Saturday, September 10, 2011

The butcher…

Guillaume Schnaebelé - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I think this one’s the problem…

René Goblet - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The real problem was dehydration…

What's In Kay's Mind?: I love onions and have consumed the spring and green type which I have also grown myself…

I love onions and have consumed the spring and green type which I have also grown myself…

…although I was prescribed Donnatal which contains anticholinergics…

Modern interpretations

Snowdrop, perhaps the herb moly

Medical historians have speculated that the transformation to pigs was not intended literally but refers to anticholinergic intoxication.[17] Symptoms include amnesia, hallucinations, and delusions. The description of "moly" fits the snowdrop, a flower of the region that contains galantamine, which is an anticholinesterase and can therefore counteract anticholinergics.

Circe - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

:) :) this is so funny :), holy moly Circe’ been lookin you…

the holy herb moly

Circe - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Diane de Poitiers…

Woman from St. Jean de Luz by Eugene-Emmanuel Amaury-Duval Oil painting - artsunlight

Ms. Rochelle taught at our school before I graduated high school…

Cercle Proudhon - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Jean mentioned cercie to me but I thought she meant circe’…Rochelle taught the lower levels.

No child of mine is going to give birth to a jew…

Drumont's 1886 book La France Juive (Jewish France) attacked the role of Jews in France and argued for their exclusion from society. In 1892 Drumont founded the newspaper the La Libre Parole (fr) which became a platform for virulent antisemitism. This newspaper also came out against 'Diana Vaughan', an invention of Léo Taxil, before Taxil admitted that his anti-Masonic protégée did not exist in 1897. La Libre Parole preferred the 'seeress' Henriette Couedon.

From 1898 to 1902 Édouard Drumont represented Algiers in the Chamber of Deputies. He was sued for accusing a parliamentary deputy of having taken a bribe from the prominent Jewish banker Édouard Alphonse de Rothschild to pass a piece of legislation the banker wanted. Drumont attracted many supporters and was one of the primary sources of antisemitic ideas that would later be embraced by Nazism.[3] He exploited the Panama Company Scandal[4] and reached the peak of his notoriety during the Dreyfus Affair, in which he was the most strident of Alfred Dreyfus' accusers.[2]

Edouard Drumont - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

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Rochefort and Gibbs…

…I think Rochefort had Durer also…                                                                                                     a younger Gibbs…

john H. Gibbs and Rochefort [John_H_Gibbs_tribute_p1619_2.jpg]

I (Kay F. Gibbs) was a clerk at the Holiday Inn…

After experience as a medical student, a clerk at the Hôtel de Ville in Paris,

Victor Henri Rochefort, Marquis de Rochefort-Luçay - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…just before I got sick.

Victor Henri Rochefort, Marquis de Rochefort-Luçay - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Victor Henri Rochefort, Marquis de Rochefort-Luçay - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Nadar (photographer) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Nadar (photographer) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Looking at the back side of a horse all day…

the general specific

This Alexandre’…

Alexandre-Vincent Pineux Duval - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I borrowed 250 shillings from Eugene to get a carriage…

It was 2 years after this I discovered what Durer did.

What's In Kay's Mind?: This one too, Jess…

This one too, Jess…

Madame de Loynes 1862 by Eugene-Emmanuel Amaury-Duval Oil painting - artsunlight

It’s called an oligarchy Ms. Palin…

Her second point, about money in politics, helped to explain the first. The permanent class stays in power because it positions itself between two deep troughs: the money spent by the government and the money spent by big companies to secure decisions from government that help them make more money.

Some of Sarah Palin's Ideas Cross the Political Divide - NYTimes.com

…the lower portion of the Monarchy.   Yes we are still influenced by that British Monarchy, so much for the Boston Tea Party, but Palin’s Tea Party might move some people to speak up with a vote.  And to show you how confused they have made everyone, I forgot that it was a Republican who freed the slaves.

I need this to be reversed.

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I think so…

Woman from St. Jean de Luz by Eugene-Emmanuel Amaury-Duval Oil painting - artsunlight

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Oxytocin could be a precursor to addiction…

Kay's Commentary: The Battlefield For My Mind…

Re: Projecting - think of the inferior person and or feelings as the child…

…and the superior person or feelings as the parent.   It is often an attempt at getting parented when one is not aware one can parent one’s self.

Kay's Commentary: Projection and Projective Identification…

I tend to think we look at the world a little more realistically…

…and with a little more scrutiny when our libidos have been put on hold.  No doubt Unamuno influenced Camus’ thinking although I found The Plague to be quite realistic and no doubt this thinking has influenced the murdering of many of my family members and genocide in general.

What's In Kay's Mind?: From Vertical Labyrinth ~ Albert Camus

What's In Kay's Mind?: Think of this in terms of stress…updated

What's In Kay's Mind?: Think of this in terms of stress…updated

What's In Kay's Mind?: Bottle fed babies beware of where they put the hands…

What's In Kay's Mind?: Bottle fed babies beware of where they put the hands…

Ebus book schedule, California…

..and came across the Orange County, CA route schedules.   Out of curiosity I perused the schedule and located several schedules with very similar locations to those I had ridden in 1993-1995 in Raleigh, NC.

Routes 55 and 60 were the first two I found…since I have never been to California this was interesting…

During the time I was homeless I slept in the post office lobby located on Fairview.   I was on Arlington, talking to a stock broker,  I traveled down Arlington frequently…I lived on Sunrise which could be Sunflower, I purchased Bristol board for my art,  I went to the Westminster Church on Whitaker Mill…

I know Westminster must have been the scene of some kind of incident in 1994, August, September, someone was accused of jumping into the back of someone’s moving truck with a weapon, we were in front of a drug store so I am guessing there was some kind of drug thing going on, bust or whatever…Denise Sorette was the person who threatened to kill her lover, I was in prison with her and she and Barbara ? jacked me up…then in 2000 Denise showed up in Chapel Hill.   She told me she had been to California.

There are two people here I know who it could be…amongst many, but two I know personally.

Other streets:

El Camino, Brea, Graham, Edinger, and Boeing – I’m flying a Boeing 747 want to get into the secondary stack…

Center – I went to Port Center which in 1992 which used to be 4th street in Portsmouth.   Then I went to Beach

In fact I recognize these characters…updated

What's In Kay's Mind?: I am sure this WAS in there…

…so some writer was tapping my mind long before I became aware of it.

It was in 1966, I was in the 5th grade and encountered a neighbor and her French Teacher both who lifted me.   She looked like Patsy Cline.  He looked like the man in this film with black hair.

This of course was after my molestations.

Incoming…not looking good people…

“I hate it when Ms. Gibbs is calm”.   “I’m a rage addict”.  “She scares the hell out of me”.

“Get pissed off”.  “Tick-a-lock”.

“These are transferences Kay”.

I am well aware of what they are doing and trying to do.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

This was mixed up in my things…

…I blogged some of the dialogue without having even seen the film, although my script included black stockings and the detective was a female and one of her female detectives came on to her.

Hulu - Ripper: Letter From Hell - Watch the full movie now.

I think I’ve detected this one too…

Hulu - The Silence - Watch the full movie now.

“Why are you here”?

This is why…

Hulu - Pot O' Gold - Watch the full movie now.

This is in here too, I was overcome with thoughts that everyone in Chapel Hill was packing up and leaving…

…that the town was suddenly desolate.  Have not seen it, nor the previous one mentioned (I hate subtitles).

Hulu - Mimic 3 - Watch the full movie now.

I am sure this WAS in there…

Hulu - Masculin Féminin - Watch the full movie now.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Prime example of splitting going on…

The DMV states that 1PM to 3PM is a drowsy time and we should avoid driving.   I’ve slept until noon.    Drank a cup of tea to wake up..

They have programmed people to be drowsy at these times.  This dialogue in the handbook should be changed, people are getting drowsy at this time and dissociating that drowsiness.   My niece just got her license.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Imagine what that sound is doing to your brain…

If you view this in You tube you can change the setting from 360P to 240P.

This has worked well for me and I have even started using a glass mop to clean the glass part…

rather than sticking my hands into it.  This is what Murphy, et all meant when they said the mind will latch on to the programming.  This in turn creates a different picture in the mind that you pass on to your child or others, unless of course you have someone clean it up for you.

You can keep your hands out of your blender and still know that it is wise to avoid putting hands in blenders.

Mindful Memes

The Gibbon/Weston marriage…

What's In Kay's Mind?: This image is in part a projection of Gibbon’s feminine half onto my mother…

This looks like an area of campus I have frequented…

…don’t go there much anymore.

campden hill rd 2

Campden Hill Rd London, Women’s Center, Raleigh, NC…updated

This is across the street from the Gibbon Home…

cmapden hill rd London

The Women’s Center back entrance, Blount Street Raleigh, NC – to the right, you walk down some stairs and the entrance is on the left.

women's center

A better view, apparently in recent years they have renovated the building and did away with the stairs and added the small roof over the stairs.  

They were there when I attended the center in the early 90’s.   It is where I first became familiar with a computer and started writing.

women's center 2

This image is in part a projection of Gibbon’s feminine half onto my mother…

…she was baptized in a pond…Barbara Yates Gibbons…

image

This man’s been in it…

Tom Norman - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Did he molest Merrick?

There were quite a few Migyettes in Hyde County in the 70’s.

Sidney Gibbon

Sidney Gibbon

Everyone of these names is in my family or acquaintances of the family.

Frank Kenneth Gibbon ~ Kenny Gibbs – Marsha Sanders…

Frank Kenneth Gibbon, mar Doreen Mary Potter and had issue:

  1. Gordon Gibbon, mar --- and had issue.
  2. Gaynor Dawn Gibbon, mar --- and had issue.
  3. John Gibbon, mar --- and had issue:
    1. Craig Gibbon.
    2. 1 other child, Gibbon.

Sidney Gibbon

Florence Gibbon ~ Florence Weston…

Florence Gibbon,

Arthur Augustus Gibbon

Gibbon of Aberdeen, Scotland ~ Niggers…

Gibbon family graves, Nigg Bay.

Gibbon of Aberdeen, Scotland

I have a blue nevis…

Alexander Hamilton was born in Charlestown, the capital of the island of Nevis,

Alexander Hamilton - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Friday, September 2, 2011

I picked Mr. Wade up here one day, ESC Personnel Office, old location – 1983-84…updated

…marked in red.   I think I was acting out his footsteps when he went to dine out sometimes…I’m thinking he may be mixed up with the Ripper Victims, synchronicity…

Jane Yarborough-Williams was the nurse who slammed my arm in my cell door…

Employment SECC personnel old

I’m at the Moore Square bus station…

There was frequently a 45 minute wait for the next bus to take me to Triangle Town Center to meet my sister and niece to go to Wake Forest…

moore square map

Get off the bus here                                                                                                   exit here

CAT bus terminalCAT bus terminal exit

Walk down Blount to intersection                                                                                         Cross Blount Street

leaving bus station blount street crossing Blount street

Cross East Martin Street, walk down Martin…                                            

crossing east martin street 

…To Blake Street, walk up Blake Street…

Blake street

…To Tony’s Cafe’, now Metro Cafe’.   I’d drink a cup of coffee and then go back to the bus station.

Tony's Cafe