Mother’s looking at Law and Order, was looking at it a few days ago…
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
The brain creates the body…
Ingrown Toenails Causes, Symptoms, Treatment and Prevention by eMedicineHealth.com
Sometime ago I looked at this site as I had injured my toenail and it was growing back poorly. Some of the nail had started to grow deeper into the skin than originally and was becoming painful. I found this site and looked at the image and weeks later my toenail got worse, starting to curl under the skin. Is it the mind/body connection or just a projection of what I had seen on this site?
Before this event I had questioned whether the trees or lightening may have helped create the cortex of the human brain starting in the most primitive parts of our existence. Due to the atmosphere at the time of the dinosaurs it was likely riddled with lots of electrical activity. Did they all die out? Did some survive? Did this environmental activity continue on until new life began to spring up and re-emerge? Did dinosaurs leave behind this psychic matter that was then possessed by other sea dwelling creatures who made their way back to the sea before their extinction? They would remain alive. Did this set the stage for sea dwellers to become amphibians and then land animals?
I am finally seeing and feeling the realities and truth of this statement. Of my body as a living breathing and constantly changing being not only because of what I put into my body but what I put into my mind.
This would not be a genetic/biological basis for schizophrenia…
adult-onset schizophrenia is genetically influenced and often traceable to uterine trauma or difficult birth
In some cases this is still true…
At one time, the mentally ill were diagnosed as demonically possessed;
Re: killing first borns…
I came to understand the desire to kill firstborns in biblical times. Was it bordering on psychic murder?
It seems from what I said that Herod did not realize his own projections but were they his? Were they just rumors in order to get rid of the people? Was there an illegitimate heir? They were likely those of the King of Ai as he was called a prophet, who Herod set out to kill. If they were Herod’s he failed to recognize them and set out to destroy that part of himself, killing innocent people in the process. King’s are like prophets.
In the case of Nebuchadnezzar, he mistrusted Daniel to render an accurate interpretation of his dream. Daniel apparently had his own agenda going and they were led into war. I think the dream was about Neb’s fear of ending up like his father, represented in the destruction of the Colossus. Fear of losing his head, hands and legs…
I drew a sketch in 1990 of a woman with no hand, no head and no legs below the knee. I was in the psychiatric hospital when I did the drawing.
Then they are the luckiest, they don’t have crap to contend with…
Slaves don't have souls (The Fine Art of Love)...
Incoming…
“suck my dick off”.
Kay Gibbs is not a cleaner, has never been a cleaner, is never going to be a cleaner and will stop this kind of thing from going on.
Tipping The Velvet only inferred these things it did not put this dialogue into my head, someone else did.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
I was playing frisbee last night…
I passed some people next to Sunstone in the parking lot of this small office building where meetings are often held across the street from the BBQ place. This was on Thanksgiving Day. They were playing frisbee with some dogs and older people.
Hung up there I guess.
Last night someone engaged me in conversation about this and I used the word translocation…
Kay's Film Analysis: One Step Beyond, Dead Ringer - 3rd revision…
…it came to me after hearing the word bi-location near the end of the film which was used to refer to the location of Esther’s soul in a place outside herself. Translocation would be the same as projective identification, which is a putting of something from the psyche or mind into another without disclosing the entirety of what is being put in, for instance Esther might have mentioned to some friend that she was in a fire in her youth and maybe even mentioned her sister was there but was living elsewhere. While she never mentions setting fire to the school killing her sister, it is there in her mind and without speaking she transfers it to this other person. This is the translocation and transference. She has put into the other her emotional state as well as her thoughts about having set the fire, which never really leave her, they are merely separated from her consciousness. The recipient of this translocation of trauma may not be aware this is happening to them and may even be rendered unconscious after it has occurred. They may then begin to re-enact the events sometimes even in a kind of reverse order. Esther fell ill and fainted each time the other person set a fire and as was mentioned, fires were reported in several places. Because the person setting the fires was unaware of the cause in order to stop it they kept repeating it and would keep repeating it until a resolution was reached.
This brought to light in my mind that most cases of trauma did not originate in every individual although one might be harmed by the re-enactment, which is a repeating of the trauma until the cause has been uncovered and resolved. This repeating does not have to lay with one person but many people could have been subjected to Esther’s accident before the truth would be discovered.
It is that which is unknown that causes the most problems.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Trying to convince people the consumption of alcohol is in some way helpful for the brain???????
http://etd.fcla.edu/UF/UFE0004357/smith_a.pdf
…ethanol releases taurine and Gaba which causes sedation.
Incoming…
“She still won’t drink any alcohol”,
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH KAY GIBBS NOT DRINKING ALCOHOL ANYMORE????????? YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT. YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE EXERCISING THEIR FREEDOMS WHEN THEY ARE IN OPPOSITION TO WHAT YOU THINK THEY OUGHT TO BE.
I HAVE NO INTEREST IN LEARNING TO DRINK SOCIALLY. I HAVE CONSUMED ENOUGH TO LAST TWO LIFETIME AND I HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF DRINKING ANYMORE. YOUR DESTRUCTIVE AND I CARE TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF CONTRUCTIVE POSITIVE PEOPLE.
Incoming…
Someone’s leaning over me talking to me like they are hypnotizing me, “there that’ll do it”, “Now get up”, “walk over to the mall”, “let’s see if she does it”…
A word to the unwise - I have been opposed to supporting the wikipedia, here is why…update 3
Free is a deception. They then prey on those who use it without donating, generally those who have no money. What they know about the psyche and why you are visiting the wiki alerts them there might be a story. Then in order for you to pay up they abscond the content of your psyche for the story under the guise of cleaning, a lot of pooey. They are doing nothing more than recycling the money back in their pockets.
Why do you think they put those pictures on it, guilt trips. The encyclopedia is not free, you have to pay for it with “donations”, so what’s the point? There are lots of encyclopedias available with far more accurate information like Britannica or World Book, I don’t know why Encarta stopped their encyclopedia I preferred it. if you have to pay for it anyway why not? What they are really doing is making a lot of people feel guilty for not having money.
I pay for access to internet content. If there were nothing on the internet, who the hell would buy it unless you have something to sell to someone else?
What I also find more annoying than anything else is that most of the information that gets obtained anyway is off the backs of poor people who have paid for it with their lives, their integrity or their dignity, on the streets, in jails, prisons, and asylums or mental hospitals. Why the hell should they have to pay anything?
PEOPLE ACT OUT AND THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW THEY ARE DOING IT.
Pooh happened in 1996 after being in jail and prison again for traffic violations…
…started writing poetry. Pooh, A.A. Milne, 1926…
30 minutes after I woke up I looked out the door and my neighbor had a futon…
What's In Kay's Mind?: One of the things I saw…
…on her deck she was moving into her apartment. I don’t know where the pipes came from but I damn sure saw them.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Masturbation was once thought to be a problem, then it was thought to be a cure for hysteria then all these women…
started masturbating and then started acting out all sort of things but the hysteria was gone, that’s how the Ripper Victims lost their lives. The US Surgeon General said it was ok, I think it’s a death sentence for some.
I love you because you aren’t, don’t or can’t love yourself for a time…
I love you because you love me, or because you don’t love me; suggestions of others, sense of superiority; from pity; and for many other reasons, subjective and egoistic…
TRACKING DOWN THIS “SOMETHING ELSE” | Madame Pickwick Art Blog
Inviting Angel to the shed at the racetrack…Angel Heart Film…
…this ties in with my going to the Paddock Club in 1977-79…
Poveglia Island, Italy…I was in the psychiatric hospital when I drew the picture of the island…
…I put a silver lining under the cloud – every cloud has a silver lining…
I’ve seen this fish in a sketch somewhere…
"Pikeperch in Pastry" fantastical art - aluminium sculpture
I drew the original of this 20 years ago and there is another sketch I did with similar elements has not been shown to the public (cultural in nature)…
