and relating my experiences to their story they are writing, which reduces me to something less than a human being, an object, and contributes to my de-realization issues. These people are not therapists and despite my realization that they can hardly treat the problem. It is disturbing and enrages me to experience their enthusiasm for my horrific life situations. They have profited and received all sorts of praise over such damnable accomplishments in my opinion, at the expense of those who have endured the projections as the result of the writer’s who are incapable of managing that which they write about. I am not a trained actor, nor was I seeking that as a career. My childhood traumas and mental programming set me up for that behavior. The inability of the mental health facility I was sent to after having an outburst in an English class, failed to accurately evaluate my problem. They were only interested in whether I was a problem to others, not to myself thus after months of visits I was released and acting out behavior was the only diagnosis I received.
What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Now with regard to sleep deprivation…
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