What's In Kay's Mind?: Adrian Stephen – I slept with Leslie Stephen ~ Julia Stephen ~ Julia Cox..
The photos below are from within a 7 mile radius of the post office…my family was lifted into a lot of this and earlier history…
Julia Cox lived in the Post Office upstairs – I slept on the floor of the Five Points Post Office in Raleigh In 1994 – Julia’s husband slept on a cot in the post office…came from New York
http://www.hulu.com/watch/182402/one-step-beyond-the-image-of-death
Albert Fish…Sweet Melissa…missing girl…
What's In Kay's Mind?: I think this is the primitive animal instinct in certain species…update 4
…reading writing, thinking and wondering.
As I wrote certain species whose instincts are to rip into the flesh of another have sublimated this tendency into ripping into the minds and thoughts of another, probably driven by desire. I think philosophers danced all around this reality in their earliest days. From animals evolving, desiring to be human probably because humans seemed to have a nack for easily acquiring food, devouring thoughts that have nothing to do with the body’s or brain’s evolution. In this pursuit they fail to enjoy being themselves or living their own lives.
It must have been Leonard’s feminine that killed Virginia Woolf, maybe Woolf was depressed at the discovery of his own nature.
No it was the removal of his projections that reawakened her childhood despair and the history that was plaguing the people of that time, like the Ripper murders.
…They look like some of my grandmother’s people…Her mother was a Jones – Elvira Jones, married to James Mathias Blake.
…and Chomsky and Ulrich look like halves of Jeanne III also…
Some William Oriental Jones maybe…
Oriental - does this mean he had Asian origins – King William – asian origins – Gibbon?
Japanese Macaque…Greek?
…looks like my cousin Clara Faye…
He was also pale but with a big robust physique, large round head, small slightly turned up nose. Loud speaking because he was around lots of farm equipment. My aunt was also pale of skin but very short and petite in build. Not at all fat or overweight. Blond hair. My Uncle Charlie had blond hair and his daughter has blond hair.
My Uncle Sam Gibbs looked like him a bit but he his skin was reddish, he was tall and robust like Plant.
Kay's Commentary: Still digesting what I have discovered here…revised
…others can put things in and take things out. The television teaches you to project. If you keep off the television and music and novels you won’t have anything to clean. Capiche?
The Watchtower kind of strikes me as that Baggage Buster ~ Calvinists
(The way by josemaria escriva: st josemaria escriva quotes | st josemaria escriva path to holiness)
De Caprio looks like the younger Escriva…
We used to get these papers called The Way, that were supposedly from Jehovah’s Witnesses, they must have been posing as Jehovah’s Witnesses.
I did not like the JW’s fatalistic outlook. It frightened me so I stopped reading their Watchtower magazines. My mother told them to stop coming to the house.
Whenever the Jehovah’s Witnesses came around they were always in groups. It was in Chesapeake that my father went blind and we had encountered them shortly before that with their magazines in the neighborhood. One of them in particular looked like my cousin Zuma Gray Swindell, this name may belong to one of them as Zuma was trying to keep the children out of the enmeshment. Now I don’t know Zuma’s real name if that is the case. Zuma was not black she was very pale, Cro Magnon evolution as opposed to that like my Uncle Jodie who resembled the Neanderthal.
My father was like a combination of the two. None of his family were obese, nor my mother’s family were obese. Mr. and Mrs, Will Gibbs ~ White or Hall, were obese and some of the cafeteria workers were obese.
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,,,and could be why I set the fire in 1964.
The barn scene in this film is similar to what happened to me in the shed although I was not raped.
I wonder who the poor soul was who was the victim of God’s evil, Satan ~ Nathas ~ Mathis??????
Originally posted Sunday November, 6, 2011.
Musical Hypnosis: Sound and Selfhood from Mesmerism to Brainwashing
Why should I waste my time loving to do something that is never going to benefit me in the real world? I no longer love the music I used to listen to. It has never loved me and has only caused me distress and unhappiness. It is truly destructive to the health of my brain and mind and I profit nothing by listening to it. I no longer have need of it in pursuit of my goals and desires. Maybe in the future I can resume listening to something more helpful and relaxing. For now I must avoid it as much as possible.
I no longer love Jesus. He has only served to turn me into a container for the ills of others for which I am unable to handle and he has never protected my life. Other, living breathing humans beings have helped me and have tried to help me, the idea of God and Jesus were nothing more than tricks for others to get what they want from those who believe in it. It is a form of mind control.
…this was suppose to be part of my mind programming but after reading this I don’t know where this might have come from.
…there must have been some association that went awry.
What's In Kay's Mind?: I think this is the primitive animal instinct in certain species…update 4
…we can’t gain awareness or be conscious of our errors unless we are shown them. For some talking about them is enough for others it is not. To feel rage and entertain thoughts of doing violence are one thing. To be shown that rage and violence is quite another, incredibly shocking and disturbing, as in The Gift, picture that violence perpetrated on a child.
Films can and do help us but careless viewing does not and we have to be considerate of those to whom we are connected.
Thanatos, which seeks to terminate and disintegrate life.
Melanie Klein - Psychology Wiki
…that gets turned in on the self without any understanding of its real origins. I think disintegrate is of course a 19th century term used to describe the primitive animal instincts from which we have long distanced ourselves. It is more like to rip into and devour the parts…
Why the female development has lagged behind man’s. I can’t help but think of the Egyptians and trepanning and now they’ve discovered a mummy with a severed arm.
Kay's Commentary: Neurolinguistic Programming, a case of helping or hurting…updated
…especially if attachments are already weak or disordered. When I wrote this I completely neglected this aspect of it’s influence only because I had no clear recollection of having seen it personally, but did recognize parts of the film that were employed in later films I did see.
One who would be naturally drawn to the woman in green might unconsciously desire to sherk (Shrek) her in the mind by projecting or dissociating that part of the self onto another. Then she might be drawn to Watson or Holmes himself as he has been made the “savior” in the film. With no other female in the film to counter the woman in green’s dastardliness and apparent self loathing at the end of the film, young women are left in conflict, trapped so to speak. Of course this was remedied in later films as women began to complain and speak out about such personifications.
Musical Hypnosis: Sound and Selfhood from Mesmerism to Brainwashing
…and of course as they stated they have their cultural differences as well.
What's In Kay's Mind?: Saltpetre ~ glycine ~ Salpetriere ~ melatonin…
…would the side effects of this be sleeplessness?
Musical Hypnosis: Sound and Selfhood from Mesmerism to Brainwashing
…of idolatry and its use even by religion. One could be said to be mesmerized and even brainwashed by Jesus and his purported feats whether they be real or not. Again neurolinguistics grabs hold of the human brain. So it is with the music idol, political idols, fashion idols, film idols, etc. Symbolism through art has its powers over human brain as well.
…actually the period of history from which mu ancestors came was far saner than the present.
What's In Kay's Mind?: Saltpetre ~ glycine ~ Salpetriere ~ melatonin…
…and dividing the spirit so one is “left in the dark” so to speak. All things have not been previously discovered.
What's In Kay's Mind?: Because glycine is mainly neuro-inhibitory…revised
…there may be some confusion with saltpeter and something going on at the Salpetriere regarding the inhibition of sexual activity. The pineal had long been discovered and was likely being studied. Was this when they actually discovered melatonin and its activity that may have been the actual cure for some forms of hysteria which led to other neuroleptics?
This also has a relationship to people of the night, the so called succubus and incubus, who robbed the mind in more modern language, writers and artists who are sometimes the objects of the night time projections of others. Did Archimedes really discover displacement of water by the presence of his body or was he merely the object on which the discovery was projected possibly by someone possessed of another from an earlier period in history?
Did he himself displace this knowledge from another by his presence as some sort of an authority and his “eureka” was really nothing more than his own experience of an earlier or someone else’s discovery? Just as I have surmised above that the melatonin might have been studied at the Salpetriere but was never made public or was it simply the result of mixed up history? Was a lack of appetite the result which caused numerous deaths?
Henry Lane Gibbs looks like Henry IV…I met Jean in 1979 ~ 1676????
Not writing about this so anyone is free to go at it, although I have firsthand knowledge of it…
Bettelheim wrote about it from a different prospective.
William Blake is like the eternal child I think…he was curious about his whife’s illiteracy…?????
…then try to hide by projecting it or enmeshing it with others. From the day the war started my father was never without employment until he lost his vision in 1964, you would be hard pressed to find a single lazy Gibbs in our family, and that goes for my mother’s family as well and you can’t very well get a job if there aren’t any to be had. So you don’t really want to go there with me about it, you might get your head torn up.
If your children had not been trying to rip me off I would have gotten educated. You play you pay. So you can raise hell with some else because that mind didn’t get educated.
…but he certainly plays an excellent mental patient.
“You’ve gotten something for your damned money, it’s been cleaned up, though it was not my intention but rather the result of your imprisonment of me.
All you novel readers and movie goers got your messed cleaned up now you want to complain about it. Not to mention the fact that it started before I even got out of my diapers and before I was ever put on disability and while I was trying to maintain employment. You sure as hell aren’t paying me to educate your ass though you’re sure as hell getting it. Best clam up before I trash it.
…found some George Jones which I think have been a problem.
Life Turned Her
Don’t Stop The Music
He Stopped Loving Her Today
http://shm.oxfordjournals.org/content/early/2011/10/05/shm.hkr143.full.pdf+html
What's In Kay's Mind?: I drank some Lychee tea and few years ago…
…this could be the ones who made Woman in the Dunes…a symbolic film about poverty I think…
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…I am sure this is where some of my thinking came from. My aunt and uncle apparently did view quite a bit of TV along with a lot of other people I know.
…were you in the Drama department the day I walked into the office at ECU?????????
The glycine might have created some of the physical problems and might have also revealed the content of the mind.
…unless it is used to form creatine. Then it helps ATP create energy. As a neuro-inhibitor it could quiet or inhibit the limbic system as well as the NMDA receptors in the the brain so that one can discover the content of the mind. This is what I have discovered about glycine and also melatonin which seems to be localized in the limbic region rather than the cortex although it feels like at high enough doses it could affect that part of the brain.
Bibliography
Kay F. Gibbs – knowledge obtained by the ingestion of glycine as an amino acid supplement for the past 7 years.
Vitamins and Health Supplement Guide
Metabolism – Carole Coffee
Biochemistry, 2nd ed – Moan, Scrimgeour, Horton, Ochs and Rawn.
Physiology, The Mechanisms of Body Function – Vander, Sherman and Luciano
