Sunday, July 31, 2011

I think spider webs are three dimensional as well…

Do other dimensions relate to multiple personalities?

Kay's Film Analysis: Through the Worm Hole…

If I am in two places at once, how can my focus be in both places?   If my intuitive mind is in California and my logical mind is in North Carolina, how do I navigate through my environment without getting into trouble?   

While it was insinuated that certain things order reality, like time, what orders the chaos of the mind.  The brain?????????????

Telecommunications device for the deaf - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Telecommunications device for the deaf - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

LSD experience…

…and seeing the words “sleep” flying by like a ticker tape.   It just occurred to me that it could have been a deaf person typing on a TDD - TTY device or simply subliminal messages.

Stages of the planets development??????????

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Brazier ~ clock maker…update 3

The planet being spun out from the sun and at different periods collecting more material and becoming larger and larger…??????

This was an A+ project…

A wild thought…

…maybe  this calendar did not serve them well and they flung it off somewhere and it floated through the air a bit creating something like a frisbee, not knowing the history of this culture I am only guessing…it does look like a roulette wheel as well…

Smith College Museum of Ancient Inventions: Aztec Calendar Wheels

Could be holes in the bottom of a bucket…

could be some primitive clock, could be a derivation of an abacus, and I think the Aztec clock is an enmeshment of the two as well…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Brazier ~ clock maker…update 3

I tend to agree with physicists…

…that time does not really exist, it is the idea of time that is real and that has been used to mark events like the rising and setting of the sun.  Aging is a matter of our environment, diet and biology it has nothing to do with time, as in time does not age us, we age ourselves with poor diet or overeating,etc.   We die at specific times because we have been primed by our environment and those paranoids who wish to control people and populations, not because time has told us to die.

Smith College Museum of Ancient Inventions: Aztec Calendar Wheels

Smith College Museum of Ancient Inventions: Aztec Calendar Wheels

Brazier ~ clock maker…update 3

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Bunyan ~ Haran…

using a brazing rod and heavy gage wire, brazing rod was used to create the marks for each hour…could have taken this a step further with wire running through center and putting a minute and second hand on face…

Update:  I have not placed these dots in a particular alignment but I suspect there is one…

3D design of clock 1973

Bunyan ~ Haran…

…Going back to Harlan – Emmy Lou Harris – going back to Haran for something…

Thomas earning a living as a chapman but he may also have been a brazier - one who made and/or mended kettles and pots. Bunyan wrote of his

John Bunyan - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

My father did this on occasion…

Like his father, John chose a job 'on the road', by adopting the trade of tinker. This was a semi-skilled occupation. Few people could afford to purchase new pots when old ones became holed, so they were mended time and time again. The arrival of a tinker was therefore often a welcome sight, although the semi-nomadic nature of their life led to tinkers being regarded by some in the same poor light as gypsies.

John Bunyan - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Two Feathers…update 4

Bugs Bunny ~ Gus B. Bunyan – John Bunyan, English writer

Two Feathers - Bunyan – Kali – Castenada…

Bunyan is how we became Episcopalian…John Henry Gibbs

Re: Feathers…

Two Feathers, an Indian…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Feathers??????????updated

WWI could be related to previous war on North American soil, water towers could be mountains in some western location…

Feathers??????????updated

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Yazd, Iran - Google Maps

Many hands, can do many things.   Three seers here, Native American, Hindu and Peruvian…

dead tree img

Kali- Hindu Goddess – Becker practiced Hindu.  I forgot about this.   The Eastern Indian must have been mistaken for an American Indian.

Copy of tree in woman's head

?????????????

Indian dead tree mate

Saturday, July 30, 2011

We All Sleep Alone…

We All Sleep Alone Video | Cher | Contactmusic.com

Well, Cher, I don’t know, I wouldn’t mind shaken up in a pine box with someone!

And if that isn’t enough to get someone’s attention…updated

…think of all that hard earned intellectual work educators, students and historians do, only to have it crapped up with the television which they don’t bother to sort out when they are cleaning and if they did it would be like looking for a needle in a haystack, to say the least.  You can see the drudgery that has been created that I have to weed through to get at the history plaguing us all.

There was something to be said for the times when wives did stay at home and kept diaries of the families lives.  I suspect this was the struggle between Woolf and her husband.

Involuntary servitude…UPDATED

…promoted by subliminal messages from television promoting the advertising of various products, messages that are frequently no longer hidden from one’s immediate view but are worded and presented in a way so as to get the viewer to buy the product.   Seduction is still frequently used, I can’t help but think of the chocolate advertisement which uses strawberries, melted chocolate and a seductive female voice to lure you into buying their product.   Voices that appeal to children are used.   This is the subliminal technology of today.

Now what happens when we really begin to educate people about themselves. We get a big reduction in crime. Oh boy, yippee! But wait. What happens when we get that big reduction in crime? Oh no, not that! Yes I'm afraid so. The prison budget goes down. In NC in 1997, the State received $30,000 for every person that walked through the gates of a prison. This is another standard that could use some readjustment. With this increase in knowledge we would also get fewer people sitting in counselors and psychiatrists offices.

Kay's Commentary

Several years ago (I rarely view TV now and I stopped watching the news) in an effort to improve my reality I started viewing more educational television.   I thought viewing Super Volcano might be helpful.  Later I found myself making an Amazon shopping list for disaster products.  This is just an example of the effect it can have on the human mind and of course it is important to be disaster prepared.   I haven’t purchased these products because my most immediate concern for my survival is FOOD which costs a considerable amount of money.   I could have died from starvation but I would have a locker full of disaster equipment that would probably never be used and in the end someone else has the benefit of my hard work on combing through pages of products to find just the right equipment to buy AND MY BRAIN IS THE ONE FILLED WITH ALL THE IMAGES OF ALL THIS EQUIPMENT AND I AM THE ONE WHO HAS TO TAKE THE DRUGS TO BLOCK THE CREATION OF THESE IMAGES.  THIS IS INVOLUNTARY SERVITUDE.  THIS IS HOW THE HUMAN MIND IS MANIPULATED FOR THE BENEFIT OF OTHERS.

Conflict…

Claudia Draper the prostitute and Claudia Draper the Psychiatrist.   Does this infer that a woman who has been raped cannot be a psychiatrist?   It infers that a woman who continues to act out her own molestation trauma cannot be a psychiatrist.   If she knew anything about psychoanalysis or psychiatry at all, she probably would not be acting out.  

When did Draper make a willful choice to be a prostitute rather than do something else?   She clearly stated she was doing what she had been “taught” to do.  What if she had had treatment?   It is clear to me Hollywood has no belief in healing or change, nor do many parents.  Continuing to act out is a way of life in Hollywood that is what they do, in the real world it can get you locked up, as is portrayed frequently in films by Hollywood where prostitutes get locked up as was Draper in the beginning. 

Kay's Commentary: Derealization and Psycho-Drama…

Friday, July 29, 2011

Show me where these people have been charged with Capital Crimes…

…and punished??????????????????????????????????????

Unethical human experimentation in the United States - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

These people get away with murder…

I get locked up and practically called criminally insane for trespassing.  That’s like the pot calling the kettle black in my book.  Passing the buck.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Deceit, murder, gross manipulation of human lives…

The man in the image for this company struck me as looking like Gacy…

I have never been instructed to take AgCl for any reason

Ansel Adams???

I had a blood test shortly after that…updated

It came from PB – GVC

I still have the product.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Silver and chalk…”Don’t tell anyone about this”, ”I say nothing”.

Silver and chalk…”Don’t tell anyone about this”, ”I say nothing” - updated

Johann Heinrich Schulze - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Hogan’s Heroes.  This is the stuff I think was in my tryptophan I recently purchased…making me pay for having a film camera?

I left some in a glass and had it in some water with other dishes and the water turned pitch black.   I didn’t get a photo and dumped the water.   It was after dumping the water that I realized something I had consumed was contaminated with something.  The tryptophan was the latest purchase I had made and I often mixed it with Pea Protein and it was the glass with a little pea protein that had also tuned black.

Photographer taking portrait photos of people, getting lifted…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Connection to Britain – March 20, 1999…

1899????????????

Connection to Britain – March 20, 1999…

journal entry March 20, 1999

…”I do know it is possible”.

Mary Jane might have been Albrecht Durer’s other half…

…and how he came to document the Lyell Fork…

Re: Rape and murder…

…raped and murdered woman, then ended up in psychiatric hospital for something else and dissociated his guilt, because he knew he would not survive without his homocidal state of mind?   Or the real killer committed suicide and the murder was acted out by others.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Journal Entry…updated

Journal Entry…updated

…”he raped and murdered a woman, then went to the hospital where my father became enmeshed with it and committed suicide. 

Split off part of the original…

The body was dragged to the place where it was discovered.

My mother has been hospitalized…

…she has developed a tear in her heart valve.  Please stop engaging her in this dialoguing.

Other Berol set…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Berol pencils and Berol Turquoise…

Berol pencil set

Flave Spencer ~ Flave Gibbs ~ Gibbs Store to Spencer Store…

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I had not seen nor even heard of The Mosquito Coast Film at this time…updated

…for obvious reasons.

The man with the deep set eyes sounds like DW Gibbs to me.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Journal entry 10-07-1997 pgs 1&2 – 11-01-1997…

Journal entry 10-07-1997 pgs 1&2 – 11-01-1997…

Dream Journal 10-07-1997

dream journal entry pg 2 10-07-1997

Entry 11-01-1997

dream journal entry 11-01-1997

Berol pencils and Berol Turquoise…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: I made a point of looking for and buying Beryl or Berol sketching pencils…

my sister purchased a turquoise ring sometime in the 70’s.

berol pencils

Dream Journal Entry 1997…

Dream jounral entry 10-3-1997

I made a point of looking for and buying Beryl or Berol sketching pencils…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Burrell Avenue Idaho…Amanda…

Intro into journal before getting computer…

Someone must have been interpreting some piece of writing maybe????

intro in journal

Burrell Avenue Idaho…Amanda…

burrell Idaho

Cassini ~ Paul – Saul…

blinded by staring at the sun, Egyptian RA, trying to map sun possibly…

Karnak ~ Conrac – must know this I’m sure…

Karnak - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Jolie…?

Loggins and Messina (like them) ~ loggers (in America wearing Messines)…Peter Gibbs and others…updated

~ Mezzanine ~ opera, Vivaldi (my favorite)…

Strait of Messina - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I clearly recall my mother stating that she loved pomegranates…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Buying valerian and hops???

Buying valerian and hops???

Temple excavations at Luxor discovered a "porch of drunkenness" built onto the temple by the pharaoh Hatshepsut, during the height of her twenty year reign. In a later myth developed around the annual drunken Sekhmet festival, Ra, by then the sun god of Upper Egypt, created her from a fiery eye gained from his mother, to destroy mortals who conspired against him (Lower Egypt). In the myth, Sekhmet's blood-lust was not quelled at the end of battle and led to her destroying almost all of humanity, so Ra had tricked her by turning the Nile as red as blood (the Nile turns red every year when filled with silt during inundation) so that Sekhmet would drink it. The trick, however, was that the red liquid was not blood, but beer mixed with pomegranate juice so that it resembled blood, making her so drunk that she gave up slaughter and became an aspect of the gentle Hathor. The complex interweaving of deities occurred over the thousands of years of the culture.

Karnak - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

What about King Solomon?

Partin could have been mixed up in this Pompeian history as well…

The Elephant Man would be related to the Rubicon war that happened…updated

…before the destruction of Pompeii.   Seals and Croft song I related to might be related to this, East of Ginger Trees and others.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Re: Partin - In 1995, I stopped by the NCSU track…

I was buying herbs (valerian (smells like dirty socks to me) and hops) and purchased some lithium carbonate (could be the first attempts at creating a battery or something, a metallurgist) and things like that.   Much of this smacks of Egypt to me as well, Egyptian mining. 

Is Hermecia Roman or Greek?  

Re: Partin (Blakes?) - In 1995, I stopped by the NCSU track…

…got out of my car and ran up and down the stone steps several times for exercise.    In 1990 I had actually run around the track at ECU, this was just before drawing what I see now as a pyroclastic cloud.  I have never been one to keep up with volcanoes, but since that time I learned that Mt. St. Helen erupted in the 80’s.  After that we had a harsh winter in our State which I photographed but someone stole my pictures, 200 photos probably.

This could be psychic memories of Vesuvius or that was my first thoughts and it could be someone who was connected to the people who lost their lives, via trade relations.

Update:   The island of Sardinia or Corsica (I ate a lot of sardines) came up several times during that time.  I think this was also the demise of the Egyptians.   The fishing and traveling habits of my relatives seems to fit this history as well, once traveling to South America that could easily relate to traveling to Sicily.  I feel sure the two girls I photographed are related.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Thirteenth Amendment to the United States Constitution - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Thirteenth Amendment to the United States Constitution - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

servitude to another’s secrets without being dutifully employed nor compensated to do so.  As far as I am concerned that is involuntary servitude.

Autism and rocking…

…acting out rocking in the rocking chair…swaying the baby in one’s arms, swinging in a swing.

Escher ~ Durer?????

I haven’t figured out what cyberspace is being used for…

I’ve found more garbage information on it than intelligence.

I was reading a site which stated the earth was formed from gasses and dust…

…which is likely how the Sun was created in this galaxy.  I have had those erroneous ideas in my brain for decades and I finally gave them some attention.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?

The parts of this house resemble the Presbyterian Rectory and Sunday School building I attended in the 50’s and early 60’s.

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The tree with the vine looking limbs is across the street if I remember correctly.

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I liken this MC Escher drawing to what the Earth…

http://www.mcescher.com/Gallery/back-bmp/LW365.jpg

…might have once appeared as it was spewed from the sun millions of years ago, probably not as triangular as his drawing.  As the atmosphere and weather wore down its mountains they filled its valleys, these conditions created what we see now as a round ball.   I personally think it was a huge mass of hot material, what we call the earth’s core, that was blown out from the sun and started to spin then cool, collecting dust during this cooling period, that created the earth’s mantle, upper mantle, and crust.   This seems most logical to me, as opposed to being a gas and may have once appeared like Mars during it’s evolution.

Coming from dust is likely to refer to old ideas about the human body, “from dust we came and to dust we return”, which is erroneous as well.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

My sister’s new house…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Did you notice this octagon window M and A?????

Mary Ann's 2010 snow

cambridge ave menlo park CA

Washinton 129 …

 44292 wash 129 Washington St

where house used to be PITT PHOTOS BERLIN WALL

dead tree

Did you notice this octagon window M and A?????

cambridge ave menlo park CA

My sister’s old house below, an addition was added and the window installed, about 1996 – 1997…

my sister's old house

Where McGowan house used to be…

where McGowan house used to be

Where our house used to be…notice the posts????

where house used to be

Looks like the McGowan house in Hyde County, NC

…they used to live directly across the street from us in Engelhard then they moved to a house that looked like this one…still on 264.

house on US 129  WA

I had to do some acrobatics to find this connection…this house did have a front porch like the one above.  It was altered.

McGowan house

I found this big white, Victorian type house somewhere between…

…Anatone and Lewiston.  Had a fence and a street grate covering the entrance.  Cannot find it now, did not take a photo.   There was a flagpole at the entrance.   There was an abandoned house and small building just before getting to it.

I found the same kind of grate about Nari.

Could have been before Anatone I just can’t find it now.

field tracks 1

Another pond…

pond Wash state 129

Saw these eyes at BR’s yesterday, chalk board…

tehran

Had the same house dream again…

…a recurring dream, found a house in Washington State big house could be it…

Yazd, Iran - Google Maps

Yazd, Iran - Google Maps

Amirchakhmaq?

dead tree img

?????????????

shittim cave

Ceiling to door…like old outhouses, my Aunt and Uncle had one into the 70’s…

Ceiling to door

Uyghur people…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Algongo ~ Congo ~ La Congo…Iroquois

Old Operating Theater ~ Herb galley ~ tuzigoot ~ Ark??????updated

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: McPhail – Bermuda ~ made urb ~ herb grower or apothecary ~ Laphiz ~ Lafayettes – The French ~ yettes…

The shittim was picked up, why it has not been found, reused for something?  Put shittim on the walls?????

McPhail – Bermuda ~ made urb ~ herb grower or apothecary ~ Laphiz ~ Lafayettes – The French ~ yettes…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Zilpah ~ Hazlip ~ Phailz ~ McPhail ~ Ina P. McPhail ~ Annie P. McPhail…updated

I have had periods of pains in my left arm…

…as far as I know and have been tested I have not had a heart attack.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Algongo ~ Congo ~ La Congo…Iroquois

Algongo ~ Congo ~ La Congo…Iroquois

Iroquois ~ I so, U Qori ~ Isis ?????   So I uqoro – Uraguay?   Urnal ~ Ulnar vein thrombosis

I took a liking to Inglehoffer mustard…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Goelet ~ O.T. Eagles ~ Eggels ~ Eggelhoff…updated

Partin ~ In Trap…

I recollect several films about someone having their foot caught in a bear trap…

Goelet ~ O.T. Eagles ~ Eggels ~ Eggelhoff…updated

…there is a family of Eagles in Hyde…

Bermuda ~ Greenland, Europe, USA triangle…?

Bermuda ~ Urb Made ~ Made urb…apothecary…

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

It was in the book of Jeremiah I think, where I found the scripture…

…that read something like, the word was God [Gad} and the word was with God.

Margaret and Isabella [of Bavaria?]~ Jeremiah – The Pharaoh?  Was Jeremiah possessed of the pharaoh.

william Buffaloe

There is the name Bartree listed in In Memory Of…

My first dose of paregoric, today July 25, 1955…

Zilpah ~ Hazlip ~ Phailz ~ McPhail ~ Ina P. McPhail ~ Annie P. McPhail…updated

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Hazlip ~ Haislip?

Dr. McPhail is the one who administered my father the cortisone.  Again, Synchronicity?

Hazlip ~ Haislip?

hazlip

Cousins?

Fields Spring State Park, WA – Fields Scarborough and Elizabeth Spring…

Scarborough was a fellow art student at Pitt Community College from Nags Head, NC and Elizabeth is a high school classmate, parts of a whole???????

One thing I am clear about now is our earliest US prisons are mixed up with…

…Hollowell and Millbank ~ Holywell  Sreet…

After the Tea Party people flooded the country who probably had been in prison at one of the two, changing their names.

Sorry that was Murrow not Morrow…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: There is a Morrow buried in Hyde…

that would be last name.  There is a Morrow, first or middle name got to find it.

Washington ~ Waha ~ Kinnewaha…?

I did buy a telescope. Considered using one for bird watching…updated

…or deer hunting?   Maybe that’s why the deer have shown up around Camelot and Sunstone where I walk to get to Whole Foods.

I am guessing this is the connection I had in 1995 while driving home from Washington, NC.   It was late and I saw a field full of deer off to my left.  There was a low lying fog and it was just a beautiful site to see, only wish I had had a camera at the time.

Binoculars looking south?

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Is it possible that this tree in the Google maps photo represents the levels…

I have been binocular shopping over the past few years.

There is a Morrow buried in Hyde…

…Morrow, Idaho.

San Antoine ~ Anatone…

Who is the Indian woman?

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Is it possible that this tree in the Google maps photo represents the levels…

e spring

H, I am not interested in your state of playing here capiche!

I certainly haven’t been there, I didn’t plant the tree there and I, while quite suspicious of its authenticity, have trusted that these maps are authentic and as accurate as possible.

I don’t think the American public would appreciate being shown a fraudulent story and neither am I.

Is it possible this tree in the Google maps photo represents the levels…

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Dead Tree

…of soil which have eroded and shifted covering the base of the tree.  I noticed in the photo that most of the trees look like young saplings but I don’t know if they were planted there after some fire.  There seems to be no evidence of a fire but there could be decades of new growth that has covered the usual signs of it.   How old would the highway be? 

Is this how they (the mountains) possibly used to look?

dead tree img

dead tree

Incoming…

“must get that gd bitch out of it before they find us out”.

Already found you out.

Incoming…

“I swear to god you’re a dumbass”.

Trying to make me dumb, ay?  I can hear you and your little comments.   Gone like dust in the wind.   He who plants negative eats negative.  It’s gone right into the one who put it here.

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Dead Tree

What's In Your Brain? What's In Your Mind?: Dead Tree

dead tree

dead tree img

Not that I underestimate my country’s security…

but going through this stuff is a real task.  I keep thinking there needs to be a data base of names, with crimes, illnesses, accidents and whatever other pertinent data could be collected so that these things could be better monitored.

Burr - Gibbs connection

William Tooley Burr

Henry Tooley Gibbs

Monday, July 25, 2011

So you see what we’ve been mixed up in since the Civil War…

Berry ~ Burrus…

Burrus Berry

Merritt Williams from whom I purchased my “blue”…

…Plymouth Belvedere, 1964, comes as close to looking like BF Skinner as anyone I have met to date aside from the man’s direct kin.

This must have prompted my writings on Mental Health being the “meat market” for the mind.  The selling of souls.

There is an Oscar Merritt Burrus listed.   It seems Virginia Dare Burrus made her way to Massachusetts and back to Hyde again.

The front end was torn up ~ frontal lobes ~ frontal lobe seizures maybe from brain damage…Phinehas ~ Phineas Gage?

Copy of Image6

Dieded ~ Didie Mann…

Burrhus ~ hubris…

Skinner – Watson connection…

Skinner - Watson

George Ann Gibbs – there is another also…

George Ann Gibbs

Buffalo Bill – William H. Buffaloe

Buffalo Bill - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

American Indian?

william Buffaloe

????????????????????

e spring

A few days ago…

I saw someone grab a brief case, put on a coat and walk out a door, walk to an elevator and get in…

The Clearing?

Chase…

soloman chase Gibbs

I have been seeing two people boxing…

…like acting, or goofing off.   I saw someone writing on a piece of paper and another person putting it in his back pocket.

There were some Butts in Hyde County for a short time…

Robert Butts contributed

Jane Roberts - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Cassius Gibbs and Liston McKinney?…

I was involved in an episode in elementary school that might be a re-enactment of this fight…

Bobby Penn and Billy Carver had a fight over me.  It started in the coat closet in the class room and ended up at the foot of the stairs.   I had been in a school play with Penn.

It might be a girl named Mollie…

Adams – Durer images I put together…

Copy of LYELL FORK DURER POND