YES, THAT IS WHAT I WAS SEEING CLEARLY, THAT WAS THE INITIAL PART OF THE VISION.
Monday, November 28, 2011
The driver of the vehicle looked like this man down under that which was lifted off me…
http://madamepickwickartblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/gurdjieff3.jpg
…my niece sleeps under several layers of blankets, I mean like five plush blankets plus her comforter and and a down blanket. You would think she was freezing to death. I am concerned for her health doing this. My sister sleeps under a couple of layers also when it is not necessary.
Incoming – Dublin…
Current local time in Ireland – Dublin
…eating a piece of chocolate cake…saw the man doing the Stonehenge recovery with a map…Drinking dark beer – bottle of liquor – Jones?
Dengue fever…
That was Frank he had been to Africa lived there for sometime. Drank a lot of Fosters, got sick recently went to a nursing home to recuperate. Last I heard he was getting better. Highly intelligent man, Frank De Saix, a snake named for him. Linda and I helped him clean up his apartment and get some of his laundry done. No one’s told me but I think he’s passed.
Someone tried to lift me out of it…
some woman who was leading him through the building, short hair, pale skin. Maintenance man with long hair grayish skin disappears. I saw one of the Russian Painters a few days ago in my mind, and I saw him painting one of those pictures I found on the internet site. Can’t think of the artist now…impressionist…
Someone leaving the supermarket tried to lift me out of it yesterday. I turned and looked dead at them and saw his face, the painter ? or one of the One Step Beyond films I saw, round eyes, dark, sharp ridge across the top of the nose… I got it back.
This is the circle I was drawing in 1987…
First it was a daffodil in the center like a yin-yang – one side light, one side dark, both going in the same direction rather than in the opposite direction, becoming whole. Then there was a circle drawing of an island, then mountains with a road that split the two mountains…
Incoming - Moscow…updated
…seeing some stuff this late morning, lots of action. I woke up at around 8:00AM. I thought I was talking to Lindsay, then I realized it might be my sister, then I was laying out some black clothes thought it was a funeral, then I realized it was my laundry. Went back to sleep. Started seeing all kinds of stuff about 11:30 AM.
Men tied to stair railings, some long haired building maintenance man hold up under the basement, looked like the basement of the London Asylum…Cruise’s name came up. He was with some woman who was leading him through the building. Maintenance man disappears.
I saw one of the Russian Painters a few days ago in my mind, and I saw him painting one of those pictures I found on the internet site. Can’t think of the artist now…impressionist…
Incoming – “must give it to him”…
Angel Heart (1986) Trailer - YouTube
Durer Hand – I did a sketch of my own as well acting out at the time, did not know it was Durer. The herb gallery is in this film, part of the Old Operating Theater – later found tuzigoot…
Rourke and Deniro great actors.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
One Step Beyond, Dead Ringer - 2nd revision…
Bi-location? This is now termed splitting and dissociation I think. This seems another case of dissociation in this film, due to an accident committed by Esther in which her twin sister supposedly died. Fearful of severe punishment and distraught over the loss of her sister, Esther dissociates this act from her consciousness. It is then projected from herself onto some unknown who may have possessed a part of Emily’s soul released to the unknown person by Emily’s death. Esther being unable to cope with the death of her sister but wishing she had been the one to die, assumes Emily’s part of the personality. Esther’s fevers are re-enactments of her sister’s death. The unknown person is now possessed of Esther, the weaker personality. The unknown person being unable to cope with the content of Esther’s personality, acts out the incident over and over. She has been rendered unconscious by the possession and is unable to recall the original trauma. This is termed repetition compulsion.
These possessions are achieved when one soul, say the one possessed by a mother, is split into two parts by two daughters, not necessarily twins. The original personality might have been subjected to transferences and memories of some event in the past which has come to possess two offspring. The stronger personality has split off the negative content and it is now possessed by the weaker sister. The weaker sister, unable to manage the content, begins to act out that content, revealing the cause of a potentially criminal event, acting out a film the mother has seen, or simply the personality contains scenes of a farmer burning his field customary in farming communities.
I was particularly interested in this film as I was a victim of such an incident, having set fire to the woods behind our home in Chesapeake, VA in 1964.
When the child comes down the stairs at the end of this film…
Kay's Film Analysis: One Step Beyond- The Dead Part of The House…revised
…like an obedient little girl, she is in a loving obedient state of mind inflicted upon her by her Aunt Mina, the prelude to a Stepford Wife. Did the person portrayed as Ann in this film also see Woman in Green and was she a victim of that films hypnotic suggestions.
I do not feel I have been directly harmed by this Cd…
…it is the manner in which it is heard that causes the problem. By listening to it through earbuds it would be more helpful, listening to it via speakers can cause those with whom one is connected, to split off content belonging to someone else and project it onto another from where is did not derive.
Baggage Buster is one such product which masks its messages and refused to reveal the content of the script upon request, claiming it would not be affective if it were known.
One Step Beyond – Moment of Hate…
Several years ago I was having dinner with my sister and her family. We were discussing the possible need for a defibrillator after eating so much food. I said out of the blue, well you know they have those portable clappers, after which everybody broke out laughing. I have since connected it to One Step Beyond, Moment of Hate, produced by Ivor Klapper, in which a woman thinks she is causing the deaths of people around her, dialogue which I have heard frequently. Her boss who plays golf dies from a heart attack while she is vacationing. At the end of the film the woman said, “I am so tired”, “I hate myself”, and she died. Mirren did a movie I think which is from this.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
This statement goes to the heart of what they have been doing to us, deliberately causing us to dissociate the good parts of ourselves…
Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family -- in another city.
-- George Burns
This was the reason for my erratic senseless behavior after getting out of prison…
Dissociative trance disorder: single or episodic disturbances in the state of consciousness, identity, or memory that are indigenous to particular locations and cultures. Dissociative trance involves narrowing of awareness of immediate surroundings or stereotyped behaviors or movements that are experienced as being beyond one's control. Possession trance involves replacement of the customary sense of personal identity by a new identity, attributed to the influence of a spirit, power, deity, or other person, and associated with stereotyped "involuntary" movements or amnesia. Examples include amok (Indonesia), bebainan (Indonesia), latah (Malaysia), pibloktoq (Arctic), ataque de nervios (Latin America), and possession (India). The dissociative or trance disorder is not a normal part of a broadly accepted collective cultural or religious practice. (See p. 727 for suggested research criteria.)
Psych Central: Dissociative Disorder NOS
…from which others have gained profit without having to pay for it themselves. Even my mother suffered from this disorder. After getting out of jail I over heard her in a conversation on the phone tell someone she didn’t have a son. This shocked me and sent my mind reeling. She then transferred this state to me and I again, after getting insuring and tagging a vehicle all while having a revoked license, took off in my car to wonder from town to town, getting into an accident, suffering a seizure for which I was given meds, running around in the midst of a hurricane I wasn’t aware of, to eventually getting another apartment only to lose it again and my license ending up in jail and prison for the fifth time, all while I was sober.
I am collecting information for my book I do not need any help with dialogue now.
Can’t get the gist of it? Good lord you’re not reading this blog if you can’t see the whole picture here.
I think they imprisoned the parts of Edgar Alan Poe…
What's In Kay's Mind?: This I was told was the purpose of my first imprisonment…
…why he died an early death because of the nature of his work likely a source of many a gentile woman’s hysterics as those who would enjoy such reading would project this out from themselves leaving the most innocent victims of the content of the projection.
This I was told was the purpose of my first imprisonment…
States of dissociation that occur in individuals who have been subjected to periods of prolonged and intense coercive persuasion (e.g., brainwashing, thought reform, or indoctrination while captive).
Psych Central: Dissociative Disorder NOS
…after getting out I started watching films again, whenever I was in a motel room which went on for 7 years.
Friday, November 25, 2011
One Step Beyond- Dead Ringer - YouTube
Woman claims evil twin is setting fires…eerie but thought provoking.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
I think someone was looking at this, I recognize the movements of the dancers…I have not seen this before just a minute ago…updated
I was acting this out two nights ago but I was not listening to the music.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
This is easily remedied today by a wealthy society in which food is easily acquired…
…and it is clear that meat eaters who have long been associated with blood sucking vampires, really have nothing to do with blood thirsty apes or humans as has been depicted in some films. What does happen and can happen as has been depicted in films is starvation can and does drive even the most advanced human to potential violence if food is not easily acquired. But more to the point, one does not have to eat a blood dripping steak to be satiated. It is only when the proteins in the blood albumin get too low that our drive for survival kicks in and the order of business for the day is the acquisition of food. I can satiate my protein needs with free form amino acids in sufficient quantities equal to a piece of beef and still be as healthy and as active as one who has eaten 50 grams of beef, provided of course I have eaten calories from other sources. When no other foods are available, then a cut of beef would surely fit the bill for survival.
I used to watch Oral Roberts perform his miracles on TV…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Incoming…
…we are later informed were fraudulent but what I now know from my own experience of having seen it is that his theatrics drove my mind to seek out the cure for the ills of my family and I found the answers in the most unlikely places, one was among those like me who knew from experience.
Incoming…
“That girl’s no idiot”…
I personally have had little to no academic knowledge of what I have written about. Most of my knowledge is empirical and I only sought out the academic terms to help me describe what I have been experiencing. I would never know what I now know, through reading books and not all of this gnosticism was attained via the television as I have acquired much of my knowledge from the world as opposed to the TV. TV tends towards fantasy and the impossible rather than what is. I learned this when I took the LSD and PCP.
Nicks to exploit or wanting to kill that success and take it for themselves…?
…why heros and idols must die symbolically. Cher’s managed to do this generations after her own by adapting to the next generation’s thinking and style. This is how a species survives – adaptation. I saw the movie too!
I purchased a green VW and VSW…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Adrian Stephen – I slept with Leslie Stephen ~ Julia Stephen ~ Julia Cox..
What was thought to be mental illness was nothing more than history.
Woolf was not possessed of Mary Jane Kelly, she was possessed of either Bond or Phillips and/or the investigators or even the persons who first discovered her body and the images they carried in their minds. It may have been the burden of the Bloomsbury Group and their attempts at unraveling the events of that century in which the Ripper murders occurred. My cousin Jo Ellen Gibbs Cuthrell, who it seems now was possessed of Virginia Woolf, died from breast cancer, I think, because of the images of Kelly’s body and the state of Woolf’s mind which I think included thoughts of attacking the breast, all of which I have experienced and some of which was acted out by my father and mother when I was 12 years old. Mr. Bond really did live above us in Portsmouth, VA and seems now synchronistic and possibly the derivation of many of the events we experienced.
When too many things are piled on or too much is taken into the brain, it is difficult of discern what is going on.
This means that if someone wanted to get on a plane and not be bothered by the noise after they land all they…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Lifting…
…have to do is lift someone else and then that person will hear that noise.
Lifting…
…dissociating and projecting. If you are lifted out of your present state by two people then it will collect all that they hear and see. I have been discovering this over the past few years since learning about what was happening at the Estes and Willow Drive intersections. I have been able to see what these people were seeing but only briefly. The other day I was waiting for the bus after grocery shopping which is located in a curve. When cars approach the curve it is easy for someone to get lifted if there are two people in the front seat of the car. I have often seen my own self standing at the stop after these cars pass by me. The other evening I was able to see the Staples sign around the corner and the bus stop going in the opposite direction while I was still standing at the bus stop. I usually try to catch them at the lights at the intersection. I even say the caution sign on the other side of Elliot. If I focused enough I probably could tell someone the phone numbers they dial on their phones or other personal info.
Amazon.com: Zen Garden-Water, Rock, Stream: Zenchantment: Amazon Instant Video
Amazon.com: Zen Garden-Water, Rock, Stream: Zenchantment: Amazon Instant Video
This one does not look like the one I have. Mine has a stone basin, a stone like bath and streams, excellent for meditating-when i use it.
Woodman pining away for Cher Doll at the park…
…Oh Cher Doll, it’s woodman. Guess what?
Cher Doll: Well you know, what is it?
Woodman: I gotta a fast car…
