Monday, January 30, 2012

Incoming…

“Graft in my stuff”.

You are wrong about that.  I bet I can connect Dr. Paula Clark to some of this graft.  Her tactics in NCCIW contributed to ruining my most basic structure.   They are taking their anger out on prisoners and using them to clean up their dirty laundry.   That is a fact.

Someone’s trying to hack my google passcode, I hear them…

I have no recollection of being transported to NCCIW…I remember waiting in the holding pen after getting there…

What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: Resonator, prison, Jamie in Bionic Woman ~ From The Beyond…

Resonator, prison, Jamie in Bionic Woman ~ From The Beyond…

…I was taking dilantin, depakote (caused me to pop off), then they sent me to NCCIW where they tried to give me lithium and xanax…then I took more depakote in 1999…my hair started falling out a year or so later.  I had taken half a valium before I got to the prison the sheriff didn’t know I had.

In 1990-91 I was given mellaril, doxepin and buspar, then placed in front of an industrial fan about 3-36 inches wide…

I am thinking I am connected to someone who has been in prison before, I just feel this for sure…it was like going through the motions for some of it…

During one of their inspections I was barking like a dog – the scene in Girl Interrupted reminded me of it.

Dreamcatcher film…

Soon after a rumour spread that the Jews had drowned a Christian and used contaminated water to poison the towns wells.

Worms massacre (1096) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This looks like Speer’s architectural model…

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b9/Aerial_photograph_of_Potsdam.jpg

These are the parts I was beginning to discover in my sketches in college.  I got rid of them as I didn’t think they were anything worth keeping.   I didn’t have a clue that I was even mixed up in anything from Germany, I am still not sure of.  It is likely someone saw these images.

speer's germany

Weston to Asotin or Anatone…

Or someone had two tickets to Paradise…Was someone hiking and got caught in the fallout from Mt. St. Helen’s?

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Incoming…

“That stuff’s hokey”…

Each to his own thoughts about it.

I’ve been acting out some of this too…

Libeled Lady (1936) -- (Movie Clip) Stay Here And Look Married

This scene is familiar…

Roman Spring Of Mrs. Stone, The (1961) -- (Movie Clip) Is It So Bad To Drift?

fist clinching…

Thoreau MacDonald – this might be the connection to the tree stump I found on 44292 St. Road Washington State… update 3

Thoreau MacDonald - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This might be the connection to the tree stump I found on State Road 44292, Washington State…and Helen’s (Helen Tucker Spear from Edenton, NC) woman with a tree coming out of her head…Kay’s father was also color blind…before he lost his site.

She probably thought it was an Indian but I had worn a red bandana in the 70’s, which is in a photo of Alex and I on the Chesapeake Bay fishing… some of it probably from watching the Lone Ranger, and Daniel Boone.

This would be how I saw the pyroclastic cloud in 1990 while in psychology class…I visited McDonalds frequently when shopping at Walmart, I guess they took it back.

I drew the dead tree in 1998 or early 1999 while staying with a friend.  The decaying tree was on the bike path here in Chapel Hill.

kay bandanas   dead tree img         decaying tree dead tree

Jean-Paul Marat ~ Gannibal…?

Jean-Paul Marat - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

He looks like the subject in the painting, Death of Marat…Painted Lady film…updated

Henry David Thoreau - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

jailed for failing to pay taxes – this has happened to my mother’s second husband…

He had his photo taken in a chair similar to John Merrick from Durham, NC

What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: My grandfather looks a little like Helmholtz…

one of his descendants married a Muir – John Muir?

My grandfather looks a little like Helmholtz…

What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: The Resonator and my Fountain prison experience ~ synchronicity?

Voltaire ~ Kendall ~ Moore…

File:Voltaire-Baquoy.gif - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

GI Jane …updated

my neighbor Debra Yoder was kicked in her privates by Keith? – I later knocked him down while playing tag football.   We duked it out in the Nelson’s yard with boxing gloves (could be Gibbs and McKinney) at which time he slammed his glove into my chest.  I then threw down my glove and walked off.  This is how I have viewed men and the justice system in this country.

There was rock throwing going on between the Yoders and my brother and sister and I.  I think we had become enmeshed with Keith by that time.

Did this enable Gibbs to read his thoughts?

What's In Kay's Mind - Connecting The Dots: The Resonator and my Fountain prison experience ~ synchronicity?

…it seems likely.  Was it Helmholtz?

I think Moore’s got it…

File:Demi Moore 2010 Time 100 Shankbone.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Kay Kendall - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Kay Kendall - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Saxon ~ Saxon, John – I liked his acting and films…

Saxon Hall

The Catcher in the Rye - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…someone must have liked his books.

The Resonator and my Fountain prison experience ~ synchronicity?

That thing was making me pop off like crazy…I got so infuriated I just shut down at one point.

I had taken a lot of drugs so it didn’t really seem like it was hyping up my brain too much.   I’m sure there were writers connected to us, now. 

I at first related this all to aerospace training but after learning about the resonator I don’t know.   And I also think I am mixed up possibly with a German who my Uncle and my grandfather before him was enmeshed with during and since WWI.

Jail for walking down the road intoxicated

sent to prison for 8 months

sent to Jail for 6 months

sent to prison for 4 months – this imprisonment was the one in which the cement factory was adjacent to the prison about 500 yards away.   This seems connected to Josiah Gibbs and Helmholtz…

Charles, the Vet, looked a bit like Jolie in the film Girl Interrupted…

What's In Kay's Mind?: The Woman in Green also likely gave rise to many cases of drug abuse…update 3

The Woman in Green also likely gave rise to many cases of drug abuse…update 3

Neurolinguistic Programming: Neuro-Linguistic Programming, A case of helping or hurting – See update below before images…

…people injecting themselves with cocaine and heroin or both.  In the film TWIG gives Holmes a sedative to make him more susceptible to hypnotic suggestion.   Holmes then takes a pill himself to counter the effects of her drug.   This is clearly what drug abusers are or have been acting out.  I was with a Desert Storm Veteran in 1994 who was doing this and I witnessed it for myself.  He had been to the hospital waiting for his service connected disability check he had sent to the hospital.   As soon as he got it he took off, bought the drugs and then returned with the drugs.   The VA had put me up in a hotel room across from the hospital.  I ran into him and he needed a place so I offered to let him stay until he got his money.  I was looking at the TV a little that night.   He left after a few hours came back and the went to get his check.  It is obvious his mother or girlfriend had been likely watching this film which caused his same acting out problem as mine.  I witnessed him injecting heroin in one arm and cocaine in the other.

This is how some films contaminate and infect both parts of the personality with these kinds of ideas.   In Girl Interrupted in a very dramatic scene, Lisa is about to kill herself with a needle and is interrupted by Georgina who tells her not to hurt herself with the needle she then drops to the floor.   I have seen no similar films with a male subject though I suspect they are out there.

I was in jail in Pitt County, NC with many women who were addicted to crack, cocaine and heroin.

Rumored or not this sounds like an attempt at killing Jesus – the Temple Priests – they didn’t want to be saved…

Soon after a rumour spread that the Jews had drowned a Christian and used contaminated water to poison the towns wells.

Worms massacre (1096) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…this thinking, not wanting to be saved from sin, likely brought about their destruction, it is what made them wealthy in Germany, which became an issue.

Nancy Phillips read The Third Reich in its entirety…

Who is to say Hitler wasn’t the subject of such a transmission, a hypnotic transmission…

On March 25, 1925, Scottish inventor John Logie Baird gave the first public demonstration of televised silhouette images in motion, at Selfridge's Department Store in London.[7] AT&T's Bell Telephone Laboratories transmitted halftone still images of transparencies in May 1925. On June 13 of that year, Charles Francis Jenkins transmitted the silhouette image of a toy windmill in motion, over a distance of five miles from a naval radio station in Maryland to his laboratory in Washington, using a lensed disk scanner with a 48-line resolution.[8][9]

History of television - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…or was simply hypnotized by the transmission itself – this seems related to Vicary’s experimentation at the movie theater.   What theater?   A WWII War Theater?

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Resemblance – T Woman In Green – female character’s hairstyle resembles Merrick’s deformity…

QVic and Merrick

Vladimir Lenin loved the Jews…

I discovered this while reading about the Bolshevik Revolution.  It was more because of what they were doing.

What's In Kay's Mind?: Another possibility…update

 Prisoner mini series

dream image 01-12-12  dream image 01-12-12

 5416 Glenna Ave, Las Vegas NV

The children are ok?

…the children of the past that is…

Incoming…

“she has turned something off in her brain”.  Wrong dumb ass, I have not.  What has happened is the over dose of glutamic acid fired all those synapses bearing not just the television shows I watched but all of the programming by my parents when I was a child.

You greedy people and your stupid ignorant science.

This also influenced my donating plasma numerous times…

Upon crossing the brook I stepped on a nail in a board with my left foot. Pain shot up my leg. I eventually had to have a tetanus injection that hurt as much as getting the nail in my foot.

Neurolinguistic Programming

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Another possibility…update

I found this today.   What I just noticed before posting these is that they are the parts of the window mostly in the shade.  I think the viewer was focused on the parts of the window where the light shone as opposed to the part in the shade.   Something the person has neard has directed their thinking to focus on the light, a film about a near death experience or some song, “I see the light”, or “stay on the sunny side of life”.

dream image 01-12-12dream image 01-12-12 

5416 Glenna Ave, Las Vegas NV

Incoming…

“I think you’ve had enough of the taxpayers money”.   I know who it is.

Harassment because I am disabled.

Some cleaner is trying to sex up there client…

I don’t like it and I mean for that to stop.

There is a child upstairs.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Incoming…

“she hasn’t eaten enough of it Mirinov”.

Meaning the leucine which is a precursor to glutamate which excites neuronal activity?   I’m already on to you about it.  So you are controlling Mirinov and she is influencing my behavior.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Dr. Moni Stein, MD, Milwaukee, WI - Interventional Radiology & Vascular Radiology & Diagnostic Radiology

Dr. Moni Stein, MD, Milwaukee, WI - Interventional Radiology & Vascular Radiology & Diagnostic Radiology

Robert Martin – Artist, WI – looks like Sir Isaac Newton

Dr. Kochicheri N. Moni, MD, Norfolk, VA - Cardiology & Internal Medicine

Dr. Kochicheri N. Moni, MD, Norfolk, VA - Cardiology & Internal Medicine

The violinist went to Wales…

…she got into my mother’s father’s half….she ruined it.

Jurassic Park…

I got shocked by the electric fence in my back yard and by the light socket earlier in my youth.

Green dinosaur from Sunoco station for fill-up.

Incoming…

“I’ll be glad when these people die off so we can move into this country”…

Some woman wrote a note on a writing pad…

…handed it to some man and told him to give this to her and then left.  He then tore the page from the pad, rolled it up and threw it at her after she left.

Earthquakes and Volcanic Eruptions — Infoplease.com

 1978 - Sept. 16, Tabas, Iran: earthquake destroyed city in eastern Iran, leaving 15,000 dead.

Earthquakes and Volcanic Eruptions — Infoplease.com

Evin Prison, Torture Chamber

Evin Prison, Torture Chamber

This looks like the picture I drew in 1990, nearly exactly except for the pyroclastic cloud…

They threatened to cut off my jeans in 1991 at NCCIW in Raleigh, NC and I was forced to wear a prison dress… Caged Film I am guessing…

I am not looking for actors nor actresses, I am not trying to write a film at this time…

…there are more appropriate avenues for that which I will utilize if and when the time comes, in the mean time stop.

There is no creativity going in here…

Joanne Pankow - IMDb

Joanne Pankow - IMDb

IMDb - The Member of the Wedding (TV 1997)

 IMDb - The Member of the Wedding (TV 1997)

John the Baptist married to Mary Magdalene…

What's In Kay's Mind?: Could be the lake…

Never mind…

Kay's Commentary: I have to wonder why they didn’t police Paul McCartney and Wings in their return to the US in 1974…

Incoming…

“Ms. Gibbs you must crap up this head…”.  “You must leave on the tele…”.   FLASHES BREASTS.   “You will do what I tell you…”.

Now lets watch something.   Sounds British.

911…

There is a Blue Diamond Studio in Oklahoma…

What's In Kay's Mind?: Blue Diamond – The Gift ~ Bidestan, Iran…

This on the right looks like what I saw this picture isn’t it but…updated

…this reminds me of when I got out of prison and after buying a car took off for Asheville, NC, October 1991…it looks like Hickory, NC too, I got part of the way and stopped at a lodge.  Was going to spend the night because I discovered the brakes were bad on my car but changed my mind and made it back to hickory where I spent the night.

Evin Prison, Tehran…

Evin Prison, Tehran

Recognize this…

Nevada Dr Longview heights, WA tehran sketch

Looks similar…

312 North Nevada Dr, Longview heights, WA

homer street westminister

Incoming…

“I want you to bring that money up here Ms. Gibbs…” – VA…

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Tattoo artist – dream image…

Tattoo artist Westminster, LA

Looks like vase but is later than my discovery…

40292 Westminster court

This is familiar…kept looking at the sterling silver jewelry…OBC ~ OPC…

ocean company, LA beach

What's In Kay's Mind?: Incoming…

 What's In Kay's Mind?: Incoming…

dream image 01-12-12

oxford street, Westminster

Very familiar…

Hazard Ave Westminster, CA

Trying to pin some erotic sexual label here will fail…updated

Scopophilia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…I’m not sure how different this is from normal sexual attraction only it is through a machine which exploits those drives and directs the libido toward objects one would normally avert from one’s attention unless it was needed.   In this respect it really fails as a viable description of the problem.

In history looking as in going to the ballet may have really been some attempt at mirroring.  In some societies like Shakespeare’s time it was considered distasteful which in reality really stripped the poorer people of evolving their behavior.   Male opera was also a kind of mirroring and any sexual attraction seems really of a narcissistic nature, finding the beauty in one’s own body which one could do if one looked in a mirror.   To be overly obsessed would be a problem to me rather than what I consider normal narcissism.

Incoming…

“they’ve been robbing our instincts for survival” to mention just a few things, they steal down under.”

He Who Gets Slapped - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

He Who Gets Slapped - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This is the name of the theater in Hyde County I think, not sure…

Marcus Loew - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Slater Ave, Winchester, CA…

University of California Riverside Athletics - 2010 Women's Soccer Roster

University of California Riverside Athletics - 2010 Women's Soccer Roster

Homer Slater broke into my car and took my papers, birth certificate, military discharge document and other papers…

…which have not been recovered.  This was in Wilmington, NC – a Slater from CA working in Wilmington?   Some illegal?

homer street westministerhomer street westminister 2

11th street Washington, NC…

 Weapons Station, CA 11th street westminster, CA

These are very familiar…

…someone was going to sleep in the RV…

Plumwood, Westminster, CA

Trouble sleeping…

westminster, CA

Incoming…

“You people running around here with your fake cops and fake doctors…”

Shortest distance between two points is a straight line.

Someone is bathing in dishwashing detergent maybe…

edinger street CA

Friday, January 20, 2012

Could be the lake…

What's In Kay's Mind?: The Woman in Green…

Copy of lake mattamuskeet Woman on cross behind rock

Helmholtz and Ouspensky…

File:Belhassen2.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Joseph Merrick????

File:Bedouin man with Fez.jpg - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Earthquake movie…

What's In Kay's Mind?: The Woman in Green…

The Woman in Green…

Woman on cross behind rock

Bulimia as a disorder of history…

“better eat while you can”…

Dixie Art is selling these…

Bergère hat - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Isabella de Coucy - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Isabella de Coucy - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

David Wilkie (artist) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

David Wilkie (artist) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Copy of Luis_ii_de_hesse[1]

Jackie Hudgins ~ Huns Dig ~ Jacquerie ~ Library at Alexandria…?

jackie

Etienne Marcel (French revolutionary) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia

Marcel came of a family of cloth merchants, his grandfather having been the wealthy Pierre Marcel (d. 1305

Etienne Marcel (French revolutionary) -- Britannica Online Encyclopedia

Interior decorator in Raleigh, NC ~ could also be Inigo Jones.

I read this out last night…

Jacquerie - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…in fact I read stuff out connected to it for 4+ hours.

I’m pulling for The Ravens…

Baltimore Ravens | Home

Lest we forget…

The Redskins routed the Denver Broncos 42–10[9] after starting the game in a 10–0 deficit, the largest come-from-behind victory in Super Bowl history,

Washington Redskins - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

My sister and Niece…My sister looks like King George III to me…

Mary, Katherine, King George, Isabella of Castille, Martha White…

Copy of MARY AND KATHERINE AT KAYS   Copy of Marthatabram[1]

John Henry Gibbs – John Merrick from Durham, NC…

Copy of John_H_Gibbs_ca_1880s_p1700_3099  image

Menkure ~ John Merrick ~ Man at Nichol’s Party ~ John Merrick…

Notice the brow area and bottom lip…

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