Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Re: Sleepwalking - I was also suffering from sleep deprivation as I had been in the Army…update 3

In 1977, after an evening out at a night club, I had a little more to drink than usual and fell asleep on the sofa.  I had wet the sofa or bed in my youth and was admonished for it, so I developed repressed memories I expressed as anxiety about falling asleep and the fear of becoming too relaxed in order to keep from wetting the bed and I was a bed wetter until age 12.  As a result, that night after drinking too much, I must have had to go to the bathroom, of which I have no recollection, took a white ashtray off the coffee table, placed it on the floor and urinated in it. 

Kay's Science

…and had been without sleep many months before joining the Army.  It grew into a serious problem since seeing  The Exorcist, in 1974 which drove me to join the Army.  For 6 months I had less than 4 hours of sleep a night.   The less sleep I got the more angry I did become over not being allowed to sleep for one reason or another.  I felt I had no control of my inability to get adequate sleep and put myself in those situations.

A year or so ago I discovered the film The Woman in Green, which talks about a murder, in which hypnosis was demonstrated to an audience and then to Sherlock Holmes’ sidekick Dr. Watson.   It became clear to me, it was possible to be hypnotized by that film and I wondered had I been the victim of my mother having viewed it.

Update 2: The reason I concluded it was this film is because I had purchased a green coat several years prior to discovering this film and green isn’t even my favorite color.  I later went back and purchased the same coat in black and gave the green one to my sister, who didn’t need a coat but took it anyway.

Update 3:  I was also born at 14 minutes passed midnight so my natural sleep cycle is such that I should be awake at night anyway.

This leads me to think this was the reason I was in a state of hypnotic sleep, but really wide awake physically and acting out the thoughts of the person I was or am connected to in Massachusetts.   I am guessing the writer who might have been penning the events resided in Chapel Hill, NC where I had visited in 1972 so the thoughts were still going on in the mind.  

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