Monday, May 2, 2011

You protected me?????????-updated

Incoming - “I’ve been protecting that girl”. 

I’d hate to know what you call throwing one to the dogs.

Kay's Psychology: So you think you’ve been working your ass off…

Kay Frances Gibbs’ traumas, drug use and hospitalizations

1959-60 - three non-violent sexual molestations

1957 - Hurricane witnessed tree limb break through window

1963 - auto accident thrown into front seat of car

1964 - set fire to woods in back of house, I didn't turn 10 years old until November

1964 - beaten on back and legs leaving bleeding whelps and bruises on back and legs,

1964 - minor head injury, one stitch, hit with swing,

1965 - father tried to kill our canary

1965 - Hurricane

1965 - caught in crossfire between the KKK and NAACP in Middleton, NC, on our way back to VA

1967 - father became severely psychotic put butcher knife to mother's throat he was hearing monkeys in the trees in the backyard and tried to play music for them, he was hospitalized

1968 - concussive head injury (ran into playmate on school grounds, buried his teeth into my forehead, no neurological follow-up

1971 - father tried to kill our dog with a butcher knife

1973 - hit in face, broken nose

1974 - father’s suicide, I tried to commit suicide

1974 - auto accident

1974 - sexual assault in Army, lesbian enlisted woman

1975 - sexual assault in Army, African American MP Officer

1975 - kidnapped and assaulted while on leave from Army

1975 - auto accident

1978 -  auto accident

1989 -  tried to commit suicide

1990 -  assaulted by roommate Susan Becker

1990 -  arrested for damage to property took drug overdose, xanax

1990 -  assaulted in jail Pitt County by African inmate

1990 -  sent to prison

1991 -  arm slammed in cell door by staff nurse and guard, irreparable damage; under duress while incarcerated, took pen top and tried to slash my wrist on my left arm

1992 -  sexual assault, thanks to Susan Becker, by Ken Skinner, never prosecuted

1993 -  homeless until 1998

1993 -  threatened and assaulted by African inmate (Janice Hammond (history?), beat my head on cement floor

1995 -  tried to commit suicide drug overdose in motel room

1996 -  arrested for traffic violations had pistol put to my head (recall the lady in Florida who was pursued by State Patrol and pulled out of car) that's the way it happened.

1997 -  incarceration, was harassed and picked on, placed in segregation

2000 -  flooded out of apartment

2001 -  9/11 WTC attacks

Drugs Kay Frances Gibbs has taken...

A list of all the drugs and alcohol I have been given by doctors or taken on my own, since I was a child. I think I was acting-out a lot of other people's stuff, in fact my life has been nothing but acting-out other people's stuff.

1955 – 1961, Paregoric infancy to about 7 years old
1958 – present, Caffeine
1961 - Ether for tonsillectomy
1969-73 – Theophylline (Tea) childhood to present, heaviest use
1972-1990 - Nicotine
1972-2009 - Alcohol
1972 - Phenobarbital
1972 - Donnatal prescription, too much can also mimic paralysis and I now suspect this is what was causing my sleep paralysis.
1972 - Librax prescription
1973-79 - Marijuana
1974 - Morphine Beaufort Co, Emergency following auto accident
1974 - Ether Surgery
1974 - Speed (black beauties)
1974 - LSD ½ hit of Blue Micro dot. Was so fearful of the experience that I did not want to do it again.
1974 - Tuinol
1974 - Seconal
1974 - PCP
1974 - Acid again at ECU campus party, was intoxicated Did not experience hallucinations.
1975 - Dexedrine to lose weight after getting out of the Army
1975 - Hard Liquor
1975 - MDA
1976 - Plastidyl
1976 - Valium
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Drugs Kay Frances Gibbs took after I living with Beth and then Jean

1978 - Poppers (amyl nitrate) five times
1981 - Flexiril one or two
1979-1983 - No drugs or alcohol went to AA

1983 - One mixed drink

1984 - 4 beers and no more alcohol or drugs from 1984-1986.
1986 - L-Tyrosine over the counter for depression roughly 3 years stopped smoking
1987 - L-Tryptophan for sleep
1987 - Choline Bitartrate roughly 2 years
1987 - Tranxene two tablets for anxiety

1987 – Began using alcohol again
1988 - Ether surgery
1988 - Phenergan nausea following surgery
1989 - Alcohol half bottle of wine was attending Mental health At this time ended up becoming suicidal, hospitalized for three months
1989 - Restoril Pitt Psyche unit
1989 - L-Tryptophan Pitt Psyche unit
1989 - Atarax Pitt Psyche unit outbreak of hives (psychogenic) Demerol and Valium for Endoscopy

Drugs Kay Frances Gibbs took after moving in with Susan

1990 - Ativan person
1990 - Ativan prescription.
1990 - Theophylline sinus tabs 10,
1990 - Buspar Prescription 30,
1990 - Doxepin prescription,
1990 - Glutamic Acid unintentional overdose
1990 - Xanax overdose following overdose of glutamic acid
1990 - Doxepin prescription, forced meds
1991 - Mellaril prescription forced meds
1991 - Buspar prescription
1992 - Klonopin one
1992 - Alcohol one glass of wine
1993 - Alcohol two mixed drinks following sexual assault
1993 - Ether or ? Surgery
1993 - Effexor
1993 - Glutamic Acid
1993 - Alcohol 6 pack
1994 - Lithium carbonate 50mcgs over the counter, 50 tabs

1994 - L-Histidine, 500 mgs, 30 days

1994 - L-Cycteine – 500 mgs, 30 days
1994 - Elavil, two pills
1994 - L-Taurine, an Amino acid, 1000mgs per day, 30 days
1994 - L-Tyrosine, 1000mgs per day, 30 days
1994 - GABA, 500mgs per day 30 days
1994 - L-Methione, 500mgs 30 day supply
1994 - L-Arginine Pyroglutamate, 500mgs 30 tabs
1994 - Trazadone, during psychiatric hospitalization for sleep
1995 - Prozac prescription
1995 - Xanax in combination with prozac, this is a deadly combination
1995 - Ativan prescription, overdosed,
1995 - Choline chloride, took too much became ill administered
1995 - Compazine, for nausea
1996 - Alcohol, wine and beer
1996 - Klonopin prescription for complex partial seizure
1997 - DHEA 100mgs for four days
1997 - Dilantin
1997 - Amytriptylline for sleep
1997 - Ambien for sleep
1997 - Alcohol 4 beers
1997 - Ambien Prescription
1997 - Valproic Acid prescription
1997 - Lithium and Valium prescription
1997 - Dilantin 7 prescription
1998 - Alcohol
1998 - L-Threonine combined with the following three amino acids
1998 - L-Lysine
1998 - L-Taurine
1998 - MSM
1998 - Depakote prescription
1998 - Mellaril prescription
1998 - Thorazine from individual
1998 - Zyprexa sample
1998 - Seroquel sample
1998 - Ativan person
1999 – Prozac prescription
1999 - L-Taurine over the counter
1999 - Depakote prescription
2001 - Risperdal sample from Doctor

Kay Frances Gibbs’ Incarcerations

1977 - Ayden County Jail, Griffin, NC public drunkenness refusing to get into the car of an African Deputy.

1990 - Pitt County Jail, 15 days December 26, 1990 transferred to NCCIW, pre-sentence evaluation Trespassing/Damage to property

1991 - NCCIW 3 months returned to Pitt County Jail pending sentencing

1991 - Pitt County Jail, awaiting sentencing, appealed sentence to Superior Court, placed under $10,000 bond. Remained in jail 45 days, under duress, remanded appeal

1991 - May 12, violated probation, returned to Prison for 5 months

1994 - Wake County jail 55 days

1995 - Wake County jail, forgot court date, 4 months

1996 - NCCIW (mental health unit) safekeeper

1998 - FCCW 4 months psychiatric care (figure that one out) traffic violations

Kay Frances Gibbs’ Psychiatric Treatment History

1972 - Tideland Mental Health – acting out in class which consisted of me defending another student, by voluntarily leaving the class after it was clear she was being made a scapegoat for the rest of the students who were engaging in conversation…there was no violent act or violent confrontation, I simply left the classroom after the instructor threw the other student out for something half the classroom was guilty of at that time. I told him, “he should expel me and half the class from the room”. But I have since realized this was not the sole reason for the school psychologist suggesting that I be seen by someone at the Mental Health clinic. I had written a paper which my US History instructor claimed was an abomination, referring to statements I made about the non-existence of God. I further stated that “one could do anything one wanted to”, but I failed to carry the thought to its logical conclusion, in that I should have stated that, “if you are willing to accept the consequences”. I was not confronted about this, by one single instructor nor the counselor I saw at mental health. I do realize it is not the job of teachers to be parents as well. During my testing (to see if I was a genius I think) and counseling, television was never mentioned nor the consequences of viewing it on the brain and mind. Books were written, I am sure as the result of discovering what was in my head.

1973 - Tideland Mental Health

1973 - Campus psychiatrist after drug overdose

1980 - Wake County Alcohol Treatment Facility outpatient 8 months voluntary

1984 - Wake County Alcohol Treatment facility inpatient 3 days voluntary

1985 - Wake County Alcohol Treatment Facility in and outpatient 7 days, voluntary

1985 - Continued outpatient treatment for 1 year, sexual abuse issues Had to discontinue therapy after Blue Cross and Blue Shield claimed I was being treated for a pre-existing condition. As a result I regressed and went back to previous behaviors.

1987 - Tideland Mental Health - Therapy /Alcohol Treatment, Voluntary

1988 - Tideland Mental Health - Therapy

1988 - Pitt Memorial Hospital suicidal , voluntary

1989 - Cross Roads Psychiatric Facility, voluntary

1989 - ECU Outpatient Psychiatric 2 months, voluntary

1990 - Cherry Hospital - drug overdose 3 days, involuntary

1990 - North Carolina Correctional Institute for Women Mental Health involuntary

1991 - Cherry Hospital 6 days, involuntary

1992 - Nash General hearing voices admitted to Cross Creek Psychiatric facility, three days – prozac, voluntary

1993 - John Umstead 4 days, voluntary

1994 - VA Medical Center Salisbury – suicidal , involuntary VA medical Durham, voluntary

1995 - VA Medical Center Durham- multiple personalities, involuntary

1995 - John Umstead, voluntary

1996 - John Umstead 7 days, voluntary

1997 - John Umstead, voluntary

1998 - Cherry Hospital 2 weeks transferred to VA Medical Center,voluntary

1999 - Orange Person Chatham Mental

Places Kay Frances Gibbs Lived

1954-1961 Portsmouth, VA

1961-1967 Chesapeake, VA

1967-1973 Engelhard, NC

1973-1974 Greenville, NC

1974-1975 US Army

1975 June, Engelhard, home

1975 July, Engelhard, cabin

1975 September, East Carolina Univ

1975 October, Dickinson Ave, Roy Minton, Greenville

1975 December, Trailer, Greenville

1976 February, London Inn, Greenville

1976 April, trailer, Greenville

1977 April, Holly Street, Greenville

1977 August, Glendale Court Apts, Greenville

1979 Raleigh, NC, North Haven Apts

1980 Raleigh, NC, Loft Apartments

1981 Raleigh, NC, Hazelwood Dr

1982 Cary, NC, Circle Dr

1983 Raleigh, NC, Sunrise Ave

1983 Raleigh, NC, Cabarrus St

1984 Raleigh, Circle Ct

1985 Cary, NC

1985 Raleigh, NC, Sunrise Ave

1986 Engelhard, NC

1988 Washington, NC

1989 Greenville, NC, Country, Freestone Rd

1990 Greenville, NC, Country

1990 May, Engelhard, NC

1990 August, Greenville, NC

1991 October, Engelhard, NC

1991 November, Greenville, NC, homeless, hotels

1992 January, Goldsboro, NC, Waynesboro House

1992 March, homeless

1992 October, Raleigh, NC

1992 October, homeless, hotels

1993 January, Wake Forest, NC

1993 January, Raleigh, NC, homeless, hotels

1993 February, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter

1993 March, Chapel Hill, NC, IFC Community shelter

1993 May, Chapel Hill, NC, Cobb Terrace

1993 June, homeless, hotels

1993 September, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter

1994 January, Raleigh, NC, Woodburn Dr

1994 April, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter

1994 May, Raleigh, NC, Jones Street

1994 June, Raleigh, NC, Salvation Army Shelter

1994 July, homeless, streets

1994 October, Raleigh, NC, Woodburn Ave

1994 November, Raleigh, NC, Ark shelter

1995 March, Engelhard, NC

1995 November, Greenville, NC, hotels

1995 December, Wilmington, NC, Salvation Army Shelter

1996 February, homeless

1996 June, Chapel Hill, NC, IFC Community Shelter

1996 July, homeless

1996 November, Engelhard, NC, Mattamuskeet Village

1997 February, Engelhard, NC, Golden Street

1997 April, Carrboro, NC

1998 January, Engelhard, NC, Golden St

1998 February, Engelhard, NC Mattamuskeet Village

1998 May, Engelhard, NC, 264

1998 June, homeless, lived in barn

1998 September, Carrboro, NC

1999 April, Engelhard, NC, motel

1999 May, Washington, NC, Options shelter

1999 June Carrboro, NC

1999 Chapel Hill, NC, my own place, 10 years and counting

Cars Kay Frances Gibbs Owned

1972-74 1967 Volkswagon Beetle

1974 1971 MGB GT hardtop blue

1974 1965 Mustang Convertible

1976 1975 Toyota Corolla

1977 Plymouth Fury III, Chevy Camaro

1978 Honda Prelude

1979 Dodge Truck

1981 Toyota Corolla GT

1982 Chevette

1982 Chevy Van

1984 No Vehicle

1985 Plymouth Belvedere

1986 Ford Escort Pony

1991 Toyota Corolla FX hatchback

1993-95 December, ‘93 to November of ’95, No Vehicle

1995 Ford Escort GT

1996- present no vehicle

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