Friday, September 30, 2011
Incoming…
“No one will ever believe her when I get through”.
Hmmm, which pen pushing novel writer is this?
9/11 is just the tip of the iceberg to what’s been happening in this country for the last 200 years…update 3
…taking our lives, taking our gold and taking our jobs and leaving the country.
The Civil War was just an example of what they would do in the future. Nostradamus. Today they’ve found a way to deceive us with that little motion picture box. “Believe half of what you hear and none of what you see”. The misuse of you and I projected, how that works; some well dressed business man says, “you can be a millionaire in the next year”. I hear this and then I start thinking and saying “you can be a millionaire within the next year”. Guess what happens, the man in that nice business suit becomes a millionaire in the next year. Kay Gibbs deconstructing the deceits. I wouldn’t have known had it not happened to me and had I not turned my attention to what these things were doing to my mind, that is including tapes I have listened to which are the worst.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Kay F. Gibbs Psyhciatric Treatment History…
Psychiatric Treatment History
1972 Tideland Mental Health – acting out in class which consisted of
Me defending another student, by voluntarily leaving the class
1973 Tideland Mental Health
1974 Campus psychiatrist after drug overdose
1980 Wake County Alcohol Treatment Facility outpatient 8 months voluntary
1983 Wake County Alcohol Treatment facility inpatient 3 days voluntary
1984 Wake County Alcohol Treatment Facility in and outpatient 7 days, voluntary
1985 Continued outpatient treatment for 1 year, sexual abuse issues Had to discontinue therapy after Blue Cross and Blue Shield claimed I was being treated for a pre-existing condition. As a result I regressed and went back to previous behaviors.
1987 Tideland Mental Health - Therapy /Alcohol Treatment, Voluntary
1988 Tideland Mental Health - Therapy
1989 Pitt Memorial Hospital suicidal , voluntary
1990 Cross Roads Psychiatric Facility, voluntary ECU Outpatient
Psychiatric 2 months, voluntary
Cherry Hospital - drug overdose 3 days, involuntary
1991 North Carolina Correctional Institute for Women Mental Health,
involuntary
1991 Cherry Hospital 6 days, involuntary
1992 Nash General hearing voices admitted to Cross Creek
Psychiatric facility, three days – prozac, voluntary
1993 John Umstead 4 days, voluntary
1994 VA Medical Center Salisbury – suicidal , involuntary VA medical
Durham, voluntary
1995 VA Medical Center Durham- multiple personalities, involuntary
John Umstead, voluntary
1996 John Umstead 7 days, voluntary
1997 John Umstead, voluntary
1998 Cherry Hospital 2 weeks transferred to VA Medical Center,
voluntary
1999 Orange Person Chatham Mental Health
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Incarcerations
1977 Ayden County Jail, Griffin, NC public drunkeness refusing to be escorted
to jail by black deputy sheriff.
1990 Pitt County Jail, 15 days December 26, 1990 transferred to
NCCIW, pre-sentence evaluation Trespassing/Damage to
property
1991 NCCIW 3 months returned to Pitt County Jail pending
sentencing
1991 Pitt County Jail, awaiting sentencing, appealed sentence to
Superior Court, placed under $10,000 bond. Remained in jail
45 days, under duress, remanded appeal
1991 May 12, violated probation, returned to Prison NCCIW for 5 months
1994 Wake County jail 55 days
1995 Wake County jail, forgot court date, 4 months
1996 NCCIW (mental health unit) safekeeper
1998 FCCW 4 months psychiatric care (figure that one out) traffic
violations - No Driver programs required
Image from Lindemann’s Hospital – I see kermit the frog in this image…
The Frogs film…I have found this film several times.
TV shows I viewed from 60’s –2000…
I don’t know if there have been any writers in Medford, MA who have been catching this stuff but here is a list…
Looking over this list I see a few I missed, McHale’s Navy, Make Room For Daddy, To Tell The Truth…
Massachusetts General Hospital - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Massachusetts General Hospital - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
This is one, I was on this website for awhile…
Focus Counseling-Consultation, Cambridge, MA : Reviews and maps - Yahoo! Local
Focus Counseling-Consultation, Cambridge, MA : Reviews and maps - Yahoo! Local
Eugene Gendlin – Focus CD – was smoking Cambridge cigarettes after the Army…
I guess this is where all the new stores in the Triangle have come from…
I’ve been to AC Moore, Staples, Bed Bath and Beyond, TJ Maxx, Middlesex, and “South” Square Mall…
I expect Parker’s hauled me across this river a few times…that must be the Starbucks she frequents…Medford, MA…
Mystic River Film – Julia Roberts…
We can add harassment, psychological torture, inflicting mental and emotional distress, to the list…
All brought to you by Gary Ulrich’s Baggage Buster direct from Chapel Hill, NC. Never occurred to me he might be a writer.
Let’s see now, false imprisonment for starters, fraud, defrauding the public with media, invasion of privacy, false light invasion of privacy, reckless endangerment, communicating threats, colluding to commit murder, conspiracy to commit murder, attempted murder, malicious prosecution, abuse of process, grand larceny, assault by use of various chemicals and media with the intent to commit murder, breaking and entering, trespassing, en rico, shall I go on?
I gathered this information in 1993 while filing an action against the State for injuring my arm.
Reckless endangerment is a crime consisting of acts that create a substantial risk of serious physical injury to another person. The accused person isn't required to intend the resulting or potential harm, but must have acted in a way that showed a disregard for the foreseeable consequences of the actions. The charge may occur in various contexts, such as, among others, domestic cases, car accidents, construction site accidents, testing sites, domestic/child abuse situations, and hospital abuse. State laws and penalties vary, so local laws should be consulted.
Incoming…
“I promised this woman I’d do it for her”…
Liar, trying to con me and your own self now. Don’t want your help.
Racing has occurred on the Mattamuskeet Lake Road which I re-enacted in 1973…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Carnival of Souls…
Something I’d never do again. The lake is only about 4-5 feet deep in some places and is the only way a person could drive off and still walk out of the water alive, so it is likely they were run off the lake road or it could have nothing at all to so with it…
The organist – My Aunt Olean Davis played a Hammond organ and Orlando Gibbons was an organist…update 3
What's In Kay's Mind?: Carnival of Souls…
Leon Ellis Gibbs is my Uncle -
I tried playing organ but I didn’t like it. Played clarinet for a short time. Like the sound of it, more closely related to a cappella.
Now I think my Uncle’s incident on the bridge might be related to this story…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Carnival of Souls…
I was thinking a couple of people might have been racing across a bridge on bicycles and one was run off. Thames or some other bridge, bridge in Germany…
The Death of a Cyclist certainly has elements of Carnival of Souls as well.
Carnival of Souls…
I think the Albemarle Sound Bridge might be enmeshed with the story in this film. Before 1967, we were driving to NC and there was work being done on the bridge I am not sure of the circumstances. I do clearly recollect us having to drive over an extension that went around the work area. It was on the east side of the bridge and it was made of wood with no railings or anything and it was frightening to us to have to cross it. My dad was driving so it was certainly before 1964, I am thinking 1962. I don’t know if someone drove off the bridge or not. I am sure one of my parents was thinking about the possibility of it.
Somehow now I think Dr. Liverman’s story about Columbia might tie into this. The bridge from Fairfield to Columbia is like the bridge in this film and may have been wooden at that time. We might have gone through Columbia to get to the Albemarle Sound Bridge. We probably passed through Plymouth.
I had suspected any money Partin acquired from her association with Castenada was spent in Vegas…updated
Hulu - Alfred Hitchcock Presents: Enough Rope for Two - Watch the full episode now.
I was thinking a hat like the one on the left created Buchner’s head – Gunga Din – a French Officer…
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Carnival of Souls…
This is the Judge?…My cousin’s mother’s father, ? Davis, was a church minister.
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I took this photo in the 70’s along with many other black and whites. Looks like a scene from Carnival of Souls also…
Tyrosine’s zapped my appetite and I can’t even get my house keeping done…
Down town, when you get lonely you can always go, downtown…
Melissa Francis – This connection to Westport, MA…?
Melissa Francis - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
My Aunt Ellen Francis Gibbs’ people...?
Someone’s dolly got ripped open – Dolly Pelliker – Silkwood…updated
…what one thinks might be made up might actually be something real.
Catherine Eddowes – Sews odd and ends…
Catherine Jones – Inigo Jones was a costume designer.
Someone’s go-cart or carriage or even the Marcus Car…
…damaging the break causing it to run over someone…
The barnhouse I intended renting, subsequently rented by Judy Marshall…
What's In Kay's Mind?: A Marshall or Hall lived here?????
was burned down. Ms. Marshall died from complications of gastric by-pass surgery several years ago.
Incoming…
“we’re tired of your blog Ms. Gibbs”…
I don’t care, read somewhere else.
“I want you to get this bitch off the damn blog”.
A Marshall or Hall lived here?????
What's In Kay's Mind?: Here’s the real barn and the Sanford…Westport, MA ~ Westwood, CA – update 3
Judy Marshall rented the Barnhouse from TJ Mann…
I am related to some Douglases who reside in Hyde County, NC and friends of some Sears who was said to have…
…given Frederick Douglas his first pair of pants after the slaves were freed.
I think I am connected to a Raleigh Judge who was relieved from the bench because of an incident…
he looks a little like this man in this film, can’t recall his name.
The judge who convicted the innocent man…
Kay Gibbs worked with Steve Slate building stone walls in the 80’s…
…A stone mason – Kay’s father also did some masonry work on occasion rebuilding the steps to the Episcopal Church in Hyde…
Here’s the real barn and the Sanford…Westport, MA ~ Westwood, CA – update 3
I went to Sanford, NC…it was Sanford Road…I went to see about renting the barn which was of course much smaller than the house below…some renting a room for college in Westport, MA maybe…this was in 1987 or so…
I was in Sanford in 1973 during the summer before going to college. So this is what happened this person rented a room in this house, “The Barn”.
So the body must have been found on the South East side of the Watuppa Pond…
The small house structure is very similar to the small house and dog house I found in CA near the Old Castenada Compound…the connection to Partin…
Elm Street Carrboro, NC – this connects Ward/Gibbs to the story…
About where I fell in the lake after drinking some wine that caused me to act out…
..was this because of the film or was it part of the story…
If Nathaniel Ward is really Nathaniel Gibbs…
Toby Mcguire (Carl McGuire Cahoon, Jr, one of my relatives is married to his father)…
Watuppa Pond – I think Nathan Ward (or Gibbs) might figure into this incident…
…then this would explain how John Henry Gibbs became a preacher and may not be a Gibbs at all…
Also Tom Cruise’s film…Jerry Mcguire, not sure…
Names might be Toby and Spencer or Toby Spencer or something like that…
Some witch hunt “we just kill them”.
A group of people were probably run off the road across the pond or run into the pond by Natives in an earlier period…
A group of men were hunting or something and had been playing cards or something, Set Back…
…or the card playing was put into it. Hunters or fisherman discovered the body on the shore. The Wild Goose-In is a motel of sorts for hunters. Hunter Spencer might be one of the men who discovered the body.
The body I drew without head, hands or feet might have been part of something else put into it, as in an historian discovered the true meaning of Nebuchadnezzar’s dream, which I encountered and in which it was discovered that Nebuchadnezzar was in fear of losing his head, hands and legs and would crumble like the Great Colossus. That’s why my sketch was without head, hands and legs…
One of Spider Man’s movies is mixed up in this too I think…
…Apple pickers or something like it…
Toby Mcguire (Carl McGuire Cahoon, Jr, one of my relatives is married to his father)…
Watuppa Pond – I think Nathan Ward (or Gibbs) might figure into this incident…
Incoming…
“come on ms. gibbs let’s get my novel over with”.
I TOLD THIS WRITER TO LEAVE ME ALONE, NOW.
I think Carnival of Souls and TCTTHWAHL are part of a Watuppa Valley incident…
…but i think it was the reverse of how it was portrayed, I think the driver of the car who ran the girl off the road was beaten up then taken off by deputies. One of the bodies floated up on the shore of the north pond about where I ended up face down in the water on the Lake.
I think the boys were the ones talking about “we just kill them”.
The survival of the soul lived to discover it was a murder but was never able to separate the real murder from themselves and whoever had it set out to find out who the murderer was and would not stop until they did.
Incoming…
“stop talking”…”must lower your voice”
“let her clean it up Taylor”…
“talk all you want sweetheart”…
Incoming…
“splitting, repression and enmeshment”.
It has taken me awhile to realize this because of all of the poorly written information on the subject, including the Bible. Enmeshing one’s self with another gives one the opportunity to split (in the case of willful splitting) off part of one’s mental state (the mind), or project that part of the self onto another. Repression is a matter of blocking mental content from becoming part of one’s consciousness. Repression seems to require an incredible amount of focus and control over one’s neuronal activity. This I think is what many gurus are able to do in their practice but for conscious reasons of health and well being. One who has suffered a traumatic experience will repress that experience until a time they are able to deal with the trauma. This is what I have learned. It is what happened to me, although my circumstances were not such that I was able to get the appropriate help I needed. Since that time I regressed and fell into poor coping habits again. For me I think it is pathological because there are so many traumas and unhealthy content in my brain. This of course has nothing to do with the mind or content of the minds of others projected onto me.
“Listen to me”…
No, how do you think I can hear you? I heard everything here you were trying to dictate to me. That is splitting and/or dissociation and enmeshment.
This would be an enmeshment.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
STOP picking at my brain…
…they are all bucking for a JK Rowling set-up. I gave no one permission to cop anything from my brain or mind. END OF STORY.
Now here this…
I have only one body and one brain. There can be many parts to my mind and I can be connected to many other minds, who use my brain. That is imprisonment.
Reckless Endangerment – either someone read this book…updated
Reckless endangerment
…or was trying to get me to advertise it for them. I have no intentions of advertising for anyone, get no pay for advertising and I have no intentions of reading for any reason other than my own self improvement.
Incoming - “You will do it”.
“I hate this girl’s blog”…update 3
All brought to you by Gary Ulrich’s Baggage Buster direct from Chapel Hill, NC. Never occurred to me he might be a writer.
Let’s see now, false imprisonment for starters, fraud, defrauding the public with media, invasion of privacy, false light invasion of privacy, reckless endangerment, communicating threats, colluding to commit murder, conspiracy to commit murder, attempted murder, malicious prosecution, abuse of process, grand larceny, assault by use of various chemicals and media with the intent to commit murder, breaking and entering, trespassing, en rico, shall I go on?
I gathered this information in 1993 while filing an action against the State for injuring my arm.
Reckless endangerment is a crime consisting of acts that create a substantial risk of serious physical injury to another person. The accused person isn't required to intend the resulting or potential harm, but must have acted in a way that showed a disregard for the foreseeable consequences of the actions. The charge may occur in various contexts, such as, among others, domestic cases, car accidents, construction site accidents, testing sites, domestic/child abuse situations, and hospital abuse. State laws and penalties vary, so local laws should be consulted.
Incoming…
“sweetheart”…
“This little girl bit me”.
I am certainly an adult not a little girl. Take your state of play elsewhere, juveniles…
Incoming…
“Kay’s in the Lackawanna Valley stuff”.
I will call the police and have you stopped whoever you are.
Wake up people…
“Kay’s brain dead”.
“I thought you said my daughter was brain dead”. “Kay’s in a wheel chair”?
YOU WILL STOP FEEDING THAT STUFF INTO MY MOTHER’S MIND.
Hardly brain dead..
Kay F. Gibbs is quite alive and well, plan on staying that way too. Despite what I have been hearing from some connections, Kay F. Gibbs is not brain dead. My brain is functioning quite well, especially when I get too much protein, so watch out for those who would prey on your sympathies. They might be trying to cause me to be brain dead, watch out for that too!
If I become that way it is because I have been refused medications by the Doctor.
Wake up people…
Kay F. Gibbs is quite alive and well, plan on staying that way too. Despite what I have been hearing from some connections, Kay F. Gibbs is not brain dead. My brain is functioning quite well, especially when I get too much protein, so watch out for those who would prey on your sympathies. They might be trying to cause me to be brain dead, watch out for that too!
If I become that way it is because I have been refused medications by the Doctor.
Kay’s mother had a mouton, she looked like Patsy Cline in it…
“ we never had a mouton coat Cher”…”shut-up”…
What's In Kay's Mind?: Incoming…
I was hit in the head by a swing in 1964 at school…
I do like her singing…
So…
Mouton Coat, just before things shifted and my father went blind. Someone jacked us up. Schoolcrafts or Huffmans?
Boy do I know how JP feels…
“GREGORY’S GOING TO GET SCREWED-UP FROM TIME TO TIME– AND SO AM I.” « The Selvedge Yard
how does it feel,
to be on your own,
no direction home,
like a complete unknown…
Langobards ~ long beards…update 3
Sam Wood and Cher picture when she was marrying Greg …
I don’t know it for sure. I read that Langobard stood for “long beard”, so when I discovered this business about the brain creating the body, I figured at lest these two had been subjected to looking at someone with a long beard, although I didn’t stop to think that it could be someone of a later period, although Cher’s people are Native American and it was thought some of Langobard people were here before Columbus…
Since discovering Adam’s Lyell Fork and Durer’s Pond, it seemed more likely than I thought although I have found no information to date the occurrence of what appeared to be a volcanic eruption that caused Lyell Fork to look like it was recovering from it’s appearance in the Durer Pond painting.
I think a sketch I did is of Sam Wood or one like him in this photo, although a different view, the ears in particular. He does not look like the Mr. Wood my father befriended in my youth. He was a short fat man with a head shaped like a pumpkin and smoked a cigar.
