experience of these types of drugs is quite different from this description of psychotomimetic here. The psychosis is already there, the drugs simply permit the visions and voices to become visible and audible, if they are outside the self. I have experienced this even while taking Abilify. Voices that are derived from within the brain can be controlled with some medications. I can shut down voices from within with taurine, it does not control those from outside the brain even when no one is talking to you. Even at 2000 grams or taurine I am sometimes able to here voices. Risperdal enhanced the voices when I took it as well. Seroquel knocks me out so I don’t know if I am still hearing voices or not. My experience with PCP and LSD made me aware of the existence of thoughts and images outside the brain.
So I again find cause to disagree with the wiki or the psychiatric community altogether. These drugs do not create the mind or what is in the mind. I create what is in my mind or it is transferred there by some other source. You have little control over what is put into your mind externally, such as music at the grocery store unless you want to starve, or such as when I took the LSD and saw clearly sleep passing before my eyes like a ticker tape and being impotent to stop it. It is hard to say if the word “sleep” was the result of some subliminal message on the television from such films as Sherlock Holmes, in which Doctor Watson was hypnotized, The Lady In Green.
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