Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Two days ago I went to the Harris Teeter…

…to cash in a lottery ticket and make a purchase for a friend.   My friend gave me cash for her purchase.   As the Manager at the store was doing the necessary paper detail on my ticket, he was going to ring up my purchase and take only the cash needed for the purchase.   I made him give me the cash for the ticket first telling him the purchase was for someone else and the ticket was mine.   He looked at me kind of funny, gave me the money for the ticket without any problem and then rang up the purchase separately. 

Once I arrived home after delivering my friend’s purchase, it occurred to me that it would have been basically the same if I had let him deduct the cash from the ticket and then used some of the cash for the purchase keeping the remaining cash, minus any owed my friend, for the ticket, but because my friend gave me a specific amount of money to cover her items I would only use her money for the purchase.   I have been doing that all my life.   This is one of the reasons I thought I was autistic and not because I have some genetic defect but rather because I was never breast fed which they have tried to keep split off from me with all of this advertising about autism and people posing as having autistic children, etc.

Autism is a lack of sufficient brain development, lack of proper attachment and lack of normal psychological development.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

NEUROLINGUISTIC PROGRAMMING…

STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO KAY F. GIBBS, NOW.

You see, these writers wouldn’t know the difference in a real life…

situation or one that they think someone has concocted in their minds because they all believe it’s some sort of fantasy.  

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Incoming…

Incoming…

"you promised me a novel”…

I don’t know who you are referring to, I have promised no one a novel at any time.   That’s my fantasy I have concocted in my brain to which I project on to whomever seems likely a subject.

Kay Gibbs doesn’t mind disappointing you or your endeavors.

CEASE AND DESIST.  USE SOMEONE ELSE TO WRITE YOUR NOVEL.

It was in 1993 that I learned of temporolimbic seizures…

…from The New Harvard Guide To Psychiatry, but sound was not specifically mentioned.   I guess audiogenic seizures could be localized in the temporal lobes.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Potentiation of noise-induced audiogenic seizure r... [Acta Otolaryngol. 1980] - PubMed result

Potentiation of noise-induced audiogenic seizure r... [Acta Otolaryngol. 1980] - PubMed result

Potentiation of noise-induced audiogenic seizure r... [Acta Otolaryngol. 1980] - PubMed result

Audiogenic seizures ~ epilepsy…

http://www.genetics.org/content/94/3/701.full.pdf

Thalamus - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The thalamus is believed to both process sensory information as well as relay it—each of the primary sensory relay areas receives strong "back projections" from the cerebral cortex. Similarly the medial geniculate nucleus acts as a key auditory relay between the inferior colliculus of the midbrain and the primary auditory cortex, and the ventral posterior nucleus is a key somatosensory relay, which sends touch and proprioceptive information to the primary somatosensory cortex.

Thalamus - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Thalamic syndrome - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Thalamic syndrome - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Mice or Humans…?

Mice Unilaterally Sensitized for Audiogenic Seizures

Freedom…

I have every right to live in America and not listen to music if I don’t want to hear it.   I have every right to stay off the television.   I have every right to protect my mind and brain.   My constitution grants me these privileges.

I have no problems with those in authority, I have a problem with those who misuse it and I question those who claim to have it.

Friday, August 5, 2011

This is the information the brain processes without being conscious of it…

automatic processing that goes on without conscious thought, though one would tend to think of channeling as coming directly from the mind of another.

Kay's Commentary

…what I called passive viewing, like passive listening and passive personalities who are out there just taking everything in and not reacting to what they take in, it is the aggressive part of the personality that does the acting…

Thursday, August 4, 2011

More to the point, children who have been denied the breast and stripped…updated

from their families seem to be the target for this kind of exploitation, yes exploitation, it is no different than trafficking sex slaves.  They get locked into these roles with all this stuff about autism and genetics.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Gay women have become necessary just like the Welfare State…

Kay sees what you are doing and she thinks it’s quite perverted…

“you’re hungry Ms. Gibbs.

Sorry I just had a bowl of Cheerios, not hungry at all.

Not interested in The Little Ice Age.  Take this story somewhere else.   Get the hell off Kay Gibbs.

Gay women have become necessary just like the Welfare State…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Kay was hooked into re-enacting birthing processes…

So they say.   I say they can do it themselves.

See when split off parts are taken away, one regains consciousness.

Kay was hooked into re-enacting birthing processes…

Kay didn’t know what was happening to her until she read Stanislov Grof. 

How dare you ask Kay Gibbs for forgiveness.   Taking indecent liberties with Kay Gibbs’ life.  Not her job.  She’s not an actress and was not training to be one.

Such stupidos…

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Men who know weapons see weapons. 

I was looking at an oil burner that looked like a tree trunk and had spaces carved in it.  What stupidos.   Trying to turn me into some kind of serial killer.

“we have a potential problem here”.

Yes we do and it’s my own self, meaning these people who are thinking this crap are the problem.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

This is what I mean about rhetoric…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Feel superior? I don’t think that is true for everyone or in every case…update 4

…two completely different approaches to the description of the the term projection and projective identification, the latter which I found in error.   One cannot deny that there are others who wish to feel superior to others, but their laziness prevents them from being who they really want to be, they don’t have time.  This is artificial intelligence.  Measuring one’s true superiority over another is certainly more than a simple projection that may or may not make one superior.   One of superior intelligence will highly unlikely project or succumb to a projection and will likely know that this is going on.   One who is trained as a psychoanalyst or psychotherapist would have superior skills at handling a projection as opposed to a casual friend.

Of course projecting can become splitting or dissociation in which case one could be separated from one’s intelligence or some talent.  The one who possesses the split off or dissociated part will appear intelligent but may not be at all.   Shirley McClain called this channeling.   Jane Roberts did it in her Seth books.

Using projection to make one’s self feel superior?   It may be that one is again trying to keep the inferior feelings of another at bay and this often occurs during ego development and that can be an ongoing process as in my case where history, traumas and the nature of our society often inhibit normal development. 

While knowing thyself is important, it does not magically make our problems go away.  Often we are plagued by the history and habits of another or others and we blindly navigate our way through our daily lives often getting into trouble.   In this case one can seek help.

Fatal Attraction…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Incoming…

This is what I mean…

1973–75 recession - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

…nothing really changes.   It’s the same old song and dance and its been that way for decades.  WHERE IS THE REAL CHANGE PRESIDENT OBAMA?  Leading us on, waiting for the next term?

Bush, Clinton, Bush, Reagan, Carter, Ford, Nixon, Johnson, Kennedy, every time we get ourselves into a war what happens, we end up in a recession, no jobs.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Incoming…

“go on over there and sit down honey”.   “Go on, or I’ll kick your ass”.

Hulu - A Hole In The Head: A Hole in the Head - Watch the full movie now.

Hulu - A Hole In The Head: A Hole in the Head - Watch the full movie now.

This is why the Sonny and Cher Show was special to me…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Feel superior? I don’t think that is true for everyone or in every case…update 4

…I had this thing about my nose and so it was played out in my viewing them picking at each other and their many guests, rather than amongst me and my peers or family.   I was able to look at how foolish I was being about it and that I fit in the world with people with all different kinds of noses.   I soon got over it.  So television can be therapeutic.

Melanie Klein

Feel superior? I don’t think that is true for everyone or in every case…update 4

Projection (also projective identification)
Projection, also called projective identification, involves the tendency to see your own unacceptable desires in other people. In other words, the desires are still there, but they're not your desires anymore. The objective is to make yourself feel superior.

Definitions in psychology: narcissism, splitting, paranoia etc.

most people project to keep from feeling inferior, not that they are inferior, but they are made to feel inferior.   Generally I think bad feelings are put into someone, then they have to project to discover what is really going on and generally I think most people withdraw their projections when they learn the roots of their inferior feelings whether it be from themselves or if someone made them feel this way and they forgot about it.   One who is the object of a projection may react to this projection as if it were directed at them personally because they have low self esteem themselves or are simply unsure if the projection is true for them.  A confident person can handle projections.   One who has succumb to projections (projective identification and acting out) may, after learning they have been the victim of projections, react in a more sensitive manner than those who have stronger egos.   Know thyself, very wise words.

Projection and projective identification are not the same and should not be construed to be the same, though they are related.

Hollywood is often the object of many projections, good and bad and many of them put themselves out there as objects because they are confident in who they are and can handle the projections, although most often there is no real physical putting in of anything.   They are simply the objects to which the thoughts are directed.   The same goes often for parents and their children.   Personal relationships are more often the scene of projections.  

Update 4:  A good example of this would be if a parent were always telling a female child, you are just like your father.   A developing or weak ego might take this in as a directive to become like the father.   The brain, is going to go on a hunt and seek for patterns of behavior that evoke actions like those of the father.  The feminine parts have been closeted, shut way and locked up and could eventually become lost to the female child. The female child then, might well become the father. 

Hulu - The Face of Another - Watch the full movie now.

Hulu - The Face of Another - Watch the full movie now.

I have not seen these last films listed here I do recognize them…

Hulu - Cléo from 5 to 7 - Watch the full movie now.

Hulu - Cléo from 5 to 7 - Watch the full movie now.

I know this has been going on, I put a candle on a table and spread some cards like this…

someone in Raleigh…

Hulu - The Third Shadow Warrior - Watch the full movie now.

Hulu - The Third Shadow Warrior - Watch the full movie now.

What was that show called when the cars rammed each other?

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Eerie dream last night, have had it before…

Demolition Derby.

I swear there was a man in the Supermarket who looked like he walked…

…right out of the 60’s, blue polyester suit thick mustache…

This is like the Dodge we had in 1963…updated

Viewing a thread - 1960 Dodge Dart Phoenix (2 door survivor)

It was a bit stripped down from this version, pink with a white top, the covers over the rear wheels were off, the rear bumper had been lifted a bit and the rear window didn’t slope as much.   Gears on the column.   Great car!

100% positive had it when we lived at Plummer Plantation, traded in the old ‘53-54, black Plymouth Savoy for it…

I figured out the doooooor in the floooor!

…not to worry…

The Terminator’s Twin!

Grammer Eyeing Political Career? | Story | Wonderwall

Monday, August 1, 2011

Incoming…

“I feel guilty about what’s happen to this girl”…

Clean that out for me.

Someone told me to play Tintinnabulation because they…

…had  headache…have played it several times but my small; radio speakers don’t handle the low frequency well…headaches were probably from low carbohydrates and magnesium.

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Eerie dream last night, have had it before…

Incoming…update 3

“refresh it Taylor”…

Nice Miata you have Taylor, how much did I pay for it????????????

It is interesting, the damn thing looks like the colors of my photograph to the right.

Greek Sibyls (note spelling)…updated

…I think one was a seer like Nostradamus…like Daniel…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Sybil ~ Bunyan – shot with an arrow???????

Did Daniels prophecy come first or last, was his false prophecy what caused him to be put into the lion’s den…?????

Story? I prefer life history…

story in my world connotes a fabrication…

This was Merrick’s mother’s masculine half…

Joseph Merrick - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Sybil ~ Bunyan – shot with an arrow???????

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Sybil died…

I experienced this last night and this morning…

Sybil Ann Dorsett (1928), listless to the point of neurasthenia

Sybil (book) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Oh, I gave my mother a copy of this book to read…

Sybil died…

her life continued in someone else, why she had the multiple personalities…

If These Walls Could Talk…

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…may not be about an abortion…

I forgot about my cousin having a broken collar bone…

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It reminded me of the Lavendar House…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: I found this big white, Victorian type house somewhere between…

Which I have been in…

No to Debt Deal…

June 10th dream, writers looting me…

It was in 1989 that I had the piercing pain in the middle of my back…

…my cousin complained of pleurisy in her back also but this pain was much worse and not clustered but concentrated in one spot, like a stabbing…I had forgotten this when I had my heart scan in 1995, I had had an episode with my heart which prompted the scan.  

Eerie dream last night, have had it before…

What's Been in Kay's Brain? What's In Her Mind?: Antique White Porcelain Brass Base Door Knob Set | eBay – update 3

…I was groaning again, it sort of sounded like an elephant, I have heard some whale sounds, something was happening to me, there was fear and suffering…Amanda was there and my sister.   I was driving my car backwards real fast and I hit the curve at the Amity Church and spun the car around, someone was chasing me…

the spinning around would be the accident in my mustang when the tire blew out, 1975…

…driving backwards, bumper cars?

Antique White Porcelain Brass Base Door Knob Set | eBay – update 3

Antique White Porcelain Brass Base Door Knob Set | eBay

I am thinking this content and others like it could have come from the children who were in the Daughter’s of Wisdom Orphanage in France…I heard or was told something in 1987 to which I connected this content…These door knobs were in the Rectory and they would often fall off onto the floor…

http://cgi.ebay.com/Set-19th-century-Porcelain-door-knob-handles-/320653338645

Journal Entry June 10, 2000

“leaking”…

Journal Entry June 2000