“Let me have a go at her”…
You’d think they were gang banging me.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Trying to convince people the consumption of alcohol is in some way helpful for the brain???????
http://etd.fcla.edu/UF/UFE0004357/smith_a.pdf
…ethanol releases taurine and Gaba which causes sedation.
Incoming…
“She still won’t drink any alcohol”,
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH KAY GIBBS NOT DRINKING ALCOHOL ANYMORE????????? YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT. YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE EXERCISING THEIR FREEDOMS WHEN THEY ARE IN OPPOSITION TO WHAT YOU THINK THEY OUGHT TO BE.
I HAVE NO INTEREST IN LEARNING TO DRINK SOCIALLY. I HAVE CONSUMED ENOUGH TO LAST TWO LIFETIME AND I HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF DRINKING ANYMORE. YOUR DESTRUCTIVE AND I CARE TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF CONTRUCTIVE POSITIVE PEOPLE.
Incoming…
Someone’s leaning over me talking to me like they are hypnotizing me, “there that’ll do it”, “Now get up”, “walk over to the mall”, “let’s see if she does it”…
A word to the unwise - I have been opposed to supporting the wikipedia, here is why…update 3
Free is a deception. They then prey on those who use it without donating, generally those who have no money. What they know about the psyche and why you are visiting the wiki alerts them there might be a story. Then in order for you to pay up they abscond the content of your psyche for the story under the guise of cleaning, a lot of pooey. They are doing nothing more than recycling the money back in their pockets.
Why do you think they put those pictures on it, guilt trips. The encyclopedia is not free, you have to pay for it with “donations”, so what’s the point? There are lots of encyclopedias available with far more accurate information like Britannica or World Book, I don’t know why Encarta stopped their encyclopedia I preferred it. if you have to pay for it anyway why not? What they are really doing is making a lot of people feel guilty for not having money.
I pay for access to internet content. If there were nothing on the internet, who the hell would buy it unless you have something to sell to someone else?
What I also find more annoying than anything else is that most of the information that gets obtained anyway is off the backs of poor people who have paid for it with their lives, their integrity or their dignity, on the streets, in jails, prisons, and asylums or mental hospitals. Why the hell should they have to pay anything?
PEOPLE ACT OUT AND THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW THEY ARE DOING IT.
Pooh happened in 1996 after being in jail and prison again for traffic violations…
…started writing poetry. Pooh, A.A. Milne, 1926…
30 minutes after I woke up I looked out the door and my neighbor had a futon…
What's In Kay's Mind?: One of the things I saw…
…on her deck she was moving into her apartment. I don’t know where the pipes came from but I damn sure saw them.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Masturbation was once thought to be a problem, then it was thought to be a cure for hysteria then all these women…
started masturbating and then started acting out all sort of things but the hysteria was gone, that’s how the Ripper Victims lost their lives. The US Surgeon General said it was ok, I think it’s a death sentence for some.
I love you because you aren’t, don’t or can’t love yourself for a time…
I love you because you love me, or because you don’t love me; suggestions of others, sense of superiority; from pity; and for many other reasons, subjective and egoistic…
TRACKING DOWN THIS “SOMETHING ELSE” | Madame Pickwick Art Blog
Inviting Angel to the shed at the racetrack…Angel Heart Film…
…this ties in with my going to the Paddock Club in 1977-79…
Poveglia Island, Italy…I was in the psychiatric hospital when I drew the picture of the island…
…I put a silver lining under the cloud – every cloud has a silver lining…
I’ve seen this fish in a sketch somewhere…
"Pikeperch in Pastry" fantastical art - aluminium sculpture
I drew the original of this 20 years ago and there is another sketch I did with similar elements has not been shown to the public (cultural in nature)…
People tied to stairs?
YES, THAT IS WHAT I WAS SEEING CLEARLY, THAT WAS THE INITIAL PART OF THE VISION.
The driver of the vehicle looked like this man down under that which was lifted off me…
http://madamepickwickartblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/gurdjieff3.jpg
…my niece sleeps under several layers of blankets, I mean like five plush blankets plus her comforter and and a down blanket. You would think she was freezing to death. I am concerned for her health doing this. My sister sleeps under a couple of layers also when it is not necessary.
Incoming – Dublin…
Current local time in Ireland – Dublin
…eating a piece of chocolate cake…saw the man doing the Stonehenge recovery with a map…Drinking dark beer – bottle of liquor – Jones?
Dengue fever…
That was Frank he had been to Africa lived there for sometime. Drank a lot of Fosters, got sick recently went to a nursing home to recuperate. Last I heard he was getting better. Highly intelligent man, Frank De Saix, a snake named for him. Linda and I helped him clean up his apartment and get some of his laundry done. No one’s told me but I think he’s passed.
Someone tried to lift me out of it…
some woman who was leading him through the building, short hair, pale skin. Maintenance man with long hair grayish skin disappears. I saw one of the Russian Painters a few days ago in my mind, and I saw him painting one of those pictures I found on the internet site. Can’t think of the artist now…impressionist…
Someone leaving the supermarket tried to lift me out of it yesterday. I turned and looked dead at them and saw his face, the painter ? or one of the One Step Beyond films I saw, round eyes, dark, sharp ridge across the top of the nose… I got it back.
This is the circle I was drawing in 1987…
First it was a daffodil in the center like a yin-yang – one side light, one side dark, both going in the same direction rather than in the opposite direction, becoming whole. Then there was a circle drawing of an island, then mountains with a road that split the two mountains…
Incoming - Moscow…updated
…seeing some stuff this late morning, lots of action. I woke up at around 8:00AM. I thought I was talking to Lindsay, then I realized it might be my sister, then I was laying out some black clothes thought it was a funeral, then I realized it was my laundry. Went back to sleep. Started seeing all kinds of stuff about 11:30 AM.
Men tied to stair railings, some long haired building maintenance man hold up under the basement, looked like the basement of the London Asylum…Cruise’s name came up. He was with some woman who was leading him through the building. Maintenance man disappears.
I saw one of the Russian Painters a few days ago in my mind, and I saw him painting one of those pictures I found on the internet site. Can’t think of the artist now…impressionist…
Incoming – “must give it to him”…
Angel Heart (1986) Trailer - YouTube
Durer Hand – I did a sketch of my own as well acting out at the time, did not know it was Durer. The herb gallery is in this film, part of the Old Operating Theater – later found tuzigoot…
Rourke and Deniro great actors.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
One Step Beyond, Dead Ringer - 2nd revision…
Bi-location? This is now termed splitting and dissociation I think. This seems another case of dissociation in this film, due to an accident committed by Esther in which her twin sister supposedly died. Fearful of severe punishment and distraught over the loss of her sister, Esther dissociates this act from her consciousness. It is then projected from herself onto some unknown who may have possessed a part of Emily’s soul released to the unknown person by Emily’s death. Esther being unable to cope with the death of her sister but wishing she had been the one to die, assumes Emily’s part of the personality. Esther’s fevers are re-enactments of her sister’s death. The unknown person is now possessed of Esther, the weaker personality. The unknown person being unable to cope with the content of Esther’s personality, acts out the incident over and over. She has been rendered unconscious by the possession and is unable to recall the original trauma. This is termed repetition compulsion.
These possessions are achieved when one soul, say the one possessed by a mother, is split into two parts by two daughters, not necessarily twins. The original personality might have been subjected to transferences and memories of some event in the past which has come to possess two offspring. The stronger personality has split off the negative content and it is now possessed by the weaker sister. The weaker sister, unable to manage the content, begins to act out that content, revealing the cause of a potentially criminal event, acting out a film the mother has seen, or simply the personality contains scenes of a farmer burning his field customary in farming communities.
I was particularly interested in this film as I was a victim of such an incident, having set fire to the woods behind our home in Chesapeake, VA in 1964.
When the child comes down the stairs at the end of this film…
Kay's Film Analysis: One Step Beyond- The Dead Part of The House…revised
…like an obedient little girl, she is in a loving obedient state of mind inflicted upon her by her Aunt Mina, the prelude to a Stepford Wife. Did the person portrayed as Ann in this film also see Woman in Green and was she a victim of that films hypnotic suggestions.
I do not feel I have been directly harmed by this Cd…
…it is the manner in which it is heard that causes the problem. By listening to it through earbuds it would be more helpful, listening to it via speakers can cause those with whom one is connected, to split off content belonging to someone else and project it onto another from where is did not derive.
Baggage Buster is one such product which masks its messages and refused to reveal the content of the script upon request, claiming it would not be affective if it were known.
One Step Beyond – Moment of Hate…
Several years ago I was having dinner with my sister and her family. We were discussing the possible need for a defibrillator after eating so much food. I said out of the blue, well you know they have those portable clappers, after which everybody broke out laughing. I have since connected it to One Step Beyond, Moment of Hate, produced by Ivor Klapper, in which a woman thinks she is causing the deaths of people around her, dialogue which I have heard frequently. Her boss who plays golf dies from a heart attack while she is vacationing. At the end of the film the woman said, “I am so tired”, “I hate myself”, and she died. Mirren did a movie I think which is from this.